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Umar b. al-Khaṭṭāb said: "O' Allāh, if You have written me down as being someone who is miserable, then erase that for me; and instead write me down as being happy.

For indeed, You erase whatever You wish, and You write down and uphold whatever You wish."

● {مجموع فتاوى جلد رقم ١٤ صحفة ٢٧٥}

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“He will give you better than what has been taken from you.”— Quran [8:70]

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“And aid my heart, ya Allah for without your aid my heart and I will never be satisfied”

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Gullane Point, Aberlady, Scotland

Pete Walls

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Try to grow towards a you that is wholesome. With no part neglected or denied.

Dr. Nicole Addison

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Wildflowers and fog

jhamilbader

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Today wasn't easy for me.

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Of those days & these days

The avoidant would flirt with you and make you think they wanted you when the fact is, they're never ready. Still, they would expect you to express your feelings without even giving you the reassurance you needed.

You got damaged living in a decade of confusion and ofc in the end you gotta pick yourself back up, on your own, real slow cuz you knew right from the start that this one phase would happen and it aint gonna be easy for you.

On some days you had to remind yourself out loud, thirty times even, that it's okay — it really is okay. You just had to make sure that you're doing okay since you are loved by many other souls & they would be wounded had you stopped living.

(Of course this was about me hahahs.)

No worries, I made peace knowing that God knows how sincere my feelings were. He knows.

So I live. ^^

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Rose

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“She watched the stars collapse knowing that like her, they held onto their light for as long as they could.”

— Wilder

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“I need a life that isn’t just about needing to escape my life.”

— Robert Polito

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I'd like to try pursuing things that I once loved, again. This time with faith that it will all work out beautifully.

To many more takes, until we make it, Naa.

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Day 224.

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“The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too.”

— Ernest Hemingway

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A lot of things went wrong & i dont know how else to fix them all bcs there is no communication between us.

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“And that was what destroyed you in the end: the longing for something you could never have.”

— Leigh Bardugo, Crooked Kingdom