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warning.

When I was six years old,

I used to love love.

I used to love love more than anyone could ever love love.

I was certain that there was only one guy out there for me. My soulmate. My endless flame.

A few years went on and I turned ten.

I loved love a bit more.

I would watch fairy-tales like it was my religion

And overwhelm my soul with how beautiful it was that every princess found her prince

and I was certain that I would find my own.

A few more years went on and I met a boy.

And oh, what a boy he was.

He was the boy out of a fairy-tale.

And he made me love love more  than any person could ever love love.

It was not puppy love. It was the kind of love that made your hands shiver,

that kind of love that made your breath begin to fade into darkness,

that type of love that made your heart wander off into another galaxy.

I loved him more than anyone could have ever loved anything before.

Years went on, and I was convinced that he was still my very own fairy-tale prince,

In fact, he was more than a prince -

He was every drop of my bleeding heart.

But that was long ago and far away.

I am now 19, and I hate love more than anyone could hate love.

I was foolish for all these years to imagine that love was enough. 

Love is only meant for pages of romance novels and lines of musical ballads,

Love is nothing more than a vicious lie that steals every last cell of your heart,

It has made me numb. It has made me bitter. And it has made me colder than ice.

I wish I knew all this back in the day when

I was six yeas old,

And I used to love love.

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This is me and my dear sis pp.❤ @imago

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Somewhere inside @imago foodcourt. Expensive food! Lucky the food was delicious tho.

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27. Taking a break Me and my sis vie taking a break from a very long queue making order and pay for our food at #desa dairy farm #photoaday #theidearoom

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18. Rise Sunrise at #kotakinabalu #photoaday #theidearoom #jaezlicious

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16. Happy Taken when we’re going for a trip to Kundasang, Ranau. I just finished working my night shift, totally sleepy and beaten up. But I forgot all about that seeing the smile in their faces. #photoaday #theidearoom #serellicious

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15. In the past Yep thats me in the past. (Just a few years back actually) they said i look older when i am thin-sunken cheeks.. now i am #bambam post radioactive therapy.. stopped all the bad habits i used to have.. now i hv chubby face 😊 #photoaday #theidearoom #serellicious

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14. Incomplete #mse 😄😘😘 #photoaday #theidearoom #serellicious

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13. reverse Need to reverse my diet regime. Stopped taking crap and alcohol. Cholesterol level was 6.4 few months ago. Now its 3.1 😁 #photoaday #theidearoom #serellicious thanks to #shakelee

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12. Sharp They told me i have sharp eyes lol. Truth is i have 'sepet' eyes. Chinese eyes. My dad eyes. Taken this pic after jogging at #tamantunfuad #photoaday #theidearoom #serellicious #amoisepet

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11. Part of me My life. Two most important people in my life and I would die for them. Naughty but i supposed thats what clever kids capable of. Love both of you.. 😍 Taken at #megalong foodcourt #photoaday #theidearoom #serellicious

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10. Peaceful Always been fond to seaside scenery. the time stopped for a few seconds and felt mesmerized by its beauty. Never fail feeling peaceful even just for a short time..😍 took this pic from #waterfrontkk #photoaday #theidearoom #serellicious

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9. the written word Not sure if it is even a word lol But i sure like to write on the sandy beach. Taken at #teluklikasbaybeach #photoaday #theidearoom #serellicious

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Still a lot pic to catch up!! 😓 8. Faded Miss my faded jeans minis.. 😢 #photoaday #theidearoom #serellicious

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Late entry 7. #New Just bought my new shoes for rm120 only at #centralplaza. {Only aaaahhh!} The old Leo shoe was a total wreck. Hopefully this one lasts longer. Felt taller than usual. I should remember not to drag my feet while walking. #photoaday #theidearoom #serellicious #shoe #whiteshoes #centralplaza #fff #instaphoto #instapics #followforfollow #likeforlikes

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Late entry 6. #fresh Fresh cream on top my favourite drink in the whole world. Guilty as charged for the calories but i only drink this on my diet cheat days. keeps my nerves calm. #photoaday #theidearoom #serellicious #chocolate #freshcream #foodporn #starbucks #instaphoto #instapics #fff #instantfollowback #likesforlikes #followforfollow

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Late entry 5. #Simple Who does not love simple food? Love the prawns. Love the green vegetable. #photoaday #theidearoom #serellicious #simplefood #prawn #vegetables #instapics #instaphoto #foodporn #followback #fff #likeforlikes #followforfollow