shane-weiant

[shane-weiant]

When I was 5 years old the only bad thing in my life was my abusive father. In 2000, at 6 years old my problems significantly multiplied because of bullying that occurred because of deep misunderstandings with other people. A kid came over and attacked me without reason. Then told me that a girl we knew is a bitch. To quickly shrug him off I sarcastically remarked "Yeah, whatever." Not in agreement with him but to shut him up. Yet he told people "Shane called her a bitch." So, he lied. Then they falsely accused me of being gay. Then I accidentally bumped into someone and I said oops sorry. They falsely accused me of sarcastically remarking whoopsie sorry. Then they called me stupid. From there they called me retarded and a faggot. Time went on year after year getting bullied and physically attacking me. Beating me up and Hating on me for no reason.

More time went on and I continued to get bullied despite reporting it and nothing coming from it. They wanted me to write it down but I refused because they chose not to believe me with tears coming down my eyes nevertheless when I write it down. They say writing it is more authentic. I disagree with that because what you write doesn't have to be the truth. Authority Figures watched in my horror as I got beat up by an individual. He pinned me up against a wall outside and continued to beat me up until he dropped me to the ground. Girls cried out and I stood up and because they were cute girls coming to my rescue I smiled at them but I didn't explain myself. Then I walked over to the authority figures and told them what happened. Then the one lied about me putting a thumbs up. It may have appeared that way but I was trying to wave her over. By making a beckoning signal with my hand. Next, we tried telling the teacher on the inside she said while tears came down my face "Sorry there is nothing I can do." By 6th grade, I had been bullied for 6 years. A lady that continued to bully me asked me a question. I didn't hear her because I zoned out for a minute and didn't hear a damn thing. So I asked her "Yea?" She falsely accused me of answering her and called me gay. I later learn that she had asked an inappropriate question. That involved black men. So she lied about it. In 7th grade, people bullied me into bullying others. I originally gave in but then stopped. The bullying got out of hand and in my 2nd year of 8th grade, I threatened people because of being bullied. A small group of people but they exaggerated. They claimed it was the entire school. I was put into a mental hospital. I was let out. I went to several alternative schools many of which I got bullied at and in between, I returned to the school I went to before this. They bullied me severely. I dropped out, got my GED, went to college. And I am going back to college soon this year 2021.

[shane-weiant]

In the digital world of video games, I go by many names including Preeminent King, Univers_Immortal, DeathofDivinity, DeathtoDivinity, and ShadowPhoenix000.

[shane-weiant]

In my childhood, I stood for the idea that you are either good or stupid. As a teen, I saw everyone else as evil and I am just above them. As a young adult, I concluded that people are different from me, and those who hurt people deserve jail time. At 26 into adult life, I concluded that everyone wants to be loved and accepted. Whether they know it or not. And not everyone receives love and acceptance. But everyone deserves love and acceptance.