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A little random from my normal content but the lack of Noah Sebastian x male reader fics is a crime.

My shayla 💔💔💔

I crave it, it's a need

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Hard thoughts w/hyung line cause I’m recovering from surgery and I’m bored and horny

Male reader, female readers DNI

We all know Chan can be a shy guy pretty often, and that especially includes during sex. Often times he has his face buried in a pillow, no matter what position he is in. He didn’t want to be seen in such a vulnerable and weak position, no matter how much he loved being in said position. He never liked the sounds he made either, but he couldn’t help it. The pillow helped, hiding his face and muffling his moans and whimpers, making it seem like he wasn’t really there. Of course, that wouldn’t do with you. Every time he was hugging the pillow to his face when you were on top of him, your cock buried deep inside of him, you would pull it away so he couldn’t hide that pretty face and pretty sounds you loved. It made him even more shy and flustered, covering his face with his hands. You had to grab his hands, interlock your fingers with his, and pin them to the bed next to his head. Although he didn’t like not being able to cover his face, he did enjoy being pinned down and holding your hands.

Minho likes to act all stoic, nothing affects him. Your kisses, your hugs, cuddling, holding your hand, words of affirmation and love—nothing. But you knew it was just a face he put up. You saw how his ears turned red when kissed his neck, you heard the small, almost silent sounds he made when you kissed, you saw the way his hands coiled up into fists when hugging, gripping your shirt tightly, you felt the way he leaned into when you cuddled, you saw the small smile and felt him squeeze your hand when you held his. It just took a keen eye, one you gained after months of dating. However, his front always fell the second your clothes were off and you were tangled up together on your bed. Everything he acted like he didn’t care for, he repeated to you. Minho liked to be on top, riding you, it was his favorite position. Not because he liked being in control, but because it meant he could show you his love. He could lean down and kiss your neck, he could hold your hands, he could cling to you, he could kiss you, he could whisper words of affirmation into your ear. He could show you his love while being vulnerable himself.

Changbin enjoys dressing up in all kinds of outfits, but his favorites are always the short skirts or short shorts. Specifically, he loves the ones that ride up so high that when he bends over even just a little bit, you’re able to see the bottom half of his ass. He loves teasing you, he loves showing off his body, you love seeing him so comfortable and happy with himself and his body, and you love seeing his body on display like that, so it’s a win-win. Of course, Changbin always feels so pretty in his outfits, so when you do get fed up with his teasing and finally take him, he always wants to keep the outfit on. He always wants you to take him in missionary when he’s dressed up, as it gives you a perfect view of the outfit and his pretty face. Or he also likes to ride you whenever he’s feeling particularly teasing and confident in his outfit. When he’s not dressed up, he only wants it one way—doggy style with his face buried in a pillow and his hands pinned behind his back. His ass is his favorite part of himself, and this position only makes it better.

Hyunjin has always loved facial hair, especially beards and stubbles. He loves the rough feeling under his hands when he holds your face, the feeling against his face as you and him kiss, the feeling against his neck when you give him hickeys—he just loves how it feels. He always thought you looked so hot with a stubble and it turned him on more than you can ever imagine anytime you ran your hands over it. He doesn’t like big, bushy beards or goatees or mustaches all that much, so you make sure your beard is never too big or small, mostly just keeping it to a stubble or something similar. He especially loves to run his hands along it anytime you’re pounding into him, which is why he loves missionary so much. He can trace along your beard and face while also looking up at the facial hair. The feeling of it on his hands during sex turned him on even more, making the experience even more intense. He always gets so sad and disappointed whenever he sees you shave, but oddly enough, he also finds it hot to watch you shave.

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So is this account done? I miss your writinggg

I’m gonna be completely honest, I have no idea whether or not I’m done or not. I want to keep writing, I love writing, and I have over 50 requests with 30 drafts I’m trying to work on but my motivation is gone and I’m just super stressed about other shit with family, work, and finances. I don’t know when I’ll be back to writing, or even if I will ever get back to writing, and I sincerely apologize to everyone who sent in requests I haven’t got to.

I also got my heart broken twice by two different guys so I’m still dealing with that as well so that’s fun 👍

Anyways I can’t give you an answer yet and I apologize sincerely for any disappointment caused.

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Hey where have you been? I noticed you haven’t been on in a couple months and just wanted to check in on you. Are you doing alright?

Yeah I’m doing good now, a lot has happened and my motivation for writing or really anything is kinda all over the place.

1. I was gone for a while due to mental health reasons after a “friend” fucked me over

2. After I felt better I wrote something but it was kind of shitty and I didn’t really like it so it kind of made me lose motivation again

3. I found a boy and now me and him are talking and it’s getting serious so idk writing feels weird now that I have someone who I’m being romantic with

4. I’ve been going to a shit ton of metal concerts and in order to do that I need to work more to afford it (example, I spent over 10,000 pounds to go to Germany and see Rammstein) so I haven’t had much time

I appreciate the concern, and I apologize for not writing much, I hope this post explains it.

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Hii, daily mental health check cause why not. How have you been?

- ❄ anon

I finally see this a week later 🧍‍♂️

I apologize for not responding sooner, I’m not on Tumblr very much nowadays.

Anyways

Pretty much it’s been chaos and stress-filled and very tedious. However I luckily have my cats and tarantula to help me through it, so it has been very bearable. I appreciate the checking up on me, it feels nice.

How have you been, my wonderful ❄️ anon?

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✨🌈SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING🌈✨

🔪anon

AHH THANK YOU 😭

I WOULD LOVE TO PASS THIS ON BUT I HAVE LIKE NO BLOGS I FOLLOW THAT POST ANYMORE ㅠㅠ

Right back at you to my wonderful 🔪 anon and all my other wonderful anons out there <3

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Hii can i be ❄ anon??

Ofc boo.

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hello! may i be "🧋" anon?

i just love ur writing and hard thoughts too much lol

For sure my guy. Welcome!

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Fair warning, if you send in an ask and it takes me forever to respond it’s most likely because I’m more focusing on the asks I have in my drafts rn (I have over 30 in my drafts at the moment) so I don’t answer many other asks unless it’s something I can answer quickly.

I’m not ignoring you, I promise.

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Quick question, I am a trans female and go by he / him am I still allowed to interact?

If you’re a trans woman then I do not feel comfortable with it as you would still be a woman. However if you were a trans man then I would be comfortable with it. (I say this because you said trans female and apparently female and woman mean different things? Idk if that’s true or not but someone called me sexist because I referred to women as females because my knowledge of the words female and woman are that they mean the same thing, just like with man and male. My knowledge may not be accurate since I am from Russia, I’m still not completely fluent in English, and I’m still learning what different things like female/woman/male/man for example mean)

I hope you understand and I hope you respect my boundaries.

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yo wdym dni women like ☠️☠️ thats acc crazy bruh😭🙏 its giving misogynistic!!😨

It giving 😭💀 I don’t feel comfortable 😭😨😰😥 with women/fem readers 😭💀😰🥲 reading my mlm fics 💪👏😰

Wlw writers are sexist too 😭😥😤😰 for not wanting men/masc aligned to read 📖😬😳😱 their wlw stuff based on your logic too!!!!!! Omggggggg 😭💀😰😨😥😨😱😱😱😱

Also this post perfectly explains why you’re and idiot who doesn’t know what boundaries are and what misogyny is bc clearly you don’t 😨😱

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Okay. So. Hear me out.

Changbin with a taller and muscular s/o who just makes him feel so small and pretty. Like the s/o is cooking and Changbin comes into the kitchen to see if he can help when they just pick him up and set him on the counter to watch. And of course Changbin being manhandled makes him turned on as fuck, so this usually leads to an intense make out secession that turns unto Changbin getting bent over the counter and fucked until he’s crying from overstimulation

Sorry this took so long, I’ve been dealing with shit 💀

Also this is very short, I wanted to get a fic out so I made this one into a drabble.

Too Hot To Handle

• - Seo Changbin x Male!Reader

• - Smut

• - Sub!Bottom!Changbin, HardDom!Top!Reader, unprotected sex, manhandling, hair pulling, degrading, spanking, size kink, strength kink, Changbin cries

Changbin groans softly to himself at the bright light of the sun shining into the bedroom. He turns his head to face away from the window, reaching over to the other side of the bed to try and grab you, only to find the bed empty and cold. He opens his eyes and furrows his eyebrows, disappointed that you aren’t there for him to cling to, until he suddenly gets a whiff of the eggs and French toast being cooked downstairs. Changbin smiles to himself before slowly getting out of bed and heading downstairs.

Changbin currently wore one of your hoodies, the clothing being very big on him with the bottom of it nearly reaching his knees while the sleeves go far past his hands, with nothing but a pair of boxers underneath. Since the two of you had fucked the night before, Changbin wasn’t wearing much, but he was wearing one of his favorite things ever; your hoodie. His hair was a mess, his eyes were still a bit swollen and a small bit red from him crying last night, his legs were still somewhat weak, and he was a bit tired.

Changbin slowly makes his way out of your shared bedroom and downstairs to the kitchen. Once he enters the kitchen, he smiles lightly to himself at the sight of you standing at the stove, shirtless with a pair of baggy gray sweatpants on while cooking some breakfast for you and him. Your hair was still a mess, your back was covered in scratches from Changbin, and Changbin could also see the few tattoos you had on your back as well as the muscles on your back; both things that Changbin loved.

Changbin walks over to stand behind you before wrapping his arms around your waist and hugging you from behind. “Good morning, hyung.” He says quietly burying his face in your back. He smiles and hums in contentment. “Mmm. . . You’re warm. . .”

You chuckle lightly, placing your free hand over Changbin’s as you continue cooking the food. “Good morning to you, Binnie.” You say with a small smile on your face. “How are you this morning?”

Changbin continues to smile as he moves to stand next to you, leaning back against the counter as he looks over at you cooking. “I’m very good, thank you.” He says, his eyes trailing down your arms, gazing over your biceps, triceps, down to your forearm, wrists, until he lands on your huge, veiny hands. He loved those hands and those arms, he loved them so much. “Can I. . . um. . . Can I help you with anything, hyung?”

Changbin looks back up at your face, trying to distract himself. He was still feeling a bit overstimulated from last nights activities, and he was trying to stop himself from getting too turned on that he would need you to fuck him once again. Of course, though, he ends up failing from what you do next.

You put your mixing tool down before moving over to stand in front of Changbin. “You. . .” You trail off as you grab Changbin’s waist and lift him up so he’s now sitting on the counter right next to the stove. You then place your hands on his knees as you look down into his, now very wide and very dilated eyes. “Can sit there and look pretty while I cook.”

Changbin has his mouth agape as he watches you go back to cooking. Changbin feels himself growing more and more aroused as the seconds past, the feeling of you handling him as if he weighed nothing was such a huge turn on. He loved be thrown around like a toy, he loved being manhandled, and he was just so sensitive. Even the simple act of you lifting him onto the counter was enough to turn him on.

“Hyung. . .” He whispers, squeezing his thighs together. He closes his eyes as his cheeks flush in embarrassment from how quickly he got so aroused, and from how easily he got aroused. “Hyung, you’re so mean. . .” He then opens his eyes and looks up at you as you continue cooking his and your breakfast. “I love it. . .”

You raise your eyebrow at the shorter male, looking at him with a side glance. You knew what he was hinting at, you knew what he was saying, but. . . why not tease him a bit more? Why not keep him on the edge? He loves when you’re mean, you know he does, so why not give him something he loves and be just a bit more mean to him? “You enjoy it a bit too much, Bin.” You say in a seemingly “innocent” tone. “Quit squeezing your thighs together. You’re just going to make yourself more needy.”

Changbin pouts and whines softly before relaxing his thighs and looking down at the floor. “If you don’t want me doing that then help me. . .” He mumbles, reaching over and grabbing your hand. “Please, hyung. . . Will you help me. . . ?”

All it took was you looking over into Changbin’s eyes. The next thing either of you knew, Changbin was bent over the kitchen counter, his boxers around his ankles, the hoodie he wore scrunched up around his waist, his back arching, and his mouth open while moans fall from his lips as you stand behind him, your hands tightly gripping his waist and hoodie while you pound into him at a pace too quick for either of you to truly follow. At this point, all Changbin can think about is how good you feel when you’re so deep inside of him.

“Ah! Hyung! Oh. . . Oh, h-hyung. . .” He whimpers, his hands reaching behind him to try and grab your waist, hips, or thighs. Anything in order to make you go even deeper. You, however, end up grabbing his hands and tossing them forward onto the counter, preventing him from touching you. “H-Hyung. . .” He whimpers, tears welling in his eyes. “F-Feels so g-good. . .”

You reach forward and grip his hair before pulling it back harshly, causing him to whine and then let out a small sob as tears spill from his eyes. His hands clench into fists, the intense pleasure of it plus how sensitive he still was from last night made it so his orgasm came much faster and more intense. Yet, even after he cums, you still continue with your thrusts. You knew he loved the pain from overstimulation, plus you hadn’t cum yet, so might as well satisfy the both of you.

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REALLY HAVING A HARD DIRTY THOUGHTS ON CHAN LATELY LIKE........BROOOOOOO ESPECIALLY THAT MANSPREAD PIC!!! Please can I have a req of chan x malereader where chan was teasing his boyfriend by manspreading in a bed, inviting the reader to ride him. Well, let's say that the reader ride chan really, really hard~

I’m not comfortable writing for bottom reader, and by the sound of this, it seems like you’re also wanting sub reader which I do not write for so I’m sorry, but I won’t be writing this.

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so i read one of ur hard thoughts and uhmm..

im kinda obsessed with the thought of m.reader w a pierced dick x jeongin,, like imagine him whimpering THE SECOND you even talk about fucking him

like the poor boys so horny and js doesnt know how to ask for it ☹️

((ps, can i be 🦙 anon??))

MmMmmmMmm

You right

Goddammit I’m too gay for this ㅠㅠ

I’m imagining it like this:

You and Jeongin are sitting on your shared bed, both of you completely naked, Jeongin sitting on your lap with yours and his dicks rubbing against each other with Jeongin desperately grinding against your hardened length, and he just can’t take his eyes off the piercing. He tries to imagine what it would feel like inside him, either in his ass or in his throat. It turns him on so much.

Your hands are on his waist, somewhat guiding him along, he’s just moaning and whining and whimpering from how good it feels while you continue to whisper teasing words into his ears.

“Yeah, that’s my good boy~ Keep going like that, little one~ Doing so good for me~” But then you notice something; he can’t stop staring at your piercing. That causes you to smirk before moving your hands down to grip Jeongin’s cute little ass tightly, something you know turns him on. You lean forward and begin to lightly nibble on Jeongin’s earlobe, teasing him. “Like it, little Innie~?” You whisper. “Wanna know how it feels~? How it truly feels~?”

Jeongin gasps, beginning to grind against you faster, more desperately as he nods. God, he was too turned on for his own good. “Y-Yes! Hyung, please! I-I w-want it so-s-so bad! Pl-ease!”

Your smirk widens, landing a light slap against Jeongin’s bare ass and causing him to moan and jolt forward while arching his back. “Yeah~? Keep being a good boy and I’ll let you feel it~ I’ll make you feel it nice and deep~ Make you shake from how good it is~ Keep being good and I’ll make sure to fuck you nice and deep~”

Jeongin whimpers so loudly at your words, his eyes squeezing shut as he begins to tremble. He continues to whimper as your words cause him to reach his climax, his cock spilling all over his and yours along with both of your bodies. You chuckle and smirk as you see the view, finding it both extremely arousing and adorable how Jeongin was just so weak by your words that he just had an orgasm from the thought of you with your pierced dick fucking him.

(Also welcome!)

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Why do you not like woojin?

I don't like how he treated the other members, i dont like how the others seemed scared of him, i dont like the sa accusation situation (ik it was revealed as being false but it still makes me uncomfy), I don't like how he made up a fake company, I just don't like him. His stans are kinda mean too I've noticed, I haven't met a single nice one yet. I don't hate on him or anything, I just don't like or care for him.

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Also is it okay if I can be the 🍡 anon?

Yeah sure.

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Just here to tell you, you are doing amazing! Keep up the good work :)

Doubt it but thanks.