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I think I’m getting better and then everything gets bad again. 

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A part of suicidal ideation or self harm no one talks about is the numbness to the subject that comes with it. I sit and scroll through pages and pages of cries for help, suicide notes and plans and feel nothing. No worry, no concern, no crushing feeling in my chest. Nothing. Those familiar feelings are now replaced with a strange familiarity, a kind of comfort that it’s not just me.

Fuck. When did it get to this

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“My 20s have been the loneliest era in my life. I am surrounded by people but not connecting with anyone. Everyone is living their own lives while I am still waiting for mine to start. I feel lost between what I should be feeling and how I actually feel.”

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vintage go to hell cigarettes, “the cigarette with a message for smoking critics” from 1987. pics from lori barbero

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it's literally sirius and remus

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He who conquers himself is the mightiest warrior.

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sirius and regulus are eavesdropping on their parents while they’re discussing politics, and are texting each other whatever they hear.

sirius: did she just say that voldy’s going to enforce a marshmallow?

regulus: a martial law, you gormless git.

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james potter be like

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i struggle to pick up and read one of the hundreds of books i own but i can easily sit down and read a 500k word fanfic like it’s the morning paper

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Bitches be like "sorry I have other plans, I can't go out" when their other plans consist of reading gay fanfic and crying

It's me, I'm Bitches

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“I think hell is something you carry around with you. Not somewhere you go.”

— Neil Gaiman, The Sandman

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James: WHAT ARE YOUR ADJECTIVES?

Regulus: You mean my pronouns?

James: NO I ALREADY KNOW YOUR PRONOUNS, WHAT ARE YOUR ADJECTIVES?

Regulus: Uh, I dunno? What are yours?

james: NOISY AND CHAOTIC

Regulus: I've never had something go from making no sense to complete sense so fast

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if you don't know what to write, write for yourself.

write a story you would read but haven't seen yet; write people you would find interesting but have not met yet; write a place you would visit but hasn't been discovered it.

write for yourself.