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today i find it difficult to not have romantic feelings for someone i know that im not supposed to have feelings for. and what is this supposed to feeling anyways. Why do i feel like im not supposed to? is it wrong? why do i feel so guilty? i havent even done anything yet.
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other woman
what is it like to feel like the other woman, when you aren’t the other woman?
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to my ex:
since I’ve met you, you’ve been a selfish self serving lazy piece of shit. all you cared about was yourself whatever you wanted had to happen. taking advantage of people’s acts of kindness or whatever it was that you took advantage of. i could name about 10 situations were you took advantage of me and shawn, 2 of the most selfless people in your life. just taking from them, like a fucking vulture. you not worrying about finding someone to take over your lease because your name wasn’t on it and just leaving logan, was fucking despicable. you not offering shawn a single penny for the things he left you, even though you knew he was strapped for cash and trying to go travel. you saying things like, “you trapped me into this” when i do something nice for you!!! never truly appreciating what you get. USING THE PHRASE, “JUST TELL BONNEY TO GIVE YOU MONEY” WHEN SHE WASNT EVEN YOUR FUCKING MOTHER AND HAD 0 RELATION TO YOU the amount of times we went out to eat and you looked at me when the check came. the amount of times you refused your friends buying you drinks, but had no issue when i pulled out my credit card adding your drink to my order. to amount of festival tickets I’ve helped you pay for, and don’t lie you’ve known i have paid for all of them, and you just turn a blind eye and don’t say thank you or show any sort of gratitude. it is actually disgusting to me. how someone who grew up with a mother who would give away the clothes on her back has grown up to be such a selfish grimy human being. she would be disgusted with your actions if she saw them. and how after everything I’ve said to you, after everything we’ve been through, you still cannot accept the human you are. you still have to point the finger at other things and in other directions. to THIS VERY DAY, i can’t be upset with you about something, it has to be that i had a bad day or I’m stressed at work, like no casey, maybe it is all your fault. maybe I’m stressed because of you which causes me to do my job poorly or be unpleasant to other people. maybe i don’t go out and do things because when i get drunk i get sad and cry and get angry because my ex boyfriend who was supposed to be the love of my life fucking cheated on me and ruined my life and doesn’t give a shit because he has don’t nothing to try to fix it how about the fact that when you came here you threw a temper tantrum just to prove a point? or the fact that you pick half the fights you pick just to “prove” a fucking point do you know how insane that sounds? do you ever just like take a deep breath and fucking listen to yourself? do you ever read what I’m saying? do you ever even hear me? YOURE LITERALLY A TERRIBLE PERSON you don’t care about anyone but yourself. you say you want to go home and spend time with the family, but your dad is fucking working and I’m sure your mom is helping him. every time i talk to you, you’re not with your family at all. its been one day that you’ve done anything with them. you’re more worried about me being where I’m “supposed” to be its fucking awful. i trusted you when you said you’d fix this for the first time in forever i had hope that maybe we’d be okay and we could get past this and then i really thought about everything that happened and everything that continues to happen and i realized you are just like my mom. i fight with you the way i fight with her. you are selfish and you will play stupid and point the finger until the blame gets placed elsewhere. for so long i thought this whole relationship not working out was my fault because of jared and mike and all the issues with chase. i always felt bad for everything and i knew that if you ever left me it would be okay because i didn’t deserve you. but now that i look back and i have a clear mind and i see the human you are i realize it was me who was manipulated and abused by you. constantly being told i wasn’t enough. constantly being forced into having sex even when i told you i didn’t want to or i didn’t feel good. consensual means that I SAY YES If there is even a no in the beginning, its a fat no but you never respected that did you? the constant abuse of texts about you with other girls. me asking you if i could sleep over WHEN I HAD NO FUCKING AIR CONDITIONING but of course casey wanted to go out with the boys and pick up chicks and let them pose naked on his car so i have to suffer like what kind of human is like that? the fact that you let your friends verbally abuse me the fact that you lied to me about having sex with some girl for a year. cheating isn’t a mistake or an accident. its a choice casey. you chose to be spiteful and lay down with this girl. you chose to sleep with her and hurt me because i had a one night stand a year previous, you chose to look me in the eyes and swear on my life and lie you chose to be a piece of shit human. over and over and over again. you had a choice to come home and be there for me, and you chose to stay. you choose yourself time and time and time again. and i can’t even believe that i still get mad because i shouldn’t expect anything different. i just figured that at some point you’d have to start telling the truth. the lies would have to start eating at you at some point. but i guess they dont and they won’t ever. you’ll always be the scum of planet earth who ruined my life and made it so i shudder when i hear the name “casey” and i cry when i think about certain places. i am a shell of a human and a human that i do not like or recognize, and its because of the years i had to deal with you.
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Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings that puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly inside.
Sigmund Freud (via psych-facts)
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i think you can love someone with all of your heart, but you can never truly forgive and forget. if he cheats on you, then you take him back, youll always be sad and thinking about if you can trust him again. and that sadness and fear, will never be greater than the love that you feel.
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I wonder who’s arms would I run and fall into if I were drunk in a room with everyone I have ever loved
(via belluanox)
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