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[shadowtsukiyo]

Currently I'm thinking about deleting this tumblr. As sad as it would be to see so many years worth of stuff go..part of me wants to start fresh and be done with a lot of things.

Since starting this tumblr I have gone through school, worked several jobs, survived my own mental instability. Things that I can look back at and say are amazing and good

However, I can also look back and see friendships I have lost. Memories that are just gone.

I have survived many things, and I have spent so much time of my life trying to make things better for others, I have completed ignored my own self-care.

@voltagesmutter is an amazing person who in private has been massively helping me through panic attacks, manic depressive episodes.. and well really dark intrusive thoughts.

I'm tired. I'm emotinally drained from taking care of other people.

I don't expect people to check in on me. I never really have, so when she started to just check in on me and started getting mad at me for not coming to her with problems. I didn't get it.

Last year, my best friend of (now) nearly eleven years, sent me a gift and I started crying because I was overwhelmed. On here in many fandoms I have made amazing friends. But I have stopped caring for myself and it isn't okay.

I know where that road leads because I have been there before. I have lost myself to that winding sprial of despair.

So I want to thank @voltagesmutter for being a ray of sunshine in my life. For checking one when she did not have to.

I struggle with telling people who I am when I'm bad. When I'm not doing great. And you and @belles-lettresdemoncoeur have both just... You see through my attempts. You make it hard to hide away in my little hideyhole.

I want to be better. I'm trying to be.

You are an amazing person and I don't know where I'd be without your encouragement along with @belles-lettresdemoncoeur and a few personal friends of mine. You have been the ones who saw me overtaxing myself, saw me breaking even though I said nothing.

I love you guys.

I'm not sure if I'm going to delete this tumblr yet. I have... Years worth of writing and hard work on here. But I might save it and transfer it. I'm not sure.

For now in just letting everyone know, this might happen and I might not give a notice until I've made and transferred everything over.

To everyone who follows me and took the time to read this.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

[shadowtsukiyo]

Launching in a few days! I’ll be creating at least 13, possibly more, hard enamel pins. A good portion of them are glow in the dark or have black glitter.

Starry Siren from the test batch I did! They glow really well! This will be among the first designs that will unlock when our goal is hit.

In addition to the enamel pins, I’ll be featuring some beautiful metal bookmarks featuring the moon cycles! In person they’re super shiny and metallic!

[shadowtsukiyo]

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[shadowtsukiyo]

Freedom’s Payment

Spoilers for most recent Shaw Date in EN Server. 

Shaw x MC

Rated: T+

For: @meowrain​

Prompt: Shaw + Smoke

"Yes, keep an eye on it." His voice was low as he leaned back on his couch, his eyes glancing to the screen. The dark web auction was going on. His lips tilted into a small smirk as he brought a lighter to his mouth, he'd put the end of the cigar in his mouth after he cut the tip off to light it up.

Fingers lifting the bauble that was sitting on his necklace. She'd been asking about how he got it. He couldn't just say he stole it. The girl was too soft for that, to know all the nitty gritty things he did in his life. It didn't matter that he was two years her junior, he'd done more than many had.

As he let out a breath of smoke, memories of the replica that he'd given her. He had his eye on a new prize. His bauble had been one of four in the collection. He'd only been able to make it out with the one around his neck. Black and gold, carefully designed.

When he saw the auction turn to "Sold." His phone lit up, a single word on the screen: "Done."

He'd teased her about how she could think of the one he'd given her during her last job as the authentic. She had no idea that one of his informants in his fathers militia were one of the people helping seek out these items. Piece by piece he would take his father's bloody bribe, the one for the families of low Evol he made such promises to and he'd turn them into something better.

"Tch. Getting desperate for cash old man." His voice was low as he exhaled again, the smoke reflecting in his glasses as he read the newest alert. The third of the four pieces would be auctioned next month.

Memories of the flames and smoke as he burned down the original location, bloodied and unhinged, his first taste of freedom in years and his reward had been the bauble. They, to him, marked his true freedom. He'd tear apart all of the companies. STF, Black Swan, and his father.

All of the pieces would fall into place and no one would touch those he loved. Not Gavin, and not the curious girl he began caring for.

He’d protect them with everything he had. No matter how, no matter where. His purpose in life was set in stone, and nothing would change it. Not time. Not Fate. This was his destiny and it was his decision. 

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uMMMMM SO I FELL INTO A RABBIT HOLE FOR THIS LUKANETTE PERSEPHONE AND HADES AU AND I CAN’T ESCAPE??? (BUT IT’S OK, LEAVE ME HERE PLZKTHX)

(Fanfic by @omnistruck: https://archiveofourown.org/works/18891706/chapters/44842723)

[shadowtsukiyo]

This is just too cute. I'm dead, this is so sweet I don't need sugar for my morning coffee.

only this wonder remains

ikemen vampire: temptation in the dark isaac newton/reader | gen | 2948 | [ao3]

or: the 5 times isaac tried to understand, and the one time he realized he didn’t have to. 

for my beloved friend @pathofcomets!

happiest, happiest, happiest birthday to the absolute kindest and most loving and most encouraging person i have ever met in my entire life! i may or may not have reread your isaac fics a billion times to get him quite like you like, and if i missed, at least enjoy the fact that um, i’m having apples today in (the both of) your honor? te iubesc, mama: thank you for joining me in this stupid crazy journey that is 19th century france with vampires.

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(one)

isaac newton likes things set into order.

math, math is great—math is numbers and patterns and those things make sense and the order is there. physics too: everything in the universe has a set structure, and it’s all just figuring out what that structure is and what it entails. isaac newton likes things in neat rows in color-coded, labeled, square boxes in his mind.

and that is everything you aren’t.

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800~

You all spoil me 😩

For hitting 800 I want to do something 💛 I want to a give-away of either a drabble or full a-z piece with the character of your choice! (Fandoms: MLQC, IkeVamp, MYSME, All Voltage/Love 365 and Obey Me). 

Rules:

Opening from now for the next 24 hours.

Like and re-blog to enter, must be following!

Drabble piece can be anything (smut, fluff, angst, ect), will be discussed more with the winner.

Will only do characters from fandoms stated.

Winner will be chosen by random generator and posted this time tomorrow.

Piece will be worked on and won’t be posted until next week!

Thank you all for this, eternity grateful for the love and support of you all. 💛

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I Put a Spell on You (Lucien // NSFW)

Characters: Lucien X Reader

Summary: Over the handful of months you and Lucien had been dating, he’d always been the one in control… in every sense of the word. It’s only the night you decide to force those tables to turn, that you see his true desire for you slip out.

Rating: This right here is 100% NSFW. XXX.

I had wayyyyyy more fun writing this then I thought I would, having never been a huge Lucien stan… but this right here might’ve changed that. I had the most FIRE playlist going as I wrote it, and I was literally singing and dancing in my chair the whole time. I hope the fun I had with this piece slips through into the story, and that all my dear Luci stans enjoy this much deserved loved.

So here y’all go, my first one off and my first Luci piece. 

*None of the characters depicted are mine and all belong to Mr Love: Queens Choice*

Go get him girl.

Story is below the cut.

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REBLOG IF YOU WANT A LOVE LETTER FROM A FICTIONAL CHARACTER IN YOUR ASK BOX NOW

AND I WILL DO EVERY SINGLE ONE, BASED ON YOUR BLOG.

EVERY

SINGLE

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Working Hard

@mlqcooties This is something you have seen in pieces. I thought I’d be nice and finally give you the whole thing. ♥ You are an amazing and wonderful person, I absolutely love writing for you and talking to you. You and the girls in the server had make my crazy days so much better. 

I hope you enjoy this, and I am always happy to write more for you. 

Enjoy your Helios Content my dear~

Fic under the cut

Helios x MC

Rated: 18+

Fingers moved through silvery stands, annoyance flooding him as he watched the screen flicker with images. Since Gavin had caught him and her, he'd started working from home to avoid the man so he wouldn't be asked about the woman snuggled up to him. 

He loved her, but fuck she was distracting.  Currently, her arms were looped around his waist, face buried against his side, letting him feel her warm breath. 

The part that truly was frustrating was every time he glanced down at her, the sheet was only lazily held to her body, showing the love bites he left across her skin, they were soft shades of red, many of the ones on her neck would be light enough to hide with makeup, but the ones on her thighs and hips would remain longer. 

He was smugly proud of every mark, and rather than doing the read online from the STF servers or Black Swan networks, he was focused on decorating her in more marks and drawing more sweet sounds from her. 

When lips pressed to his side, a lazy kiss, one thought remained: "I'm not getting any work done here or at the warehouse." 

He remembered what happened when he last checked on his beloved Princess when he was at work, and it led to far more questions from his work partner, who was not happy about the circumstances. It had caused this insane cycle of trying to toe the line between his Princess and Gavin. 

Helios leaned back in his seat, a sigh as he changed over to the cameras in a safe house. Gavin was having him run searches, and he had been stuck at the site for far too long. Gavin did not know about his best-kept secret beyond his true name. On the screen was a feminine body twisted in some sheets, soft sighs leaving her lips, filling the earbuds he had tucked in. 

He could tell she wasn't asleep, so his fingers slid the keyboard and his expression softened as he saw her unlock her phone before waving to the small camera. She knew about the cameras, his paranoia for a safe place. She did not argue with them, and she knew he didn't abuse them. 

"Late night at work, hm?" Sitting up on the bed, she gazed to the camera, tired but offering the camera a lazy smile. "I miss you... come home soon?"

He was typing across the keyboard, unable to help the smile, a true, soft smile,  that took over his features, something about her being like that brought out the inner Kiro. He couldn't fight happiness when it came to her. 

However, the moment he heard something fall, Helios cursed himself, switching the feeds over. He got too comfortable, too secure in himself. "You've been hiding her this entire time, Helios." Gavin's voice held soft disbelief, his eyes locked on the screen where the woman that held his affection was for a brief moment. 

Helios said nothing, his eyes ice once again, even though the image was gone from the screen, the soft-spoken voice of the girl at his home filled his ears, listening to her talk.

Between the two, he had not really had a true moment to work in peace. Gavin was… He wanted more. He’d offered a single night to share--at her okay. Helios knew she loved every second of it, but was a very devoted woman. Something he loved about her. Gavin had always loved her too, just as he had, so it is what made it difficult to just keep her from him. However, he wanted to be selfish at times and keep her to himself. 

Her devotion, her love for him, did not stop her from teasing or taunting him about the evening shared with Gavin.

A brow raised at the woman sitting in Lingerie on the bed, waiting on him once he returned. He'd been going to the warehouse after sending Gavin on false leads to get some peace--sadly it meant he was pulling longer moments away. He’d take all the time Gavin was away to crunch away as much information as he could, get a report in, and be gone before the man was back. 

"We need a better solution for this. I can't do what I need to when I'm too focused on wanting to fuck you." Helios ran his fingers through his messy hair. He’d already known what she was going to say. She wanted more time with him, and while she got it, he was spending such long stretches away that he was exhausted when he returned--drawing attention away from her and her needs. 

He fucking hated neglecting her needs because of this. 

The coy smile and careful walk to him said all he needed. He was going to regret his words. "So, fuck me while you work."

Helios parted his lips before shutting them again. No words escaping him. That was not what he’d expected, yet… he was not as surprised as he should have been. 

This woman was going to be the death of him.

"I'll make you a bet... If you can't work while fucking me. I'll go distract Gavin so you can work."

Oh. That's how it was going to be.

The look in his eyes as blue eyes flashed gold instantly told her, she’d regret her words. 

Regretting her words did not stop the woman from feeling the electricity of excitement run down her spine and through every nerve in anticipation. 

--

Legs trembled as a hand firmly held her to his lap. Fingers were tapping at her skin, almost in rhythm with the ones on the keyboard. 

Moans spilled from her lips, mixtures of whines, and gasps as her body arched and writhed only to be pulled back down. His hips arching up to drive himself home inside her. 

Between images, the moment of darkness reflected the two bodies, hers arching and writhing, hands bound behind her back helpless against his attention, while his was thrusting up into her, taking in her dulled reflection on the screen. 

"H-Helios..." Her gasps were broken as she was at the edge of a climax only to have him stop his thrusts. He would glance to her for a moment before letting fingers dance across the keyboard, during their "downtime" he'd use both hands, only tugging her back when she tried to squirm. 

"You didn't think you were getting off that easy did you, Princess? You wanna fuck Gavin? You have to get past me first." His voice was a growl. He hadn't taken kindly to the taunt.

"Please... Please I'm sorry... Just let me cum. Please." Her voice was broken whimpers and begging. The man had been edging her for what felt like hours. Losing all sense of time due to the crippling need her body felt. She ached for a release. Every time she was almost there, he'd stop completely to focus on work. 

She realized when he first stopped, he didn't do it for her sanity as much as his. 

"Not yet." His chuckle was low in her ear, "You were a bad girl. And bad girls don't get rewarded until after punishment."

When he started, her symphony of sounds began once again. 

It had been nearly an hour, long and tedious for both of them--not that he’d admit it. Edging her like this meant edging himself. He loved making her like this, but was not a huge fan of it himself. However, tit-for-tat, he supposed. 

When his hands drew away from the keyboard to grasp her hips, his hips began roughly thrusting up, drawing her down against him with every thrust. The moans and cries leaving her lips were like music to his ears. When her body quaked, her core clenched… he did not stop this time.  This time he pulled her to him, giving them both the much-needed relief. 

Sobs of relief and pleasure escaped her lips as her back arched, her legs trembling as she felt like her eyes were rolling back into her head. Fingers dancing on her swollen clit, her body shuddering as Helios finished her. Warmth filling her as much as relief did, her body sagging against his when her climax finished. Only weak mewls of pleasure escaping her when he shifted a bit. Her body so sensitive... 

"That's my good girl." He praised as he turned her head gently to kiss her before he moved to undo the tie in her wrists, stroking then gently to soothe the redness. 

He gave her a moment to calm down. He'd been abusing her slit with his near-constant edging for too long, so he knew she felt that climax in every muscle. Pleasure slurred "Thank you’s" leaving the young woman as he cradled her closer. 

Even after their little threesome a while back, after today, Gavin’s name would never pass her lips like that again. 

“You don’t get Gavin or anyone else without me.” His voice was a low growl. “You’re mine.” His lips pressed to her ear. “I’ll share you with them because it is what you want. However, I will never let you go. I have fought too hard, loved you for too long, just to let you go to someone else.” 

The words made her lips tilt in an exhausted smile. “I never want you to let go, Helios.” Her now released hands reached up, gently sliding into his hair as she melted back into his arms. “I love you too.”

His nose pressed to her neck, holding her close as he let them both calm down, the warmth between them keeping them from the winter night chill. The words softened him, letting him bask in the glow of the screen from his computer with her a bit longer. 

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Reblogging because Tumblr won't let me freaking Tag today

For the intimacy prompts: Person A drying off Person B after they’ve had a shower or come in from the rain (Lucien & MC, the choice who is person A is up to you c:), if you can, please ❤ I've read the crying one and loved it!

To start, I ended up making this far more... suggestive than I originally planned. Not that its an issue. I enjoyed this piece and I hope you do too!

Under the cut due to being more on the NSFW side of suggestive. 

It was one of his few days off that Lucien spent the time to tend to himself. He'd taken a few days off, mostly under some insistence. 

"Lucien, I brought some takeaway!" A voice called from the other room, grabbing his attention as he stepped out of the shower, his hand tucking the towel at his waist. 

"O-oh." Bright eyes and red cheeks filled his gaze as the young woman looked to him. "D-did I disrupt your shower?"

How he adored her when she was shy like this, "Not at all. I was getting out when you came in." Since the last time, when he was "sick," he'd provided her a spare key to his apartment so she wouldn't worry so much. 

He kept his side job away from his home so she wouldn't find the papers. 

"You need to dry off or you'll get sick." She muttered, her voice a touch annoyed as she went to him after grabbing a spare towel from his linen closet. 

It seemed she was more aware of his apartment than he assumed. 

When she began using the towel to pat his skin dry, his eyes were on her, watching her with a mixture of surprise and amusement. His sweet girl was getting so bold. Fingers brushing shower warmed skin, taking in how toned the man was when the towel absorbed the water droplets. 

Every brush of the towel took longer and longer until it slipped from soft fingers. Fingers moving along his abs, gently tracing the muscles as she pressed closer. The young woman was getting lost in her own mind, her eyes admiring him as she spaced out.

“Here I thought you were worried about me drying off.” He chuckled lightly as his hand moved to cup her cheek, drawing her gaze up to his face. His thumb moving to lightly press to her lower lip, applying a bit of pressure. 

Typically bright eyes were darkened with lust as she gently kissed at the tip of his thumb, nipping at it lovingly. The gentle attention she’d been giving him had given her a playful desire to take care of the man just as he often did for her. Slowly, she’d pulled away, moving to slide her hands along his torso, fingers grazing over muscles up along his abdomen and chest before she wrapped her arms around his chest, gently pulling him down to her level. Her lips met his slowly, soft lips gently flavored with chapstick against warm ones. 

Arms drew her closer, holding her firmly to his body, fingers gently gripping at her hips as he kissed the woman back soundlessly. He had no intention of fighting her desire, nor his own. 

“Bedroom...Please, Lucien…” Her soft whisper held heat and desire, her body still pushed to his, letting him feel soft curves through the thin fabric of her dress. 

“How could I ever deny such a sweet request?” His voice was soft, a low chuckle as he moved to lift her up into his arms, the motion forcing the towel at his hips to join the one she’d been using to dry him off. Thighs settled at the tops of his hips, wrapped up in one another. “My silly girl… if you wanted me, you just had to say so.” He teased, turning to bring her to his bedroom. 

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Always so wonderful. I love you ABCs so much!!!

A-Z Helios

Helios A-Z. God the Sun.

*Character warnings and spoilers for chapters 14 and upwards*

Angsty boy gets his own playlist as well:

Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This)  Don’t You (Forget About Me) What’s Love Got to Do with It

@shadowtsukiyo​ thank you for requesting and your beautiful, wonderful input💛

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For the intimacy prompts: Person A drying off Person B after they’ve had a shower or come in from the rain (Lucien & MC, the choice who is person A is up to you c:), if you can, please ❤ I've read the crying one and loved it!

To start, I ended up making this far more... suggestive than I originally planned. Not that its an issue. I enjoyed this piece and I hope you do too!

Under the cut due to being more on the NSFW side of suggestive. 

It was one of his few days off that Lucien spent the time to tend to himself. He'd taken a few days off, mostly under some insistence. 

"Lucien, I brought some takeaway!" A voice called from the other room, grabbing his attention as he stepped out of the shower, his hand tucking the towel at his waist. 

"O-oh." Bright eyes and red cheeks filled his gaze as the young woman looked to him. "D-did I disrupt your shower?"

How he adored her when she was shy like this, "Not at all. I was getting out when you came in." Since the last time, when he was "sick," he'd provided her a spare key to his apartment so she wouldn't worry so much. 

He kept his side job away from his home so she wouldn't find the papers. 

"You need to dry off or you'll get sick." She muttered, her voice a touch annoyed as she went to him after grabbing a spare towel from his linen closet. 

It seemed she was more aware of his apartment than he assumed. 

When she began using the towel to pat his skin dry, his eyes were on her, watching her with a mixture of surprise and amusement. His sweet girl was getting so bold. Fingers brushing shower warmed skin, taking in how toned the man was when the towel absorbed the water droplets. 

Every brush of the towel took longer and longer until it slipped from soft fingers. Fingers moving along his abs, gently tracing the muscles as she pressed closer. The young woman was getting lost in her own mind, her eyes admiring him as she spaced out.

“Here I thought you were worried about me drying off.” He chuckled lightly as his hand moved to cup her cheek, drawing her gaze up to his face. His thumb moving to lightly press to her lower lip, applying a bit of pressure. 

Typically bright eyes were darkened with lust as she gently kissed at the tip of his thumb, nipping at it lovingly. The gentle attention she’d been giving him had given her a playful desire to take care of the man just as he often did for her. Slowly, she’d pulled away, moving to slide her hands along his torso, fingers grazing over muscles up along his abdomen and chest before she wrapped her arms around his chest, gently pulling him down to her level. Her lips met his slowly, soft lips gently flavored with chapstick against warm ones. 

Arms drew her closer, holding her firmly to his body, fingers gently gripping at her hips as he kissed the woman back soundlessly. He had no intention of fighting her desire, nor his own. 

“Bedroom...Please, Lucien…” Her soft whisper held heat and desire, her body still pushed to his, letting him feel soft curves through the thin fabric of her dress. 

“How could I ever deny such a sweet request?” His voice was soft, a low chuckle as he moved to lift her up into his arms, the motion forcing the towel at his hips to join the one she’d been using to dry him off. Thighs settled at the tops of his hips, wrapped up in one another. “My silly girl… if you wanted me, you just had to say so.” He teased, turning to bring her to his bedroom. 

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Bella Spoil Saga

This is gonna become a thing. Whether she knows it or not @voltagesmutter is massively helping me work through some writers block when I spoil her with these little ficlets. 

These are all little ficlets I have sent to @voltagesmutter on discord. They’re unedited outside of changing the asterisks (*) to Italicize or Bold. Some of these had prompts, some did not. 

So as before expected before with Part One  in her short fics before bed. I have continued to add on more. 

Everything is NSFW under the cut and there are some spoilers for future chapters and Season 2. Not saying what spoilers. But be warned. 

Victor

His office overlooked the city, Black Swan was untouchable with him as the leader. It didn't matter who went after them. He had someone everywhere. Kiro with the public, even Lucien planted in STF--even if she didn't think he knew.  So when she came in all dolled up, he didn't even bother leaving.

Black skirt pushed up around her hips as his slammed into her. Her back against his desk.  Fingers shaped bruises all at different states of healing littered her thighs and hips from the course of the last week.

"Victor...!" Her voice reached a fever pitch as she came again, almost sobbing with pleasure. He was the only man she ever would allow to treat her so roughly. Every thrust bottoming her out, pulling out almost completely before slamming back into her, making her cry out.

This was what they did, nothing but them mattered. No matter how crazy their world was, no matter what she remembered, Victor was still hers.

People had made the mistake of coming to visit the boss on a rare occasion, only to have the two fucking one another senseless. Everyone knew the moment her name was on his schedule to go for a long lunch.

"That's it." Victor's voice was a growl, slamming his hips to meet hers, using her to vent his anger and frustration with sex. Her cries of pleasure as she came were music to his ears, but he didn't bother to stop, rather he leaned his weight into her as he came filling her deeply. Their fingers lacing as he leaned down to press a kiss to the curve of her neck.

Everyone in the Black Swans had failed to notice for the past year that the head of the Loveland production and their boss wore a matching set of wedding rings.

Helios and Ares

Arms were wrapped around her thighs as she rocked her hips, a tongue hot and wet between her thighs. Helios was holding her close, devouring her greedily as he forced her to stay seated on his face. The white haired man was sucking and licking, only stopping occasionally to bite her at her thigh, he'd left several red marks on her soft skin.

Ares had hid fingers in her hair, slowly thrusting into her mouth, her head meeting his thrusts as she hollowed her cheeks with every sucks, her body was trembling, overstimulated. She'd came so much already and still *neither* had been inside her.

The day she joined Black Swan she found herself stuck between Helios and Ares, loved and protected by both men, but also willingly shared her without argument. They never fought over who got her outside of light teasing from Ares.

"I believe she's getting upset you've spent most of your time eating her rather than fucking her, Helios." Ares was amused, seeing the glassy look of pleasure in her eyes as Helios tore his face away. He knew what she wanted, he could feel it. "And she's been such a good girl."

Helios nuzzled into her thigh lazily, despite his rough attitude, he was one to give her thoughtful looks and attention when Ares could not.

Gavin

Gavin was laying behind her, fingers skimming her body softly, stroking along her soft, bath warm skin. He was more of a shower guy, but she'd insisted he join her after he drew her a bath. Candles, warm water, gentle rose bubbles in a white foamy layer. Her back was to his chest, fingers of one hand laced with hers as his fingers of the other hand explored her ribs and belly gently, dancing over her skin.

"Thank you for this." Her voice was soft, lazy as she melted back into him.

"Of course." He whispered, nuzzling into her hair a bit, letting his fingers skim over her breasts a bit, making a shuddered breath leave her. He couldn't help but smile, "You missed my touch... didn't you?" He asked as his fingers moved to gently tug at her nipple, teasing her a bit.

"Y-Yes..." Her voice caught, she was so relaxed that the pleasured touch in her happy body had spiked making her heat up.

"Good. Then let me take care of you." His fingers began slipping down along her body, holding her close, letting his fingers slip between her thighs.

Shaw

"F-fuck..." Fingers gripped lavender hair as she arched, her hips pressing to his mouth. His tongue, hot and wet on her clit as fingers guided the toy deeper inside her.

During the move to her new apartment, Shaw stumbled upon a small collection of toys. It hadn't taken him long before he had her in the bed. The vibrator buzzing, reaching deeper than his fingers would have been able to reach while he sucked and licked at her clit. His chuckle was low when he pulled his mouth back, her juices leaving a mess on the mattress as he pumped it in and out of her.

"Look at you... such a mess. Beautiful and messy all for me." He leaned down, kissing at her belly, feeling how the muscles tensed before contracting under his attention. His amber eyes watching her, listening to her breathy whines. "I wonder... how many times you did this to yourself.. my name spilling from your lips." His teasing tone made her face burn as much as her core.

When his tongue lazily lapped at her clit again, she couldn't stop her cry as her back arched off the bed. She came hard, trembling, His hands grasping her hip to hold her still as she came, yet he didn't withdraw the vibrator, even leaving it on the high vibration as it made her eyes roll back with pleasure.

"Shaw..." Her voice breathless, almost like a prayer as her body collapsed to the bed, trembling and messy, giving him the chance to withdraw the toy.

"I hope you're not too tired... I have more toys I want to use on you."

Kiro

There were few things she got upset about, she was normally very kind and sweet. However there was a few things she was protective over. Firstly, her man. She loved Kiro. She'd protect him to the bitter end. Secondly, her pudding. Not the kind she made, but no, the special pudding that Victor made her only when she was really good. Victor may have lost her in the relationship game, but he was still one of her best friends.

So when she got home after such a *long* day. She went to the fridge only to find the small bowl gone.

"Kiro!" The sharp edge of her tone startled the music star from his computer screen. "I swear, if you took my leftovers, I will rip you limb from limb!"

Kiro glanced to the bowl and bit his lip before trying to shuffle it out of sight.

"Miss Chips, would I do that?" He asked, getting up to greet her half way, moving to cup her cheeks to give her a slow kiss.

Her anger was melting under that kiss, but it didn't stop at one Kiss. Kiro was slowly kissing her again and again, when one kiss ended the other started, slow and deep, making her melt as his arms wrapped around her, pulling her close. He knew just how to distract his Miss Chips. And if he ate his other favorite sweet, maybe he could get away with the stolen dessert.

Victor

Victor was watching her, listening to her talk. He loved everything about the young woman, but there were things that occasionally drove him crazy. She had a mouth on her, a silver tongue so to speak. She spoke her mind and he loved that, but *fuck* if the girl didn't like interrupting him. Sometimes it was an accident, other times she did it on purpose.

So when he was going over things in her report, and when she'd start arguing, it would make him pause, annoyance on his face. "Bella--"

"No!" She spoke sharply, her eyes narrowing a bit, "You can't just shoot down *all* of my ideas, Victor."

"You're just being--"

"I swear if you call me an idiot again."

"Bella." His voice came out low and sharp, "Stop interrupting me before I make you stay quiet." His eyes narrowed as he moved to get up from his desk.

A thrill of fear and excitement ran through the girl, "And if I don't stop?" Her thighs pressed close together, clenching to try to edge off the heat that was pooling in her belly.

Victor knew she'd keep at it just to get a reaction out of him at that point. "Open." He demanded when he got around to her side of his desk. One hand moving to grip her hair loosely, his other hand drawing his shaft from his pants. Whether he liked it or not, her arguing, her bratty side, excited him. She was the first and only woman to truly challenge him.

She planned to fight on it more, but the sight of his cock, long and hard, ready for her, she couldn't help but part her lips for him.

If this was how he planned to keep her quiet, she might not mind.

Ares

Hands pulled hips up, wrists bound together, forcing her onto her knees as her chest was pressed into the plush bed. Cool, clean sheets under her, cold against heated skin. Moans mingling in with the sound of fingers roughly pumping in and out of her soaked core. "Lucien--"

Smack.

His other hand quickly, and firmly came down on her plush backside, red blossoming on her ass, she didn't often slip up anymore, but when she did he made sure to spank the trembling woman.  His beautiful Queen had given into her desires, had given into him.

He wasn't ready to go back to Lucien. Not yet. He had too much to do, but he needed her to get used to calling him by his name here. He was not going to let anyone take his little Queen, but she had to be a good girl while she stood at his side.

"A-Ares... please. I need you." Her whines were soft, her slit was an absolute mess around his fingers, her core trembling around the long digits.

"You have been a good girl, I suppose." His fingers stroked the red spot as his other hand focused on pumping his fingers between her quivering folds. "I suppose my little Queen wants to be rewarded with my cock inside her."

His amusement made her cheeks flush, "P-please. I need it... I need you. I can't take anymore teasing." Her hips squirmed a bit, whining and moaning.

Lucien

Heated air washed over her as fingers carefully guided a cube of ice down her skin, the trail of cold causing an excited gasp from her lips as she shivered. "L-Lucien..." Her gasp was soft. Due to the high heat and everyone using their air conditioners, rolling blackouts had happened all over the city, she'd been spending the evening with Lucien with a power outage took their complex and caused it to plunge into darkness.

The thick air in the apartment without the air conditioner and without the fans, it was too hot to keep the apartment shut. There was a breeze, albeit warm, but enough to cool the apartment down a touch.

Boredom was never something Lucien enjoyed, it was too dark to read, and the candles were not enough to read by. Sleep had never been his friend, and the woman writhing under his attention was a beautiful and amazing distraction. "I told you I knew how to cool your off." He teased.

"C-cool me off.. you're making me hotter..." She whined, panting slightly as the cold water from the melting ice dripped down the swell of her breasts, her nipples hard under the chill of the ice as he swirled the cube gently over each rosy bud.

"Is that a request for me to stop?" Lucien was disheveled, hair messy and brushed back out of his face, his shirt long gone, showing his skin, glistening in a light sheen of sweat as he gazed to her. He ached to fill her, but he wanted to take his time. His silly girl was going to beg him before he filled her.

Helios

Helios leaned back in his hair, his eyes lazily on the girl, a cloud of pleasure running through every inch of his form as he watched her. Fingers were brushing her hair from her face, gathering it loosely into his hand as he watched her bob her head, hollowing her cheeks as he took his length into her mouth. "That's a good girl." He praised lightly, his glove brushing her cheek as he watched.

Every time she slid down his length, he could feel the vibrations of her soft moans as he drew his hand back. A small controller sitting on the arm rest, his fingers began pressing the small button, her soft moans turned louder, vibrating through his cock as she trembled.

His sweet girl was on her knees, leaning into him with her hands on his thighs. Buried inside her dripping slit was a vibrator--her panties still on to hold the toy in place. He knew he'd make her absolutely ruin them.

His head tilted back in a grunt as she relaxed her jaw, when he felt her nose press to his pelvis, feeling the way her tongue hit the base of his cock, he couldn't stop the low moan that left him. The sound that left the man was just full of pleasure, of need for the girl.  Something she could pride herself in, even as she forced herself to focus on him, sucking on his cock, her tongue pressing into him, the warmth of her mouth, her lips wrapped around his cock as her eyes stayed shut and relaxed.

More Helios

Breaths came out hard and shaky as eyes were focused on the reflection in the mirror. Fingers warm and rough caressing down her figure, firm and steady thrusts entering her from behind. Eyes gold and bright, snowy hair messy as low breaths brushed the shell of her ear. "Touch yourself." The tone made her body tremble even more.

"Y-yes..." She brought her hand to her clit, whining at how sensitive it was. One of his hands stroked her hip, steadily guiding her gently into him as his thrusts met her small movements, his other hand was cradling her breast, thumb teasing a nipple as he watched her. Something about this, this position and watching him in their reflection made her more excited.

Helios had been coming to her in the middle of the night, ever since that day at the party, he drew her like a moth to a flame... and he knew then no matter how hard he tried to stay away, his beloved Queen would always find him... so why would he try to fight that.

"You're mine." The words were low, aggressive as his lips brushed the shell of her ear, her only answer was a low whine when his fingers lightly tugged at her nipple before pulling her hips back to have her sit against him, forcing his cock to hilt inside her. Her trembling fingers making slow work of her clit. Her entire body was pulsing with a deep set need.

"Helios... I need... More, please." Her voice had a desperate edge to it, the movements too steady, dragging her need out. It just earned a low chuckle as his hips began thrusting again, holding her still this time, his thrusts drove deep into her, the pace and firm crash of his hips behind her making her body tremble as loud moans were forced out of her.

With her fingers moving almost in rhythm of his thrusts, a cry left her, her body pushing into his hand at her front. She came hard, almost sobbing as her body trembled and quaked in his grasp.

"That's my girl."

[shadowtsukiyo]

Person A giving Person B a foot/hand/neck/back massage ~ Victor please and thank you💛 [you know since your lost my original request😤]

Firstly, Bella. I did not lose your request that you sent in discord.  

Secondly, you requested something different anyways.  So here is this request. 

Victor had been watching the small signs of wear and tear on the young woman, she’d been pushing herself too hard as of late. A frown marred his features as he looked her over. She was pouring over notes on her tablet, sitting half curled up in one of the plush chairs he had in his office. 

This is somewhat of a routine between the two of them. When he had to work late, she came over and would relax or work while he finished up his work. He’d usually order them some dinner or would take her home so he could cook them a light dinner. 

Eyes watched her, noticing how she shifted, rubbing at her shoulder and neck every so often. It was enough to make him sigh as he got up. 

“If you were in pain, you should have told me.” He smoothed down his shirt, his suit jacket draped over the back of his chair, his sleeves rolled up along his forearms. “Turn.” His demand was light. 

Bright eyes blinked in confusion, “Victor, what are you doing?” She listened, but she was confused. 

“Bella.” His voice was annoyed as he looked to her, “Shush and let me take care of you.” His hands were large and warm, gently drawing her off-shoulder sleeves a bit further down her arms, using his hands to skim over her shoulders and neck. 

She tensed for a moment before she closed her eyes, long fingers beginning to gently work around the base of her neck, thumbs lightly applying pressure to ease up the tense muscles, his thumbs moving from the back of her neck to her shoulders as his hands explored her shoulders. 

The soft sighs that left her lips caused a small smile to appear on his lips as his hands moved down her back, fingers gently kneading down her back, loosening the muscles around her spine. 

He liked making her smile and feel good, it was one of his small treasures in life. He knew this wasn’t the best way to have a massage, and he promised himself that he would give her a better one at home.

Victor leaned in, lips gently pressing to the curve of her neck, feeling how her body sagged, her breathing soft. “How about we head home?” He asked. It wasn’t often he put his work down to head home before it was done, but tonight he wanted to take care of his sweet girl. 

“You’ve been working hard. We both have.” His voice continued as he watched her about to protest. His eyes closed for a moment, running through his schedule in his head. “Tomorrow, come to work here with me for the day. We’ll finish up early and leave at Lunch.”

Rarely did Victor ever turn in early, let alone have a half day. “You and I have been working hard, and I believe it is time that we small break.”

A day wouldn’t destroy his schedule nor hers, and it would bring them both some peace.

[shadowtsukiyo]

Round Two of these with Kiro and Ares. These are for @voltagesmutter to wake up to ♥

Also, spoilers for Ares NSFW So under the cut again. 

Kiro

Arms were wrapped around her waist, causing her body to squirm as she was filled to the hilt by his cock, fingers working her clit firmly. "K-Kiro... A-ah..." Her body was writhing and squirming as his hips rocked up into her, teasing her, but the attention on her clit was driving her insane along with the lack of friction between them.

"I thought my Miss Chips liked being played with." He chuckled in her ear, they'd been apart for far too long. He'd been in the states for several months, so now that he was home he'd treated her to some hot pot, and now that they were home he was going to shower her in all the attention he promised to give her over the various phone calls they'd had.

Kiro was sweet on the outside, but his fans didn't see the way he was behind closed doors, all the sweetness, the love and attention he showed like this was so assertive and firm. Her Kiro was happy to make her a trembling mess, loved over stimulating her until she was begging and sobbing for release.

The way her squirming moved her body, her legs writhing, making her heels dig into the bed. When she came, her lips parted in a sob of pleasure, chest heaving as she came hard around Kiro. Hands grasping at his arms at her waist, as if holding him would keep her anchored to reality.

"We haven't even gotten started and you're already such a mess." Kiro pressed a kiss to the curve of her neck, a small smirk pressed to her skin.

Ares

Hands were bound to the headrest, a tie rather than rope carefully looped with expertise, enough to keep her tied, but not enough to bruise or harm those fragile wrists. A hand at the small of her back, guiding her to arch her back as her legs were on either side of his hips. His cock slid against her dripping slit. Fingers of his other hand were slick from fingering her moments earlier.

"L-Lucien, ple-." Her voice was cut off by a slow stroke of his cock, rubbing the length along her slit and swollen clit, making her cry out with need. The slow pressure of his heated cock rubbing against her aching core made her tremble.

"That's not my name, my little fool." His voice was low, amused as he watched her. "You can keep calling that name all you want, but it won't give you the release you crave."

Lucien was... No Ares was watching her, gaze firm and almost cold, but there was an amused look on his face. "I-... I want, Lucien." Her voice was trembling as he just rocked against her, cock teasing her slowly, letting her slit make a mess of the sheets, dripping with her slick.

"And yet, you came to me as I am, little fool." His lips tilted into a smirk, calm and patient,  "You came to me, knowing who I am... What I wanted." His fingers of his hand not holding her up, trailed along her thigh, teasing her overheated skin. "You know how to get what you want, my sweet girl... All you have to do is ask."

Stubbornness filled her, yet the more his cock slid against her, teasing her, not allowing her to cum, not letting her peak, it was breaking her resolve.

"Lucien."

More teasing.

"Please... Luc..."

He was a patient man, as much as he hated it at times.

"Ares, please!"

Without hesitation, he drew back and slid inside her, filling her completely in a smooth stroke, her body already too wound up, too excited for him.

"That's my good girl."

Her only reply was a sob of pleasured relief.

Short fics before Bed

This is why you should not be friends with me. I send you stuff like this before you go to bed. This is everything @voltagesmutter got right before bed because she liked my Kiro fic so much and was being so sweet. So I spoiled her with little short glimpses of the boys. 

NSFW So please read under the cut. 

Keep reading

[shadowtsukiyo]

Short fics before Bed

This is why you should not be friends with me. I send you stuff like this before you go to bed. This is everything @voltagesmutter got right before bed because she liked my Kiro fic so much and was being so sweet. So I spoiled her with little short glimpses of the boys. 

NSFW So please read under the cut. 

Helios 

"That's a good girl." Cool blue eyes replacing golden as fingers stroked along her hips, he was leaning back in his seat, guiding her hips, most of his attention the woman straddling his lap. He was *supposed* to be watching the computer feed, but his attention was on his Bella. He was supposed to be watching for her escaping... Black Swan was so *stupid* thinking he'd harm his Queen. His personal hero. Even if she didn't have memories of him as Kiro, she'd always found a way back to him.

"H-Helios..." Bella's voice was breathless and soft, her dress around her waist, the top pulled down to reveal her breasts, bouncing with her soft movements, the skirt up around her hips, panties dangling off a leg.

"You always seem to come to me..." He whispered, fingers moving to slide over her thighs before moving to brush his thumb over her clit, careful and slow, just teasing the woman as she rode him. "Seems my little Queen is always following the Moon..." He was amused. Whether as Kiro or Helios, she found her way to him time and time again.

Before she could say anything, he was claiming her mouth, slow and deeply, drawing her hips down until she was fully seated on his lap, his cock throbbing deep inside her. Despite his firm hand guiding her hips, she began rocking her hips, trying to edge them both over the peak. Her whines muffled in the kiss, her hips moving against his drawing a growl from his lips as he began holding her firmly to his lap. 

Lucien

"A-ah..." Her head tilted back, blonde locks spilled down her back as her legs pushed against large hands. "L-Lucien..." Her fingers were gripping raven locks in a tight grip, pressing him closer to her messy slit. His tongue was hot against her already heated flesh.

The low chuckle leaving the man, disheveled from her hands grabbing and tugging at him before he'd put her on the desk and spread her legs open. Thumbs stroking the soft skin of her inner thigh as his tongue lapped at her slit, occasionally pausing to focus slow sucks and teasing taunts of his tongue on her clit.  He'd been focusing on her pleasure, especially after she'd done the same the night before.

Bella was in absolute ruin, almost crying from how good she felt, her hips would attempt to buck forward, only to be held back down by large, firm hands. "Stay down, my girl." His voice chuckling, and when he looked up at her, she'd see the glistening mess her slit left on his face before burying it back between her thighs.

Every time her hips would try to buck, her thighs would try to shut against his head, he would begin moving more aggressively, greedily lapping at her like she was water in a desert. Like she was the only thing that could sate his thirst.

"L-Luc.... P-please..." Her voice was choked with pleasure. This man was a master at teasing, at edging her. Every time she was near her peak, he'd turn to kiss and gently bite at her thigh.

His chuckle was low as he moved to press closer, his tongue moving firmly against her, tasting her, and unlike before---he didn't stop, earning high pitch whines and gasps.

Stars danced behind her eyes as she came, she came hard enough to see white and star and her breath was stole. Her body a quivering, trembling mess as his tongue didn't stop even as she came.

Victor

Victor had his fingers skimming over bared hips, soft whines and moans drawn out of the young woman bent over the edge of his bed. She couldn't see the soft expression on his face as he admired her. His beautiful girlfriend, his Bella as his hips moved in a steady pace, long, slow strokes to her already lovingly abused slit.

They'd been at it for what seemed like all night. The curtains open, the windows too high open for people to see in, giving them a beautiful view of the city and the velvet night sky.

His body leaned over, covering hers as he pushed deep into her. "That's it, my love." His larger hand settled over hers, lacing his fingers between hers as her fingers were entangled in the sheets. On her left ring ringer, a new engagement ring, small and perfect on her finger. There was no containing his love for her tonight. She belonged to him now, and he to her. And tonight? He'd spend loving his Fiancee, his wife to be, until time stopped for both of them.

Shaw

Shaw had his hands around her thighs, hips between them as he moved to press heated kisses. The wall vibrating with the sound on the other side, the concrete muffling the music of the band and the sounds of everyone dancing. He'd dragged her off to the storage closet in the club, his cock sank deep inside her.

Fingers slid under the collar of his shirt, nails scratching at his skin lightly, "Shaw..." Her voice was desperate and pleading, almost too quiet even under the muffled music. Shaw just smirked as he moved to bite and kiss up her neck, hips roughly thrusting, his pelvis meeting hers, his cock slamming deep into her over and over.

Shaw didn't treat her like glass, he treated her like she was his favorite toy at times both verbally and physically, and she loved it.

"Fuck..!" The words spilled from her lips as she panted and whined, her hips arching as she moved to press her knees into his hips, feeling him slam deep. Each thrust bottomed her out, hitting every sweet spot.  Her voice was high pitch, whiny and trembling as she gasped out his name over and over.

Shaw didn't need words, today he was just enjoying her, enjoying her expressions, her reactions. He was gauging her reactions, her feelings that danced over her face.

When his hips settled between hers, his body shivering slightly as his cock throbbed, spilling himself inside her.  "You're mine, Bella." Shaw's words were low, and hoarse with pleasure as he came, feeling the way her core trembled as she came with him.

"I know. I want to be..." Her voice was breathless, fingers leaving his back to touch his cheek, taking in the way his face softened.

Gavin

Gavin's kisses were desperate, slow and sweet as her arms were wrapped around him.  A hand over her thigh, drawing it up to his hip. Each thrust into her was slow and deep, passionate. He didn't rush her, no matter how desperate he was for her, each thrust filled her slowly and deeply, his weight gently settled onto her as he filled her slowly.

"Gavin." Her voice was soft and breathless, each thrust was like him, so full of love. She was overwhelmed by his passion, his love for her. Her fingers gently brushing over the back of his neck, gently tugging at his hair when their lips parted between kisses. Each kiss was slow and passionate, making her mind turn to fog.

He spent his evening loving her, taking care of her. Gavin was a man of action and passion, and she felt that each time he thrust into her, every kiss. "Marry me." His voice was breathless, lost in her, lost in the feeling. His most recent mission put the fear of god into him, so to speak. He never thought of it before, never really thought of the danger he put himself in, until he nearly died.

He wouldn't put her through that. He wanted to come home, to fight for her. The woman he loved.