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helen has been moved to my multi.

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imma  be  honest.  i’m  thinking  about  moving  helen  back  to  my  multi.  but  we’ll  see.  i’m  sitting  on  it  for  now.  

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imma  be  honest.  i’m  thinking  about  moving  helen  back  to  my  multi.  but  we’ll  see.  i’m  sitting  on  it  for  now.  

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TRUSTSCHAOS​,

hands in her pockets with shoulders slumped,   lauren approaches her friend with a surprising amount of hesitation.  why is she hesitating?  there’s nothing to hesitate for,  is there?   biting down lightly on her lip,  she sighs,  head dropping as she gives in,   “so,  uh…  there’s not really anything keeping me here right now.”   no job,  no girlfriend,  no real friends  —  god,  what a mess  —  “i know you’re having max,  um,  having max stay here.  i guess i was wondering if you’d mind much if i just…  came to london with you  until he’s done here.”   a pause,  and a hint of a smile,   “i already told him that he can stay at my place,  if that helps in your decision making,”

             telling  max  to  stay  was  far  from  easy.  you  had  struggled  with  the  decision  up  until  you  saw  him  outside  of  the  dam,  the  look  in  his  eyes  and  the  reluctance  in  his  body  :  at  the  time,  you  couldn’t  help  but  remember  what  he  said  back  in  london.  that  he  had  moved  to  another  country,  for  her.  you  know  him  staying  isn’t  him  choosing  the  hospital  over  you. but  you  also  know  that  he  wouldn’t  have  told  you  he  wanted  to  stay  even  if  you  had  asked.  so  like  he  decided  to  move  for  you,  you  decide  that  he  must  stay  for  him.  it  doesn’t  make  it  hurt  any  less,  knowing  that  after  all  you’ve  both  been  through,  when  you’re  finally  settled  and  happy  in  london,  you’ll  be  apart  again.  but  it’s  what’s  best  for  new  amsterdam,  and  it’s  what’s  best  for  max.

                   you  don’t  quite  know  what  going  home  will  entail.  you  are  still  considering  the  changes  this  will  bring  not  just  to  your  lives,  but  to  luna’s.  it’s  for  that  reason  you  are  startled  by  lauren’s  approach,  and  your  lips  form  an  empathetic  smile.      ❝     true,     ❞      you  agree,  though  there  is  a  crease  between  your  brow  as  you  frown.  choosing  to  stay  on  at  new  amsterdam  had  been  lauren’s  decision,  despite  what  you  had  both  talked  about  earlier,  and  you  were  supportive  of  that  decision  provided  you  thought  she  could  handle  the  stress.  being  forced  to  leave  had  not  been  a  possibility  either  predicted.  your  brow  furrow  as  lauren  talks,  your  smile  growing  gently  with  every  word  and  you  find  yourself  answering  before  lauren  can  even  finish  asking  to  join  you.      ❝     yes  !  god,  yes,  please  come  with  me  :  no  decision  needed,  i’m  glad  he’ll  have  somewhere  to  stay  so  he  isn’t  wasting  money  on  a  hotel  but  god,  please,  did  you  really  think  i  would  say  no  ?     ❞

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i  have  seen  the  episode.  i  liveblogged  to  @trustschaos.  i  have  ...  many  thoughts,  will  express  them  coherently  tomorrow.  stay  tuned.

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why  has  no  one  gif’d  the  “you’re  lying”  scene  yet  ?

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NEW AMSTERDAM | The Crossover (4.12)

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.............  well.  spoilers  in  tags.  kinda.

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oh.  oh  i  hate  helen’s  mum.  i  hate  her.

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i’ll  be  here  later,  after  i  watch  the  episode.  i  owe  starters  from  last  week.  i  haven’t  forgotten.

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hey…how’s my portrayal? ♡

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i’ll pretty this up after i sleep but : like for a starter. not specific to any season and/or open for crossovers. specify a muse if you’re a multi.

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s/harpwin things i want. gimme. pls.

au where max and helen swap roles. helen’s the new medical director and max has been trying to change the hospital for years, but has been blocked every time.

exes with feelings ??? dated young then broke up for whatever reason. they meet again ten years later when max starts working at the dam.

similar to the above, au where either max or helen leaves the dam and they meet again years later when luna’s older and she schemes to reunite/reconnect them.

coughs. parent trap au. coughs.

co-parenting in an au where georgia lives but she and max still end up separating and it’s all good and wholesome and no hard feelings when he and helen figure out their shit.

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hm. cassian got done so dirty in season three.

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not  really  sure  how  helen  has  the  budget  to  hire  three  deputies  but  i’m  not  gonna  question  it.  you  do  you,  babe.

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s/harpwin things i want. gimme. pls.

au where max and helen swap roles. helen’s the new medical director and max has been trying to change the hospital for years, but has been blocked every time.

exes with feelings ??? dated young then broke up for whatever reason. they meet again ten years later when max starts working at the dam.

similar to the above, au where either max or helen leaves the dam and they meet again years later when luna’s older and she schemes to reunite/reconnect them.

coughs. parent trap au. coughs.

co-parenting in an au where georgia lives but she and max still end up separating and it’s all good and wholesome and no hard feelings when he and helen figure out their shit.

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            if  you  don’t  have  to  fight  for  it,  it’s  because  it’s  not  worth  it  -  cred.