sheelajagan

[sheelajagan]

aiden acharya. sometimes i feel ordinary but not in a good way. as if i am not a part of the story but just a little ray. i do not have their troubles. but that also doubles as not having their experiences.

sure i have power. but my smolder is too much to shoulder am i just a boulder a burden a bother to everyone

but you

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nikita jagan loves full body mirrors. she loves the selfies, the fit checks, just staring at herself fully. but she doesn't own any, because if she stares too long she won't be able to stop.

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prince rudra. usually i'm not like this so different and oblivious but i won't let this put me down this disaster is ambiguous

i am smart even though my brain restarts i am brave even if i don't behave i am kind even if i am filled with pride am i though?

i am a valuable asset but everyone has met and maybe i'm unneeded but i will not stand defeated

the shield around me something you can't see might look like an ego but it's just insecurity

i've always felt that i am more than my power but when tragedy occurs i dont have any superpower.

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sheela jagan frequently pinches herself. sometimes to know if this is a dream, and sometimes to know if this is a nightmare.

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we've moved past aru's chaos but we will never move past her spelling

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sobbing what 😭 dying inside - thank u for letting me know tho lmao

btw, for posts abt aru i tag "arudhati shah" and i js tag most my posts "aru shah"

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and when she wakes up, no one tells her about the flour on her face except nikita, who gives her a disappointed dad look.

yamini kapoor mercado lopez studies until she falls asleep, but absolutely despises the texture of a book on her face, so she makes an effort to put away all her books before sleeping.

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brynne rao constantly tastes her cooking over and over until she gets it perfect, but when cooking at someone else's house, she just tries her best the first time and prays it isn't bad.

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btw, for posts abt aru i tag "arundhati shah" and i js tag most my posts "aru shah"

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yamini kapoor mercado lopez studies until she falls asleep, but absolutely despises the texture of a book on her face, so she makes an effort to put away all her books before sleeping.

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arundhati shah frequently tells a lie and then right after, says "that was not true at all"

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[Texting, Aru to Aiden]

Aru: How’s life baby gorilla

Aru: babygirl*

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arundhati shah. do you ever feel like? you need the satisfaction of other people's happiness to live without traction

my lies have circled around me like predator and prey how can the prey be so scared? she made you anyway. my lies will destroy me. it's easy to foresee. they always have and they always will so why do i keep on feeding this thrill? do you ever feel like? the real you is a monster and no one will ever want her so you hide it deep inside you hoping no one will care enough. i thought it wasn't that much to shoulder who knew i'd break from a little smolder? maybe that smolder was good for me cause now i can finally see

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all we feel is misery.

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