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I have this weird relationship with my chronic illness where I spend 75% of my time trying to pretend it doesn’t exist and the other 25% trying to explain that it DOES exist to a bunch of people who don’t believe me.

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I can tell you how much I care and need you, but that wouldn’t make you feel the same. I can call you every time I think of you but that won’t make you pick up. I can get on my knees and beg you to stop talking to her because I know she doesn’t care about anything or anyone but herself but you would still tune me out. I hear so many words but the only ones that replay in my head are where you once said “I love you”. I could walk in the rain to your house just to ask you for a kiss or dance outside, but that wouldn’t make you open the door. I could do everything you asked but still not be enough for you.. I could be everything you said you needed but still not be her… I could do everything right and be romantic but still not be it… I could do it all fucking right but still not be fucking it… I could be everything you fucking said you needed and still not be it… I’m driving myself insane, I don’t get what I’m doing wrong? What am I doing wrong? Please just tell me, because I’d move mountains to be enough for you.

I will not be a begger anymore // e.p (via offtheocean)

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My dad works on a huge property for a man with a rescued baby deer who just lost his spots & really likes scratches.

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Some girls my age: eew it's so weird but i have a crush on celebs who are like 5 years older than me!!!!!!!!!

Me: hahahahahahaha

Me: HAHAHAHAHA

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