sgntaeyong

[sgntaeyong]

hello! my name’s heather ( 19, cst, she/her ) & i’m joining seongnam with my first character, lee taeyong. he’s filling the premade slot of the lawless, so. . . needless to say, he’s a bit chaotic. not as chaotic as SOME, but chaotic nonetheless. go ahead & like this or dm me if you’re interested in plotting, and i’ll get to you asap.          (    𝐏𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐒. 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐄.  )

* he was born on july 1st, 1997, which means that he’s a twenty-two year old cancer.

* he’s a junior at seongnam. he’s majoring in broadcast journalism & majoring in mass communication. needless to say, he’s pretty good at communicating/getting points across.

* also the vice president of cinths, boys’ captain of the track team, member of tiger radio, broadcasting & paranormal.

* looks like the eboy of your dreams. frequently dyes his hair unnatural colors ( currently, it’s just a light brown, though ) & dresses in primarily black clothing. accessorizes heavily with silver jewelry -- lots of earrings, rings, bracelets, necklaces, chains, chokes, literally anything. heavy eyeliner. pretty much the only time he doesn’t look like an eboy is when he’s running.

* his personality is......... okay. it could definitely be better, but it could be worse. he’s not particularly mean to his peers unless he’s got a reason to be, but back-talks teachers/authority figures a lot and blatantly goes against rules/laws. hence the title....... lawless. he’s charming enough that he rarely faces major repercussions, though. always weasels his way out of it somehow lmao. can also be a little bit manipulative when he really wants something, and usually prioritizes himself over others. 

* trust issues. BAD trust issues, m’dudes. he talks to anyone willing to listen, but rarely talks about anything of meaning, and doesn’t stick around the same people for too long. doesn’t want to get attached.

* seen as a fuckboy, and to some extent, he definitely is. it’s canon that he’s currently in a relationship ( open plot! see beautiful oblivion on his plot page ), but he’s not particularly loyal to his s/o. they’re nice to spend time with, sure, but his feelings for them faded LONG ago n he just feels too guilty to break up w/ them, so he sleeps around n flirts w others a lot. they haven’t found out yet. maybe they’ve been told, but they trust taeyong more than he deserves. ANYWAY, the main reason he sleeps around is bc he’s desperate to find love but he never finds it in any of the bodies he wakes up beside......... unsurprisingly. is scared of love but is also scared of not being loved. 

* lost his mom when he was super young & it affected his father pretty bad, so his home life was shitty. his dad is a police officer which fuels his distaste for authority/rules/laws.

* very sensitive, but he tries to shove his feelings down because he thinks they make him weak.

* overall, is a decent guy, just very scared of any kind of commitment/trusting people & is a troublemaker. 

[sgntaeyong]

Sick or not, your skin has always been on fire.”

Bernard Ferguson, “Flareup” (via buttonpoetry)

[sgntaeyong]

[sgntaeyong]

I am full. I am boiling over. I am fragile. / I am terrified to say that. To say I break like a fever.

Desireé Dallagiacomo, from “I Break Like a Fever,” Sink (via lifeinpoetry)