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"I Stayed, You Strayed"

I crossed an ocean with my heart in hand,

Left behind a life, a name, a plan.

Learned your language, built a home,

All to find I was loving alone.

You said you were tired, too stressed to care,

But not too tired to meet her there —

In motels, in chats, behind my back,

While I cooked, while I worked, while I cracked.

I believed in you more than I believed in me.

I called you handsome, even when you didn’t see.

Now I see clearly, painfully so —

You stayed beside me, but chose to go.

You met her while I stayed at home,

Hungry, crying, cold and alone.

You said it was the medicine, the stress, the pain —

But what about mine, again and again?

I whispered, “나 없으면 괜찮아?”

You didn’t answer. You never do.

But I’ve started asking for me, not you —

Just to hear my voice come through.

Now I call you “that man,” no longer mine.

The tone is distant, the love declined.

You don’t look the same — not because you changed,

But because I finally rearranged

The way I see you.

Not a partner.

Not a protector.

Not even a friend.

Just a man

who let a woman he promised

sleep beside questions

and wake up beside silence.

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"I Don’t See You the Same Anymore"

I used to look at you and see someone I believed in.

I saw strength where there was pride, kindness where there was charm, and loyalty where there were lies.

I called you handsome — not just because of your face, but because of how I saw you with my heart.

Back then, love made you beautiful to me.

But now…

I see the silence you gave me when I was crying.

I see the motel door you walked out of.

I see the dating apps, the receipts, the screenshots you thought I’d never find.

I see the nights I waited for a message that never came,

while you gave your attention to strangers who didn’t even know your name the way I did.

You told me I used to call you handsome —

and maybe I did.

But that was before I knew what your hands were doing when I wasn’t looking.

Before I knew what your smile was hiding.

Before I realized that someone can look gentle and still hurt you in the softest, cruelest ways.

I don’t see you the same anymore.

Not because I changed.

But because the truth finally opened my eyes.

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I am trying...

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I'm not a fool. i'm just actong as one 🤣🤣

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try and try until you succeed.

❣💯💕 Busy for self improvement and self love ❤😍💖

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