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Spiritual Ecosystem (Chapter 1)

I am sorry to say God is no more. Whats the point to write this. It is his sheer discretion to ignore this.

What I am made of ?, why should I live life when the purpose of my life is self destruction. The world is conspiring to bring me down and reduce me to dust. I don’t mind that, please do it, but then don’t call yourself a saviour. You are not, you are a politician with no backbone. You question your own existence, the truth!!!.

Perhaps the irony is that you are pulling me down for making your name. You want to shame yourself by dragging me to road.  It is unbelievable the way you treat your children in distress for the work that you have defined for them as “purpose”. You stand by those who are shallow from within.

Truth cannot be denied by you. I hear prayers everyday, 5 times, when I am home. My parents who have waited for me for 13yrs after their marriage, pray everyday for my happiness. Happiness, what is it?

You have seen me happy when you threw flush tank to all that you could manage on to me. Then it challenged your ego, is it? What is that you want from me? What is that you are not satisfied with, or have you become sinister?

I have nothing but my family, I think that doesn’t sound promising to you. I don’t want to bring any human between our conversation, but you have only references of humans to talk.

You are an autocrat a dictator, when challenged to talk and come face to face, you shy off and show your political cleverness to a minion like me. You are obsessed with your power, that destructs you and your purpose of us to pursue you. What else you can do, do it but do it with some panache.  I, Minion is nobody to tell you your work, but plead to let you know, that I am exactly what you are “my creator’. I am your manifestation. I am what you are! I am what you want to be!. I guess you have lost some scope in the process of seeing the evolution of man and the extravaganza that we have brought in this world. That I suppose there is some corruption in your selection of who you favour at times.

There is always a reason for your mischief, which I try to understand, but solely remains unanswered. Can you really have a conversation with me, not as a superior but a righteous person, who knows how to listen, constructively critique and mutually undergo the learning of this incubation done by you. I am a start-up and that you are a incubator, but be one. Don’t throw around your weight like a bully. Experience my learning. Why do you have to be always harsh, I don’t want your pat but give survival tools, so that I don’t break at close quarters.

You have prepared me well to write this, but again I don’t know where to post this. You are omnipresent and I am here physically. You travel in dimensions but I am finding myself in all that you have offered me. Then why so many complications, you lay so many words in books that refers your direction, that you have written or sent people to write. “You know it but you don’t say it” These are not meant for everybody.  You send us in and you say, don’t get hallucinated by the grandeur of my world and come to me after completing your purpose. Our purpose is your decision, most of us don’t know what our purpose is?. Purpose is so beneath the ground, near the core that “we” don’t dig that deep. Then some who goes deep, don’t survive for long because you don’t incubate them enough.

“Sustainability in adversity”, that I suppose is my purpose, you teach me through experiences, and I see that is truth, but please have the guts to substantiate the claim, that you want me to do for you for the others to follow. Don’t hide in the name of guru, belittling your physical presence by acting ignorant and aloof of your purpose to guide me. I have come to know one reality, reality of possession, that is monetary. That is the worse case scenario of your beloved humans. Your learnings and teachings are bought only as recreation and their necessity is defined by maximum procurement. You are their reflection, “King is known by his kingdom”. Sustainability is reverse engineering, and all that is corrupted needs to be revived. Our thinking, our perception, our soul cleansing. Is that so? Or you have some other idea?. “Rasta Katin Hai aur Manzil ek mazaak hai” you make a mockery of the path that you define, by letting your beloved money-mongers to spit on it. Do You enjoy it? I cant buy time with you but people buy you and claim your presence in Gurus, as their own. What is your threshold? I think you don’t know because you are trying to expand my threshold to a point where your experiment might fail and the purpose diluted. I am just a minion, again emphasising that you could show-off to your beloved money-mongers and spare me. Spare me to guard your purpose, Spare me to purse “Sustainability in adversity”, Spare  me to conduct and execute your plan in accordance to my conscience. “You shall give and I shall distribute because it is not mine to possess”. I think you have not got too many good students in your class of this world. I am sorry but that is the truth, and it is like “Somebody showed God and people held his finger pointing towards God”. It is a genuine feedback from this minion.

My friend died and others died along with him. He died because he could not be spared by your money-mongers, He died because he could not match his peers (best-friends) extravaganza. He died leaving his wife and a daughter behind. Where are we now, friends with benefits. I shall scratch yours and you scratch mine. There are no values that we associate with, the values that you tried to inculcate all these years in us (humans). You have chosen me to be alone because you wanted me to be an “elephant”. Your money-mongers will laugh at me. I shall end what you have started, I challenge you to choose from your money-mongers to complete your task.

What you started that I am pursuing seems gold for your money-mongers who try to possess and then malign your work when challenged.

More to follow…