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My life becomes a fucked up memory.

And I the holder of the sick drug.

I dare not for dealership.

My mind my own.

This time I find.

Oh so amusing.

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BECOMING JANE (2007) dir. Julian Jarrold

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You’re a good person and you’re going to find someone who deserves you, but it’s not him.

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Now I know

The fairytale will always crumble

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Greif rips you apart , tearing at your veins.

I mourn our love everyday , yet re-welcome it with grace.

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I feel I am lost in an ocean and a wave just swallowed me whole , over and over again.

Tumbling round just gasping for some air , release me , release me.

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I love you in a river of found and lost dreams.

For me it's you who holds the key.

Hold me for eternity.

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333. Good company

I feel a little

saner when I am in your

company, perhaps

there’s a part of me

that’s in need of some healing

not exactly sure

if it’s head or heart

but for certain I feel joy

when you are around.

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Decisions

Bad things come at a cost, know that some losses don't really mean loss.

How could I desire to love a love that laces my shoes wrong, I mean my dad always sang the elephant song.

How do you know your chasing the right love, the right star , the right path.

Good things come at a cost because what is good without knowing that without this good you was fragmatic to ease.

Humans need to release and realise the potential they hide.

Time bombs of what words are lost, time bombs of what words was accosted along the way , the representations they begin to slay.

They say tomorrow is a new day , tomorrow is a new day , for hope , love , romance , family , time.

But for today I find myself asking all the questions I left behind.

What cost will my decisions bring , what good. What bad.

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Feeling lonely

I'm often found with the feeling of loneliness , it takes over my body like a rash.

Slowly but surely it itches away at me , I begin to become frustrated in the ache.

Taking out paper and pen they become my accomplish , they become my friend.

What could cure loneliness when your speaking to people , engaging and interacting yet you feel it burn your skin.

What is this feeling , is it something I have to concur , fight or live with for life.

We all experience loneliness I guess and I guess it's a comforting kind of pain , knowing you got it through another day.

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" Wallow in self pity for the hundredth time you find you can pick out your bad thoughts , like a sticky web you place them in their own spots , what to avoid , what to not. "

-Negative Thoughts

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Betrayal

She wore evil in her face like the devils apprentice , little did they know she dreamed to be a princess.

She wore her anguish in daggred eyes, no more shall she sacrifice.

The girl seems to grow horns like the devil was formed , Lucifer carrying out his last quest.

Take her , take her before she notices.

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" Maybe she is psychotic , the way her hands sweat In her own anxious thoughts. "

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