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I love browsing Emet Selch fics- specifically the ones tagged under Solus zos Galvus because I know I will get one of two things; 1) a really interesting exploration of the character or the people around him and the extent of the damage he's dealt or 2) a fic that just straight up ignores the fact that he's a villain. It's just so interesting seeing the mental gymnastics some people jump through to make Solus look good.

Okay real talk tho it does piss me off a bit that people keep trying to redeem him. No not even redeem him- they just ignore the entire point of his character. Like yes he's a multi faceted character and that is what makes him interesting- STOP TRYING TO MAKE HIM MORALLY SOUND!!!

Anyways this is your sign to promote your own fics or fics you've found that make Solus zos Galvus an irredeemable bitchass hoe. Or your HCs idk. Something. I accept that my mans is evil okay. He did in fact do that and I support it because he is well written and has layers to him.

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"Even an old man who has lived for over 12,000 years has a better fashion taste than you, HERO."

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anyway since the smoke has cleared a little, i wanted to basically vent/put my thoughts out there bc i feel the need to get this out of my system and since ff fourteen's community on this hellsite is not as loud as twt or blsky's, i feel more at ease to do that here.

feeling a weird kind of validation seeing [redacted] show her whole ass with that deeply transphobic comment. i’ve been blocking/sidelining her for months. in fact, ever since i left That Discord, i’ve had an eye on her.

back then, with the orientalist thing, she never got involved in the worst stuff herself imo (it was just, bad but ultimately "harmless" thinking on her part, aka, she didn't cause harm on purpose, i'm very certain, even though people got uncomfortable), but the way she handled her “apology” after that gpose sealed it for me: no accountability taken at all.

in fact, she always seems to be there when conflict breaks out, even when she has no reason to be (re: recent happenings). it’s like she inserts herself into conflict just to be seen???? which i think is her issue, honestly!! and i feel bad about it, bc she’s clearly struggling: single mom, isolated (she has made multiple posts about not having a lot of irl friends/people around her, complains a lot about the twt algorithm muting her, etc, etc), neurodivergent, some real trauma. i do pity her. but i also don’t want her anywhere near my peace bc i can't handle her behaviour towards others, especially those she doesn't agree with (which is why i blocked her months ago). she gets very emotional and nasty about it often, and at the age of +40 i feel like you should've learned a bit more emotional regulation to handle those feelings or know where to put them.... but then again, if im able to read her right: i don't think she has a supportive irl environment. so her turning towads internet friends is... well. can you blame her?

idk man. people can be both suffering while also being harmful towards others. i truly wish her and her kid the best but i hope she realizes that being chronically online isn't the way to forge friendships or get out of the shit she is struggling with.

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'wolsexual' this 'wolsexual' that, no he's bisexual. she's pan. they're not bad words. you guys are starting to emit a curious miasma. have bisexuals filed a court order against you

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old man

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this guy

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Feathured commissions:

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Shareing would be greatly appreciated :)

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excuse you, i'm doomed by the narrative? then why do i have this kickass sword. u sound jealous and ridiculous rn

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dungeon unlocked (amaurot)

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chaos conductor

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my gay uncles

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Offer with new pricing . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

Commissions feathured in order of appreance:

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Shareing would be greatly appreciated :)

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Emet Selch in the oracle deck I’m working on. It’s going to be exclusively FFXIV.

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Enough of the trope where memory loss undoes the damage or the corruption or whatever. More content where removing memories just removes the context.

The tragedy of needing to grieve and not knowing what or who you lost or why. The angst of having trauma and being denied the awareness that it's trauma. The suspense of being different somehow and left to wonder how and when. The tension of knowing that something is off and you can't find where it hurts. The Adventure Zone gets it. Kingdom Hearts gets it.

There is an aching inside you and you don't know how it got there.