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(via myheaddisananimal, tomsmith65-deactivated20130624)

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there is a sadness in me that is so ancient. it’s woven into my bones

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HUNTR/X 💥

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i am stuck. surviving. am i surviving? simply existing, maybe. feels like life moves on and i am here. waiting. watching. wondering when days will be exciting, worth it, filled with the things i desire but keep myself from. knowing, once again, that i am the cause of this loneliness. i am what keeps myself rooted, frozen, yearning.

what am i punishing myself for?

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Meet me when you’re ready

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Saja Boys

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Anaïs Nin, The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol.III: 1939-1944

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Angela Carter, from a poem titled "Unicorn", featured in Unicorn: The Poetry of Angela Carter

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Anaïs Nin, from a diary entry featured in Trapeze: The Unexpurgated Diary of Anais Nin, 1947-1955

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have the disgusting need to make out with someone

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I've read too many fanfics about this, he's really a big fan.

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reading about being in love always makes me feel nostalgic. which is an interesting thing. how can i long for an experience i’ve never had? how can i yearn when it’s not something i know?

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April Affirmations: I forgive the versions of me that didn’t know better. I forgive the versions of me that knew better, but were just trying to survive.

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