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“I would know if you switched.” And of course we would make ourselves known to you knowing damn well how people view this disorder. We have to mask %90 of the time.

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"sysmed" and "traumascum" are truly repulsive terms. The mental disorder you're cosplaying is, shocker, a disorder.

disorders are medical issues. just because you feel entitled to the parts of a disorder you find fun doesn't make the disorder less of a disorder.

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*mom voice* You can get these words back when you know what they mean

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Shout out to the queer ppl who have to explain their identity every time they tell someone (even other queer people) because nobody knows what the hell that is

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Yes, punk is about going against the grain— sometimes

As in, discrimination against minorities is not punk

As in, abelism is not punk

Therefore endos aren’t punk

Hope this helps! ❤️

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I don’t think I’ve ever experienced the sensation of fully inhabiting my own body.

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Shout out to the queer ppl who have to explain their identity every time they tell someone (even other queer people) because nobody knows what the hell that is

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a DID experience that i really hate is having my thoughts taken from me mid thinking/speaking

like can i just finish my thought??? please??

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So here is my problem with the "by virtue of being a man, you have to make your peace with the fact that some people will be uncomfortable with you, and thus you have to make yourself a safe person"

I've heard the same thing about being black. A lot of people have taken my very presence as hostility. I have had people escalate situations just because I am present as a black person in front of them. Before, and after transition.

You know what the problem with bending over backwards to make other people comfortable with your presence even though you haven't actually done anything to them besides breathe the same air?

It's never enough. You can be One Of The Good Ones for ages and at some point you will fail your Good One inspection and people will turn on you at the drop of a hat. People who you thought you had a good rapport with. People you thought were your friends.

I have *experienced* this, both online and in person.

The onus is on everyone to be safe people to be around. Singling someone out and blaming them for daring to share a demographic with someone else who has caused harm isn't cute when people do it to me because I'm black, and it's also not cute when they do it because I'm a man.

People are uncomfortable about my blackness all the time. I didn't magically stop experiencing racism when I started taking testosterone. So it's absolutely wild to me that people think "well, you know, with what you look like, some people won't want you around" is going to fly when I was explicitly taught *not* to tolerate that shit by every single one of my black relatives.

Someone doesn't like that I'm occupying a space? Well I'm not hurting them, so that's a them problem and not a me problem. That's how I've learned how to exist as black in white-majority spaces. Why do you think you can change the demographic and get me to agree with you?

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i am committed to TWO THINGS

FAGGING IT UP

THE BIT

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When you have a chronic ailment, you hear all the time “I could never.”

Oh, you cut out dairy/gluten/ect? I could never. Oh, you do self injections? I could never.

I could never deal with that much pain. I couldn’t live with all those doctor appointments. I could never stay in bed all day, I’d just get so bored! I couldn’t do it, I couldn’t live like that, can’t couldn’t wouldn’t…

Please stop implying to people with something chronic that you’d rather die than go through what they’re going through, and take a minute to understand that their treatment isn’t a hobby. It’s survival.

Yes, people with chronic ailments ARE incredibly strong. They ARE doing things you think you couldn’t ever do.

But they’re the same things that they likely thought they couldn’t ever do until they had no other option.

Yes. Often, someone with a chronic issue sees a notable decline in their quality of life.

That doesn’t make it less worth living.

You could do it if you had to.

“I could never” is not the empathetic response you think it is.

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'becoming a man makes someone automatically less cool/interesting/etc' shut up shut up shut up SHUT UP!!!!!!

do you not see the trans men youre hurting? the trans men who feel like we can never be anything because we're the wrong type of trans? the trans men who feel like traitors for transitioning?

'this is the transgender site' cool. can you care about us now? can you stop acting like we're Not As Cool as other trans people? can you stop denying that we experience oppression?

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aaand we're back! Is this thing on?

🎵 I believe in keeping a safe zone for punks against endos and for systems as a whole. That's why I've decided to continue this blog after the previous owner deactivated.

🎵 Not affiliated with the previous owner but hopefully we can continue what their blog was for the community.

About us: I'm a diagnosed DID system of about 50 known alters. I go by shi/hir or they/them and so many neos I couldn't list them all if we tried lol

Feel free to send asks, vents, confessions, stories, and anything else that you'd like! See ya! 💚