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And Kurama looks like he's purring!

Shukaku looks like he is debating whether to hit naruto or not. 🤣

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I feel you. The same state ate up my entire day yesterday. I need to work, but I'd better put on pants to do it. But pants are usually put on over a clean butt, so I need to take a shower. First, I'll eat something. Uncombed hair sticks to the neck and irritates. But if I comb my hair, then I should brush my teeth. When the clock shows a quarter to, then I will go. I have a lot of clothes to wash, and before that I need to sort them by color, fabric and dirtiness. And first, wash myself. I missed a quarter to, it’s already ten to, now there’s no point in getting up. And I want to smoke. This hair is just annoying, I'm going to shave it off one day, I swear. I should have finished work two hours ago. I have a lot of other things to do, but I need to work first. The computer is on, I'm sitting right next to it, the screen has been reproachfully showing the same thing for 10 hours already. My legs, without the participation of my brain, lift me up and try to carry me somewhere, but anxiety catches up with me in a second and I can’t go to the shower right now, so I lie down on the sofa. Oh, my favorite blogger started streaming. Night.

A Peek Into My Executive Dysfunction:

I'm sitting on the couch and I have several things to accomplish.

Which do I start with?

Gosh, I don't know. What's more important? Well, all of it is important. Some of it should have been done a week ago.

It's been an hour. I'm running out of time.

No, I have plenty of time. Okay, first step.... what's the first step? Is it getting my materials? Is it getting off the couch? Is it DECIDING to get off the couch? I feel so stuck. My laundry is downstairs I should finish that. I'm overwhelmed. I need to get started. HOW do I get started? I can't start. I need my headphones. It doesn't make sense to wear my headphones when I'm watching TV. I don't care I need my headphones. I need to choose something. How do I choose?

It's been 2 hours.

My back hurts, I should sit somewhere better. Where? Wait, I'm getting side tracked. I have several things to accomplish. I have to sit here because here is where I do my work. I need to get the things I need. I should have gotten them before I sat down. I should have kept them all here. Shoulda-woulda-coulda. What things? One of them is in my car. I need to go to my car. But first I need to get my car keys. First I need to get off the couch. GET OFF THE COUCH I can't.

It's been 4 hours.

Okay, I need the bathroom. Getting off the couch. I need to get everything I need before I sit down again.

I went to the bathroom and I washed my hands and I sat down again without getting anything. Shit.

The sun's getting low. I should make dinner.

Where is that on the priority list? Dinner means dishes. I don't want to do that. Am I even hungry or just bored? Get off the couch. But what if I get up and don't get what I need again? Maybe I should see what I can do right here, without getting anything. Oh, this task will take two hours. Do I have 2 hours? It's not like I have a schedule of course I have 2 hours but that's a long time. Just do it. Well, I got half of a half of a thing done gosh that was exhausting let's take a break.

What even is a break. I can stay here and read, I guess. The computer is already open and in front of me. I should get up and stretch but if I do that I should really go downstairs to the yoga mat where my laundry is waiting to be finished and carried back up and when I carry it back up I ought to put it away. I know I won't. It's not important. I'm going to keep scrolling. That doesn't take much thinking about. But I still have several things to accomplish. I feel so guilty stopping and I'm running out of time and now I'm anxious and now I can't do anything and now and now and now

I'm still on the couch.

It's time for bed.

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I think it's both hilarious and SO TRUE, because Naruto would totally do that

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In 1944 a kitten named George (short for General Electric) was saved from drowning by a U.S. Navy crew member. George was then photographed and given a liberty card and detailed health record. Source.

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...have I ever mentioned that I adore you?

Things I Have Done as a Neurodivergent Person Working in an ABA Program

Explained what sensory overload feels like to my colleagues, advocating for a student to always have access to his noise blocking headphones. Then took to wearing my loop earplugs openly instead of just suffering so they could see that an environment that isn't loud to them could be loud to others.

Figured out what an upset nonverbal student wanted (head squeezes), explaining how he was attempting to communicate

Pointed out when a drill about returning greetings was problematic, leading the teacher to change it

Told off a coworker for taking away a student's AAC device-- it doesn't matter if he's only using it to say random words over and over again (he was bored and being silly), that's his voice. They listened.

Explained to coworkers why ABA gets a bad rap and how our approach should be different.

I was honestly hesitant to take this job at first, because of all the traumatic experiences friends have had with ABA. But now I'm glad I did, because it's not a bad program for the most part, and the parts that aren't great I'm able to address. I'm glad I'm their to advocate for students who can't advocate for themselves.

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Gaara likes to keep his brother-in-law on his toes

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Fighting for control

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New chapter! New chapter! New, new, new chapter! *new chapter dance*

The GaaNaru Letters (Part 18)

Dear Naruto,

It would perhaps be easier for me to sleep if I knew you were alright.

You said that you were not hurt, but who knows better than us that wounds need not be physical?

You would talk to Sasuke, why not to me?

Let me support you the way you have supported me.

Sincerely,

Gaara

Read the rest on AO3!

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He had it coming

He had it coming

He only had himself to blame

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reblog if you live in some shit so your mutuals can live in fucking narnia

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Kagemane no Jutsu

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Oh my god, they're GORGEOUS

Red carpet

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"Love is about protecting what you hold dear"

With every piece of art, sketch, and even just a line, I confess my love for the characters, the story, and everyone who helped me grow up and still supports me.

Confess your love for something dear more often