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[sersie]

Have you ever felt hunted inside your own head? Like a predator is loose in there, stalking you like prey? You’re running, unable to hold yourself together, your heart beating so fast you can barely stop it. And you run to the safest place you know, a house inside your head made of all your softest memories, your gentlest truths. You slam the door shut, and collapse to the ground…only to find the thing that has been hunting you sitting before you, a smile across it’s face before it devours you. Now call that predator depression. And perhaps you will know what depressed people mean when they say they feel devoured by darkness, unable to escape the pain inside their heads.

Nikita Gill, Hunted by Darkness (via meanwhilepoetry)

[sersie]

It’s okay to love, To fall in love, And be in love, It’s okay to fight, With each other, For each other, For love, It’s okay to cry, And scream, And hate, It’s okay to mess up, It’s okay to hurt, It’s okay to be upset, Love isn’t easy, It’s okay to keep going back, And keep taking them back, It’s okay to tell yourself you’ll never give up, That you’ll always be there for them, When you can’t anymore, It’s okay to walk away, And if you can’t forgive yourself just yet, That my friend, Is also okay, Trust me, In the end, We’ll all be okay,

(via wnq-writers)

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I’m alright with you not loving me. I won’t say it’s because I’m a handful or because I can be too crazy sometimes. I won’t say it’s because I won’t always make time for you or I tend to push people away when I need them the most. No, I will not list my faults and reasons why I think I am unlovable. You will find happiness elsewhere, with someone who has as much of a positive outlook on life as I do and can’t stop laughing at your little jokes. You will find it in someone who will make as many sacrifices as I did and go out of their way just to see you for an hour or so. You will find love in someone with the same kind heart and good soul; that just won’t be me. And they will come with troubles too and it’s okay if you decide to stay for theirs instead.

Stories I’ll tell one day #44 – Ming D. Liu (via mingdliu)

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“If you cared about each other, why didn’t you try to work it out?” “Love,” I say. “Love has a strange way of bringing people in and taking them away. Love opens doors or they’ll keep them half closed. Sometimes we love too much. Sometimes we love too little. And then it becomes the past. We used to care. We were in love. At some point.”

Stories I’ll tell one day #86 – Ming D. Liu  (via mingdliu)

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My new hard art, sorry it’s blurry…

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I don’t miss you as much as I thought I would, and I don’t know why thinking about it hurts.

classiccupofchai  (via wnq-writers)

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you had her with your words, and lost her with your actions.

iambrillyant  (via wnq-writers)

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Friends are not always your friends. Loves are not always your loves. Family is not always your family. But you will always have friends. You will always have loves. And you will always have family. Do not waste your time counting loses, count your blessings instead.

MK Ireland #76 : old doors close, new ones open (via kenzie-ireland)

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If he makes way for you to notice him, he likes you. If he keeps on texting, replying fast and keep the conversation alive, he’s interested. If he always reminds you to eat and checks you every time when you haven’t reached your home, he cares about you, a lot. If he keeps you in the safe zone and hold your hand whenever there’s danger around, he wants to protect you. If he makes continuous effort, spoil you with consistency, do everything for you to be happy, buy random things, hold your umbrella, treat you every time and blush when you smile, it means he loves you. But he doesn’t have the courage to say it.

(via procastiwriters)

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When you can’t look on the bright side, I will sit with you in the dark.

(via crushmyskull)

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Oh how the happiest people seem happy in their grief. They do not wish for others to be dragged down, so they grieve in silence. They do not wish to be a burden, so they do not ask for help. They do not wish to be pushed away, so they attempt to be happy for others. Oh how the happiest people, really aren’t happy at all.

thatwisebeardedguy (via wnq-writers)

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Everything heals. Your body heals. Your heart heals. The mind heals. Wounds heal. Your soul repairs itself. Your happiness is always going to come back. Bad times don’t last.

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So many sleepless nights wasted imagining a world where I’m good enough for you

The fifth (via epigraphformythoughts)

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You don’t have to fake being okay. You don’t have to put on a facade for people who are wearing masks of their own. Just feel what you feel.

iambrillyant (via wnq-writers)

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You’re never going to learn. What were you expecting? Why do you do this to yourself? You just make it worse.

9:19pm thoughts// the voices in my head (via digressing-paths)

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No. I am not blaming you. I chose you and it’s all my fault. I fell into your words when I should’ve hold on to my guards. I broke my divisions when I should’ve tighten my reservations. I let you in and let you explore inside me. You saw me bare and fragile and generous infront of you. I let you touch me in my most vurnerable parts hoping that you will caress me with care. I told you that I am breakable. I showed you that I am. I chose you and it’s my mistake. I let you ripped me up with your promises. I should’ve been more wiser because I thought I was wise enough before I met you. I gave you all of me. Things that I’ve kept. Things that is not so attractive about me. I’ve given you myself whole without minding that you can drop me just like that. But no. I do not blame you for fooling me. I am not even mad at you. It’s just that, I gave you the trust that I’ve been earning for a very long time and I thought you will never waste it. But I’m wrong. Yes, I’m the wrong one. You’re not. I believe that you are a wonderful person. And I won’t regret the time and my everything you have thrown away. Because when I let you in, I know that you will break me. But I also figured out that even I knew it for a fact, I will let you. Don’t worry. I’ve expected this to happen. I just didn’t thought it would be this soon.

sandarafreedompark (via wnq-writers)

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You have cried a lot, you have eaten too much and too little. You have texted until your fingers became numb. You wanted so much and so little. You agreed and disagreed. Your emotions showed you their weak spots and their strong spots. You’re not crazy. You’re human and we have flaws, but we make it out alright.

Michael Daaboul ~ Human 2.0 (via michaeldaaboul)