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They say that you'll have a best friend that will stay for along time and if it come to you you better grab the opportunity to keep them . Me and Aigné has been friends since 2015. She was my diary of tears and laughter.since 2015 , life has been rough for us but since i met her my weakness became strength and she thought me how to stand up and fight life. We've been always together day and almost night talking about negativities of life. Sharing thoughts and talking to each others soul .
Our friendship became daily, i woke up in the morning she's there. Even in my school she come with me and keep me alive and happy. At home, even if we have problems at home she make sure that i dont mind it and just study. That routine became a habbit. I get used to things that makes me more vulnerable and week. My strength became my weakness and because of that i get tired. I feel numb and dont have feelings . Aigne is always there for me but not because she helps me overcome it . She pushes them to provoke me more and let my inner demons come out. She's been my best friend that eventually became my greateat competitor.
My confidence has been low because of her and she make sure that i cant stand for myself if someone pick a fight with me. I feel and became useless that time . The routine or cycle i've done everyday became so anoying and it makes me hate it.times goes by aigne still beside me but she always make sure i will feel bad everytime im with her. Till now she's here. Intirupting me again because she can she that i can smile and be happy. Yes aigne has a huge part of my life but that doesnt mean she know me too well.
Yes i am lara hilary and aigne is my anxiety .
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THE HEART OF THE NATURE
they always ask me why i love being with nature? Why do i always suggest to have a road trip within nature? Well , all i can say is i find comfort in there. There's really a spot in my heart that i feel that i belong in the nature . I feel the peacefullness within me every time i feel the cold breeze of the air in my skin as i saw thecascading beauty of every nature.
As you can see in my pictures , i faces the nature; because i always want to look back at the beauty of it. I always want to feel the heat of the sand and the coldness of the waterfalls. One of the most memorable vacation for me is when we go to CAVITE. Together with my auntie and cousin, we visit their family and have a short vacation. The amazing part there is every destination we go , there's no fee and has a cheap tent for us to take a break or to eat. Isn't it fantastic? We just need to give food to the helpers and paid a cheap fee for the tent and we can swim and be tanned for unlimited time.
I has a great time there but i have an experience that is very priceless. We go for a hike with my classmates . Its my first time going out of town without my family so im very anxious yet excited. And its my very first time to go for a hiking so my heart jump really fast as i ask for my parents permission. The experience in Mt. Balagbag is very worth it. The tiredness we feel when we got up has fade when we reach the top of the mountain. After that we go for a swim and rest for a while.
I had so many experience and memories i'll always cherish as i seen those pictures and i hope i'll get back there and feel the nature again.
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Street food
In my everyday life i encounters people who always ask me to recommend them where they can eat because they know that i know many food stores here in Quezon City. Well, i can say that i am really one to those people who go places by places to try different and unique foods; and that's the essence of adventuring for me.
Now a days , food stalls are everywhere. It can be beside your school , at the back of the church or even in the corner of the busy streets everywhere. Food is everywhere, its up to you what you'll gonna eat . But for me, what makes the food more delicious is the experiences and the memories that has been shared because of that certain food .
ISAW and DUGO-this particular food makes my whole childhood awesome. At first , my mom dont want me to eat this kind of treet foos because the olders always tell us that its not clean and not good for the health, thou its really not that healthy but you can eat it but dont eat many. Like the isaw , i dont usually like vinegar but when it comes to isaw i love dipping it and drowning it to make it more tasty. The dugo is a form of blood that is formed in box shape , yes i know its bad and un healthy but you only live once do live for it. It is also called betamax that is stuck in a thin stick and cooked over the charcoal.
There are many kinds of streets food here in QC and all i can say is its very worth it to give your shot and try it for once ; the famous street foods in town. But always remember that the conversation that is building up makes the tastiest street food ever.
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how can people be so heartless now a days?
#deathpenalty.
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He will never change just because you love him
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Tara : My one and only baby
Our one and only baby
Tara has been really our baby in our house. Its the first cat we had in our house hold that has a huge impact for all of us. My mom at first don't want to adopt tara because we can't afford its vacines and medication but we persuide our mom to give it a try and thats miracle happens.
The first months is very hard for us because we dont really know how to take care of a cat but eventaully we get used to it. Our cat has very distant in its first month. By the why tara is a girl persian cath. Its color is ash gray and has many fur. Tara is very brilliant because she pee and popping in our bath room and not somewhere else.
When she turn 1 years old , we made a little party for her that makes her happy. She's the most clingy cat we ever had. She always follow us around and interup us when we had work load by clinging around us and hugging us all the time. Tara is always asleep in the afternoon but lively at night , she can't sleep if we're not beside her that's why we sleep together in my bed. She made a huge difference in our family because of her clinginess amd affected showing on us.
When tara is pregnant we help to to coop up the pain that she's been going through. She gave birth for 6 healthy kittens but sadly we only keep the 1 kitten and find adoptors for the 5 remaining. Tara has been gaining weight since she had birth that's why she looks more fluppy and more likely a meatball hahhah. When she turn 2 years old we put her on cage because she's always go everywhere at night so we need her to put there.
But last year , something sad happened. Our tara died :( , she hang herself in our stairs and we doesn't see what exactly happen . Our dad just tell us that he see her hagging , we cried for more than 1 week because of what happen. We can't move on because she's the first cat we ever had :( it was very sad but i know she always guided us and always love us . Rest in peace , my love.
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NEU : OUR 2ND HOME
They ask me, fo rme what is home feels like? Does home give you comfort and safeness ? Does home give you the heat of being comportable?
For me , NEU is my 2nd home. It makes fe feel like home everytime i walk in the alleys of every floor of our building. Even if i got home late i don't feel that I am in danger when im at school. I always feel safe inside the school because NEU is one of the prestigious schools that have advocacy about bullying. Our school is also christ centered thats why its has a lot of good and positive society. If you feel down you can go to "kapilya" to pray not like other school that you can be affectex by bad influences because of other students.
NEU is one of a kind school that raising awareness about spirituality thats why students has high believes in our god that helps us in our studies and make us more motivated to go to school and learn. One of the best quality of NEU is having a peaceful sorrounding that can make you feel realize in times of being down and feel helpless.
Faculties and teachers are very approachable while the students have high respects on them. Teachers are good at teaching and helping other students copping to their studies. The rooms are fully aircon and very wide that fits 60+ students . Even the workers are very approachable and hardworking. You can ask help to them or even have favors.
As you can see in my discriptions NUE is nearly perfect but every schools have imperfections. But , imperfections make something perfect in its own way thats why even if NEU has a lot of imperfections too , it has a lot of improvement and open for improvement that makes a lot of diffirence that makes it grow more.
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The Millenials
MILLENIALS- Word that describe who are the true essence of the future of the youth. But now. Is the Millenial are the one who will make the world a better one? or make the world the worst?
Now a days , Youth has something that adults don’t usually have in their time .And it’s the so much freedom that we have right now .We have the intelligent to have a intellectual argumentations but sometimes it leads to disrespecting each other and also the older people .Youth now a days, are very advance and aggressive .Some don’t listen and always want to do what they want that leads them to impulsive decisions in life.
Many youth want independency at young age that leads them to be a failure in life.
But despite of all the negative sides of Millenial they have a strong faith and personality. Millenials are known as believer and don’t give up easily on problems that they have .Even though they’re in their worst part of life they still believe that they will past through it .they’re good in communication too and even showcasing their own uniqueness and talents.
So let us not degrade people around us because of their appearance .we don’t know what they’ve been through in life, so let us all stop the hate and spread love even if what era you’ve come from it still not valid to hurt the feelings of other people that surrounds you.
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Castaway In Mindanao
MINDANAO- A place that has so much danger by people who stereotyping the beauty of Mindanao. It’s beauty is covered by fear and fright by people who don’t experience the life in Mindanao.
That place has something to offer not just the war and the battles that is happening but the places and the tourist spot in Mindanao is very cascading.that place has something to offer in terms of falls and beaches.
The food itself makes it more unique and it makes the place stand out. The food is more on exotic and new to taste of every people. Even the view where you eat is so beautiful and pleasing to the eyes of people.
If you think about the expenses, In Mindanao the place and the food is very cheap .You don’t have to spend so much money and time to book your flight just to have a relaxing week with your family.
If you’re planning to have a vacation with your love ones Mindanao get a way is all you need, specially if you’re a nature lover.If you want to breath from a exhausted month you can go there and have fun.
Usually, The people there are Muslims.But don’t get them wrong with the stereotyping and the rumors about them.Think twice many Muslims are still kindhearted and welcome to tourist people specially if its Pilipino too.
So if you want a total break and to feel refresh try to go to Mindanao to see its beauty and nature.
After all you only live once so grab the opportunity and see it for yourself!!
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Greatest warrior
I was asked every single time who was my inspiration in writing, for a moment I was stunned and think thoroughly .Our teacher always say that you need a love and compassion to be able to have a master piece in everything that you do,
So I was thinking if there’s a great doctor who made him to be great? If there’s a brave warrior who made him to be brave? And then after some realization, someone caught my eye she was busy cleaning and sweeping the floor repeatedly until it looks shiny after that she get the clothes from the rack to fold it neatly.
I looked at her and smile timidly, My heart jumps as she smiled back. That’s how I knew who made the most and the greatest people are; their mother.
MOM- Even thou she’s not good in math, She made her child to loves math .Mom is not perfect but she’s willing to do everything to teach you the right manners and attitude that no one can get away from you. Mom fought for us and never complains about her sacrifices for us to have a better life.
They’re the greatest warrior that we have in our life, it’s said that we’re the greatest gift that they will ever received but for us the true treasure and gift that we all ask for is them.
Ma, you’re the light that lead us to the brighter future. You who made us strong and confident enough to prove ourselves to anyone. You value us more than yourself and I am very thankful for that.
Your MOM is the reason why you have anything you have now. And for that, the greatest person of the century is MOM.
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KRUS NA LIGAS : A RISING COMMUNITY
Crowded.chaotic.not safe - words that describe by the people who past by our community. Many people are saying that our Barangay is not safe because of the rumor that Is spreading in the past. They’re stereotyping the image of our Beloved Barangay. But why does KNL is known as the unique barangay? By how it is called a rising community? Krus Na Ligas Was called Gulod that is part of Marikina, the reason why it is called Krus Na Ligas because of the tree named Ligas that was Form like a cross that was found in the place.
It is said that the place is historical, because in august 26 , 1898 Andres Bonifacio And the Katipuneros stay here to rest and gather after the battle in Pasong Tamo. The place is very important to Bonifacio and to Katipunan Because of “himagsikang Pilipino 1896.Krus na Ligas existed in the early 18th century, older than Quezon City and UP Diliman.
Today , Krus Na Ligas is one of the Ideal Community in Quezon City. Even if its not that big , it sustain more than 2,000 families.Our Community has Schools for elementary and highschool students , it also has church,public health center ,rental houses,stores,Market places and even internet cafe. That’s why it still contains the self sustaining characteristic of the baranggay. It’s still dominant that our baranggay is dangerous but for us who are living here in KNL , that rumor is not true . The criminal cases such as robbering, killing, kidnapping etc are very low in our community. Even UP students can come home late because they know that is safe in KNL. KNL is covered with cctv’s that’s why the barangay officials are Alerted 24/7. One of the Good thing in KNL is we’re a Friendly Community .There are many programs that our baraggay is giving to people who want to have a second chance in life or even people who want to change . The reason why it is called a friendly community because of the people that are living here,The people are very Generous and kind hearted. Krus Na Ligas is not that big, but if you look in the bigger picture KNL has something to offer to people that’s why they can’t leave this place.
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"Be a bottle of water not a bottle of soda"
A famous Quotation from Vivek Garg that has a massive impact to our daily lives. It represents us on how we react in everything that is happening around us. The bottle represents me, what I have inside are my emotions and reactions in everything that I do. In life, we're surrounded by negative and positive people. People who have negative thoughts about me are trying to Bring me down by their opinions that will make me don't believe in myself. They'll try harder to rattle and shake me from time to time. The reasons why you need to make yourself a bottle of water because just like the bottle of soda, once you shake it harder if you open it, it will eventually explode. But if you shake a bottle of water and open it, its the same calm water it was before it got shook up . Always remember that don't let other people disrupt your inner peace, let them see what's inside you just like a clear water .it's okay to be vulnerable but don't get affected by the negative thoughts around you .
In life, I learned that yes you have friends and family but soon you will realize that people do come and go. In the end of the day we only have ourselves, it's not their job to make us happy, to feel loved, to feel delighted .Because at the end of the day it’s our job to take care our own. We should love ourselves first before we gave love to anyone. I realized that you shouldn't give your whole trust to anyone. Humans are tricky they can fake their own feelings to deceive anyone.
So far the best decision I made is not fixing other people so that they feel obligated to fix me. I believe that we're all broken inside and we all need to be fixed, but that doesn't mean that we need something or someone. It's our job to fix ourselves to be able to help others on how to fix their own.
Our world is very cruel. It becomes full of hatred and selfishness. The colour has been faded and becomes dull. Just like a bottle of soda, it's more likely dark and has a strong appearance that once it got shook it will burst out. I know we all have our inner demons that we fight every day. But always remember that we need to stay calm and surrender ourselves to god.
In those decisions, I wake up and realized that this is my reality. I need to be strong and fought the negative things in life. I should stay calm and let God make his ways to lead me to the right path in life. And also, I became more picky in terms of surrounding myself in who I will make myself more productive and less toxic.
Don't let people in this world drag you down and disrupt your inner peace just so you'll be miserable.
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SANA by Ibelongtothezoo
(poem inspired)
Lumipas ang panahon naandito parin ang sakit ng kahapon
Pumapatak na luha mula sayong nga mata
Kislap ng mata'y nawala na
Lumalamig na gabing hinihintay na isa satin
Ang bumitaw at sumuko nanamang muli
Hindi sapat ang mga salitang mahal kita
Sa nalalamig na damdaming lumilipas na
Bakit unti unti kang nagiiba ?
Nakararamdam na ba ng pagmamahal sa iba?
O sadyang wala na talaga ?
Di na ramdam ang pagmamahal at halaga.
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" It was a courageous love that stayed strong and fight among all odds " in the past.

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JEREMY
You was sweet like a sugar cane,
You was the kindest to everyone,
You call me beautiful like it was my first name ,
You was so caring that i felt that im so fragile ,
Cant be scratch and cant be broken
You loved me like there was no tommorow love .. . And it was all WAS ..
Because you make me believe in your sweet lies,
You make me believe in your fucking promises
You make me believe that everything is perfect
You make me believe that you're mine and i was yours ..
Cause you make me believe that we can have everything.... But the truth is? .. We dont have anything ..
You just pretended you loved me ..
I just pretended that i feel ..
You just pretended you're mine ..
I just pretended that i have you ..
And i think its time ..
Its time to move on and continue life .
Its time to forget and forgive
Its time to grow up and continue things
Without you by my side
But i cant ..
You wanna know why ?
Cause im still hoping, praying, asking .. For another chance ?
Another time ..
For another love ..
That will came from you ..
I cant .. I cant move ..
I cant step to another chapter ..
Im still stuck on you..
In your arms, chest, hugs, kisses, sweetness, loyalty, promises, love, time , effort, im still into you ..
And i cant escape ..
Escape from this fantasy ..
I cant escape in this cage of your love ..
I cant .. Im drowning .. Help me ..
I still need you .. Please stay with me ..
I still love you, please dont go away..
I cant handle this feeling anymore ..
Help me to endure the pain ..
Help me to forget you ...
Cause i know right now ..
You dont know me anymore ..
I want to ask you how to move on ? How to continue life? How to forgive? And lastly how to forget ? Is it easy for you ? ..
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