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RANDOM NIGHT THOUGHTS ABOUT ZAYNEMC
Zayne doesn't swear often but sometimes it happens. It's just that mc has never heard it before. During their childhood she and Caleb would sometimes say a bad word but Zayne? Never. So when she heard him swear for the first time she was surprised but also amused.
"Fuck.." Zayne muttered under his breath annoyed about *insert random thing*.
"Don't you know that it's a bad word? Cursing is a bad manners doctor Zayne." mc teased.
"Cursing helps let out emotions.. it's also a way to cope *process to explain it thoroughly*..."
idk if i should write a longer fic in third person perspective like usual or maybe first or use *you* forms
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tw: zaynemc being zaynemc
Since the beach banner is officially coming..
Doctor Li was always forced to take a break and use free days of work by the director. It wasn't his greed for money that made him stay over hours. He was a man dedicated to his work, a real workaholic. That thing changed when a certain hunter appeared in his life, the woman often visited Asko hospital, she would also steal Zayne away from time to time for a well deserved break.
Another travel, new destination. They both traveled to a city located near the sea with clear water. They booked a hotel that was near the beach in mind so they could have a possibility of watching sunrises and sunsets together.
The ride to the place was a few hours long, they decided to leave Linkon in the morning, Zayne like usual was the driver and his lover a passenger princess. She would suggest to him to change and that she could drive pretty well too, yet he would insist that she should just relax and talk his ears off which was a perfect scenario for him. They arrived in the city a few minutes past 11 AM. Then they accommodated in their hotel room and ate dinner at the restaurant. It was around 1 PM when they went to the beach.
The sun was shining brightest making it seem as if the world would burn in a few seconds. There wasn't a single cloud in the sky.They prepared their private spot pretty quickly. The blanket was stretched out, the umbrella was set, the bags placed nearby. Mc settled down and patted the space next to her so Zayne would join her.
"It's hard to believe." she said amused and fanned herself with her hand.
"What do you mean?" he asked as he got comfortable next to her, taking the sun cream from the bag.
"Well, you know." she began and let out a chuckle as she thought about their last trips. "We weren't sent to the past.." she pointed out and glanced at him when he began to apply the cream onto her back. "There isn't any wanderer attack.. the weather is actually nice.. too nice even." she listed.
"Too nice?" he asked amused while his hands were wandering on her body.
"Well, It's so hot that it can make even a nice big mister snowman melt.." she said with a humour in her voice.
Zayne chuckled softly. "Well, mister snowman has his tricks to stay frosty even today." he said all seriously. "Though he's more worried about a miss snowman melting and leaving him all alone.."
She tilted her to look at him while trying to mimic his tone. "You're right, I'm afraid she might pass out real quick." there was some sweat on her face already due to the warm temperature.
"There's only one solution to save her." he whispered before he wrapped his arms around her, pressing his chest against her back and buried his face in the crook of her neck. His body cooled hers down thanks to his evol.
A wave of nice coolness washed over her once Zayne embraced her. A sigh escaped her lips. "I had staying in the water in my mind." she giggled quietly.
He only shook his head lightly and murmured into her skin. "There's no shortcuts."
i hope that anyone who pulls in that banner would get their men easily.
maybe once the card will be released i will be inspired to write something more :3
currently I'm working on a zaynemc date but in the first stage of their relationship.
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*No title* short story about dawnbreaker
The dark ice cut swiftly through the woman. Her body which was changing into a monster dropped to the ground, painting the snow with a mix of black and red - representing who she was during her death. A tall man with disheveled appearance stared at her motionless form before he crouched down. His ice adorned fingers hovered over her face before he dared to close her eyes, the ones that just a moment ago pleaded him to finish her life.
It wasn't the first time when it happened. Many people before would ask him for help, too scared of becoming a scary creature that would hurt others. He would never refuse them, becoming their saviour even though it was taking their lives away. He was like a doctor that can suggest euthanasia as a last way to escape the pain no matter how immorally it sounds to some.
Yet he wasn't just an angel dressed in black. Once he saw the fear on their faces but the denial would leave their mouth, sometimes he would take their lives by force. The man wasn't their savior anymore but a killer. That wasn't something he could avoid, not if he didn't want innocent to get hurt.
Those acts of saving and killing weren't easy for him therefore at some point in his life he became numb to his own feelings since they weren't as important as others.
His "shift" was over for him today. The man returned to his apartment, he didn't bother to take off his outside gown as he slouched down onto the sofa. He reached the box on the table on autopilot, to grab a candy from it though there was none. He didn't have an appetite for anything. His tired eyes stared at the cracks on the wall as if to check if there was any new one. He ran a hand over his face, his stubble scratching his palm. He didn't take care of himself properly. The time he lived in was difficult to live in yet other people were trying to keep a standard of living.
"Zayne?" His eyes widened once he saw her. She walked into his vision, dressed up in a floral dress she wore in his last dream. He would be scared if he didn't recognize her. It has been a century since the last time he heard his name out loud and the first one coming from her.
In response her name left his mouth in a soft barely audible whisper. His chest warmed up slightly.
"You look really tired." she lowered her voice and took a step towards him.
Taking a deep breath in he shook his head lightly. "It's not that serious."
"It is, you're overworking yourself too much." she stated while she was getting closer. "You're putting too much on yourself, I know you care about others.. but at the same time you forget about yourself." the woman stopped once she could reach him.
His black coat slipped down from his shoulders. "You're important too."
"You shouldn't touch me." he whispered and dropped his gaze.
"Why, Zayne?"
"I'm a killer.."
Her fingers buried in his hair as she brushed through it gently. The man held his breath for a long moment until she spoke again.
"You're not killing those people with bad intentions.. you know that." her voice eased his internal conflict a bit. "Anyway.. I care about you.. I love you so much Zayne."
He finally looked up at her again in disbelief. A thought that the woman of his dreams wouldn't love him unconditionally never crossed his mind yet only when it came to her real Zayne. It was too sweet to be his.
Here she was gazing at him with so much tenderness that he couldn't handle. She bent slightly to match his height and then leaned in to graze the top of his head with her lips.
"You wouldn't say that to me."
The silence filled the air between them while they were looking into each other eyes. Once he blinked and there wasn't a trace after her while he was staring at the cracks on the wall.
"She would never say that to me."
//danwbreaker is definitely a daydreamer for me
i hope it's not that bad to read, just random night thoughts that i had about him.
i hope he isn't too oc and that we will get more (real one not the other version of doc zayne) danwbreaker content one day.
i didn't proofread this
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tw: zaynemc
Mc uses every occasion whenever Zayne is shorter than her. It's when he's watching tv with her, eating at the table, working in his office or doing anything, then she's quick to brush his hair back from his forehead and place a few kisses there before pecking his lips. He got used to it already but the tips of his ears often turn red.
//Give me this man's forehead.
I would kiss him all over his face until he's tired.
I'm working on an au with Zayne, i hope I can finish it quickly.
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*No tittle* Zaynemc drabble
One gaze was enough to tell the whole story. He didn't say anything when she entered their home with that look on her face. She was visibly exhausted after the whole day at work as a hunter. Her shoulders slumped, lips formed in a pout and even the usual sparkles in her eyes didn't shine so brightly. Zayne locked the door and then immediately embraced her. She melted in this warmth and didn't even flinch until he let go of her. Once she took off her outside gown they went to the living room to settle down on the couch. Her body instinctively sought his as she leaned to him so she could nuzzle his shoulder with her cheek like a cat. At the same time Zayne would brush her hair through his fingers carefully to not tug on it and leave a few kisses on her forehead and the top of her head. They would stay like that in comfortable silence for a longer moment. It would only stop when Zayne would finally look into her eyes with a question in his eyes, if she nodded then he would get the signal and get up so he could prepare a bath for her. In the meantime she grabbed a quick snack before she headed to the bathroom. Tonight she wanted some space so she took a bath alone but sometimes they would share it together. Zayne was already waiting for her return in their bedroom, the windows were hidden by blackout curtains, the only light in the room coming from the bedside lamps. When she entered the room she collapsed on the bed next to Zayne and clung to him once again. She poked his side and then looked at the book on the nightstand. Of course he understood it right away, so he grabbed the book and began to read it slowly out loud for her. He kept doing that before he noticed that she was sleeping. After that he put the book aside and joined her in sleep.
That treatment goes both ways.
I know that these two would understand whenever the other was overstimulated from the whole world without saying anything. After all working in a hospital provides a lot of different stimuli and it can get overwhelming just like a work as a hunter.
They would give each other space if needed but sometimes even when you're overwhelmed the comfort of that one person is comforting.
Sometimes those workaholics come back home overwhelmed at the same time, imagine that!
I think that even if overstimulated Zayne would like to listen to mc's voice.
I believe that mc has her own room in Zayne (their)home so she could calm down etc.
I think that being nonverbal with Zayne would heal me.
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in zaynemc's home everything comes in pair.
that's why it's not a surprise that next to the mini ice figurines that resembles those two and were created by Zayne, there are two zaynemc plushies that were made by Mc.
Zayne often creates small animals (at least two of them) and mc puts tiny accessories on them.
+ zaynemc sometimes crochet together
+ i believe that those lovefreaks would have a collection of animal figurines and would say: that's us
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zaynemc headcanon; pure fluff <3
Zaynemc watch a lot of stuff together, sometimes it's just to take their minds off the work and world; sometimes they engage too much and analyze series together, sharing thoughts etc.
Zayne willingly watches bad soap operas about the hospital, he points out whenever the info is wrong and then corrects it (almost every time) yet he still likes the drama;
They both take turns when it comes to choosing the movie or series;
One time mc suggested watching a cartoon she used to watch when she was a teenager; of course Zayne agreed on it because he wants to know what got the young mc hooked on this series; she makes him guess her favorite characters and sometimes crushes (if she had one); mc is pretty serious about this series so Zayne shares her enthusiasm and try to look in depth into the lore;
from now on they both watch series from their childhood (mostly mc's); after that they also began to discover some new animated series :))
Zayne brings me so much comfort I can't
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i have an idea for an au.with Zayne, pure fluff because i don't want to suffer anymore
also i keep writing a few dates for him
i need to study other boys' lore so maybe i would write a few drabbles for them one day :3
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Bittersweet aftertaste
Calebmc oneshot; angst; words count:1,5k?+; not proofread; tw: panic attack
Over a year has passed since the explosion. For Caleb it was over a year without hearing her voice, seeing her face nor feeling the comfort of her whenever they interacted. He wished he could go back to his old life where he was a good big brother, yet it was an unrealistic dream. Not if he still wanted to keep her safe and not get her involved in anything dangerous. She already had too much trouble in her life, him being back would bring her more misery. So he could only check on her from time to time, still so carefully. He couldn't do it often since he had to play a role as a strict colonel which made him unable to do as he wished. There was also a part of him that sometimes stopped him from checking on her, after all he wasn't worthy of seeing her since he made her suffer because of his "death". That was why he punished himself with it as if his current life wasn't painful enough.
Around two months have passed since the last time he had any news about her. A few days ago was her birthday which made him feel nostalgic even during his mission. He remembered how every year he would prepare her favorite meal for her and even bake a special cake to celebrate this special day together. Even during his studies he made sure that somehow she would get a cake that day whether it was contacting that nice neighbour or her colleague. He had his ways just to make her happy. Of course as soon as he returned home after her birthday he would still prepare a small party just for their little family because she would insist on it. "A celebration without Caleb by her side wasn't a real one" she would state.
Yesterday at night he returned from another mission, his mind was preoccupied with thoughts of her no matter how much he tried to busy his brain with something else. He even began to revise every fact about the world he knew just to stop thinking about her, yet he failed. That was why he decided to do a strange thing, fake the celebration of her birthday on his own. Maybe this way he would get off that guilt from his heart that he couldn't be a good big brother for her this year.
He didn't sleep a blink. In the morning he left his home without breakfast and headed straight to the closest cafeteria. Dressed up in his casual clothes he walked slowly through the streets of Skyhaven. Lately his uniform felt like a skin on him with how often he had to wear it. Today he had the occasion to be 'normal' for a moment yet it was so strange. He passed by various people, they were unaware of how corrupted this city has become in recent years because of Ever. On the outside it was still the same place where Caleb spent his time learning how to fly and tasted what he could call freedom in the past. It wasn't like he didn't feel free with mc at home, it was different, something that was only his own and even though he still wanted to share it with her one day.
"CLOSED. The cafe is under renovation. We are sorry. We will be back soon." It was announced on the cafe's door that Caleb was supposed to visit. He could only sigh and check the other options nearby. It brought him to the cafeteria from a popular company. Those shops were everywhere in the country whenever you go, every big city had it. It became popular since they placed emphasis on good customer service and also adorable motifs that were changed now and then - such as cats and other animals.
Caleb went inside, the intense aroma of coffee immediately hit him. He scanned his surroundings, taking in the photos of cute puppies since this season was focused on them. He paused once he noticed a woman similar to the one he knew so well. Her silhouette was so similar even if he didn't see her face yet. It wasn't the first time when his mind was playing tricks on him, he wasn't even surprised this time since she was on his mind the last few days. He blinked once. Then twice. He rubbed his eyes lightly to get rid off that hallucination yet it still felt weird. Until he heard her voice and everything became too real. His mind went alert - he shouldn't be here, not when she was there.
Too late. She noticed him
The woman spun on her feet, turning into his direction, a smile on her face that was the last confirmation of her identity. It warmed his chest seeing her after a year and made it unpleasant at the same time. He almost did the same, turned away and left but he was stopped.
"Good morning." she said in a soft tone as she approached him.
His heart was hammering in his chest but outside he was calm as ever. His brain was frying at this point with the various thoughts that came in such a short time even though he always could calm himself. Did she not recognize him? Or did she just pretend? Maybe she took him for just a similar person to her Caleb. A stranger or someone.
"Would you like to order something? There are free tables for everyone." she went on like with every other customer.
He nodded lightly. "Yes, I would like to." He said so unsure, his eyes piercing through her trying to read every micro expression of her as soon as she heard his voice.
Her smile just got a bit bigger and she gestured at him to follow her further. His gaze dropped from her face to her chest, a badge with her name and words "I'm still learning" adorned her shirt. It was like a joke to the fact that she was supposed to be a deep space hunter. It made him want to ask her questions but he felt so surreal at the moment. His heartbeat quickening. He sat down at the chair near the window and she gave him the menu so he could choose something.
A moment passed in silence as he stared at the card, no words leaving his mouth while he tried to process the whole situation. "So, is there something you would like to order?" her voice soft to ears as ever.
There were various options, even her and his favorites. He swallowed and looked up at her. "Could you recommend something to me?" he asked with a small smile that he forced on his face.
The woman hummed quietly and tapped with the pen on the notebook she held. "It's quite difficult." she chuckled. "But we have great pastries - cheesecake, carrot cake, apple pie, oreo cake.." she listed a few more ones before adding. "Though to have a good cake it's pretty important to have a drink with it." she winked. "So, what would you like?"
Caleb stared at her while an invisible force was digging needles into his body. "i would like a coffee, and anything you chose."
"Ah, I see someone likes surprises." she wrote something down in the sketchbook. "Then I will surprise you, just wait a few minutes." she turned away which made him think that he could breathe for a moment but then she turned back. "Ah, I almost forgot. What's your name?"
"Caleb." he said something he thought he wouldn't have to repeat to her ever again.
He swore to himself that he would never have to introduce himself to her ever again. His mind already knew what happened yet his heart tried to deny the truth. The room was closing on him, the big space was squeezing his body and twisting it in every way possible just to crush his existence. Suddenly he felt as if he was a vulnerable kid again. A lab rat that was being experienced on. The hell was happening on the earth for him at the moment. There was nothing worse than the fact that she had to suffer somewhere without anyone, that it made her forget everything she had and the life they shared. If she was lost then he was lost too. Caleb didn't exist without her. He was a memory that belonged only to her and yet now it was forgotten. Even though he abandoned this identity after the explosion, he still clung to it because it made him connected to her. Now it was non-existent. He felt worse than when he was tortured. It couldn't even compare to when they were children and he had to repeat himself so many times just so she could remember him. Because this time they lost their lives as a family. There was no comeback to it. He couldn't just tell her that he was her big brother and that they did so many things together. He was okay with the fact that he would never be by her side again, but not when she didn't know him anymore. Maybe that was for good, at least she didn't have to remember the explosion and how bad she felt about it. Yet at the same time it felt so wrong. She wasn't a hunter anymore. Her dream taken away. She wasn't the same person he knew. He selfishly wanted for her to remember him her whole life even though he was probably a bad memory.
"Your order. I hope you will enjoy it." her voice mixed with the sounds of his heartbeat ringing in his ears. There in front of him she placed a cup with his coffee and a slice of apple pie. His name was written on the cup, a sticker with the dog placed next to it.
He could only nod his head at the moment. "Thank you." he said as if he was okay, as if inside he wasn't close to exploding because of the chip.
The woman left the bill on the table and then left Caleb so she could treat other customers. His hand didn't even tremble when he reached for the sweet treat. He bit into it.
It tasted bitter despite its sweetness.
i hope it's not that bad; it's my first longer stuff that i wrote
i know it's not about zayne but I really adore caleb and his writing!
i hope he isn't too oc :(
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STICK IT TO YOUR HEART!
zaynemc drabble; fluff; they're already living together; she/her pronouns for mc;
It was one of the exceptional days when Zayne didn't wake up for a morning run. His shift at the hospital was starting pretty early since there was an important surgery scheduled.
His phone started to ring around five am, he immediately stirred from sleep to turn it off so as not to disturb his lover's rest. Yesterday she finished her work late due to an unexpected mission. Zayne watched her peaceful face harden so slightly while he stretched and stood up.
"Zayne...?" She mumbled still deep in her sleep.
He smiled fondly and leaned towards her, brushing hair from her face before placing a peck on her cheek. "Sh.. don't worry. I'm not going out yet." he shushed her which made her relax.
Zayne approached the wardrobe and took the ironed clothes that he prepared yesterday. After that he went to the bathroom to go through his morning routine that he usually performed with mc. He took a quick shower and then proceeded to wash his face and brush teeth before he could dress himself up. Then he went downstairs to reheat his breakfast - bao buns that he also prepared yesterday for himself and his woman.
Once he finished his meal he checked the fridge where he noticed a box that he would recognize anywhere. There was a sticky note attached to it with "A prize for the best surgeon <3 EAT ME AFTER SURGERY!!!" written on it. He took a peek inside to be met with his favorite macaroons. He couldn't resist the temptation and decided to eat one. Then he hid the box to his bag and opened the drawer where there were always some sticky notes and pens.
After a few minutes he was back in their shared bedroom. He sat down near his lover, the mattress deeping under his weight.
"I'm leaving in ten minutes." he informed in a soft tone and caressed mc's cheek slowly to wake her up.
Her eyes immediately fluttered open and she gazed at him. She always asked him to wake her up before he would leave so they could spend some time together. In just a second she was settled comfortably on his lap, arms wrapped around his neck, his hands rested on her hips before they moved to rub her back.
"I wish the days could be longer.. so we would have more time for each other." she whispered while looking lovingly into his eyes, a small pout on her face.
"If the days would be longer.. then we would probably have longer shifts." Zayne stated and pecked her on the forehead.
Mc sighed before she agreed. "Probably.." Then she pecked his lips.
They exchanged some more kisses and nuzzles before Zayne had to leave for work. After one last smooch on the lips, mc waved her hand and wished 'good day at work' for her love. She locked the door and went to the kitchen to also start her day before she would have to go to work. There on the fridge was stuck a note written by Zayne.
"Have a nice day at work The Best Miss Hunter; How about a date at home tonight?"
for me zayne and mc keep sticky notes at a few places at home - kitchen, bathroom;
they could tell those things in person or write a text to each other but they're too lovestruck - i hate them!!!
i try to keep it simple and don't put too many descriptions since it's supposed to be short, i hope it's not that bad;
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a short? headcanon for Zaynemc; small spoiler for Drunken Intimacy card;
After mc had fallen asleep on the couch Zayne carried her to her bedroom because he didn't want her to sleep uncomfortably. He was gentle with her when she tucked her to bed and brushed hair from her face. He watched her for a moment while his mind drifted off to how she behaved earlier that night. She really wanted to take a new step in their relationship. It wasn't like he was the opposite of that, he just preferred her to set the pace.
He looked around her room taking in her space that was so her. Then his eyes landed on the nightstand beside her bed, particularly a pill box. It was decorated with various colorful stickers, stars, animals etc. It was expected from her. He gave it to her some time ago during her check-up. She informed him that she forgets to take her meds regularly due to her work, so he suggested her to put them in a box with compartments and keep it in a spot she often puts things on; also having a reminder on the phone or watch.
Zayne wasn't someone to touch someone's things without permission or to pry unwanted. Yet he took the box into his hands, only to notice that some compartments were still filled which meant that mc definitely didn't remember to take meds.
He put the box back in its place and sighed. Starting from that night he decided to message mc everyday just to check if she took the pills like needed until she forms a habit.
i'm sorry but I'm self inserting my forgetfulness into mc
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How do people write short stuff? I'm having problems with writing things like that and not adding 2726 callbacks to the lore and stuff. HELP 😭😭😭
I have a few unfinished drafts because I keep rewriting them because they're too long for a headcanon
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ABOUT ME AND BLOG
I'm 18 years old.
English is not my first language so don't be surprised if there are any mistakes. I'm writing for fun and I'm not an expert. There would be short stories or headcanons if I don't give up. This blog is Zayne/Rei/Shen centered.
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