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gps but for a way out of this

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He knows. He fucking knows. And she told him.

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Now entering my trust no one faze.

Peace out

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What do you do when home doesn’t feel like home anymore?

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Sure it might be a coincidence, but I'll assume the worst

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I promised you I’d never leave.

But I guess the trade off is your life or mine…

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I’m so done with begging for your attention. So I’ll destroy myself and see if you’ll notice.

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why can’t you just… be as in love with me as i am with you…

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sometimes i stare into the mirror and wonder whose face im even looking at , because it doesn't feel like it's mine but i can't seem to remember what "mine" even feels like. ???i dont understand myself

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i don't want to function anymore

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i hate myself for being such a coward. i should have taken my life years ago.

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“All I can hear now is the sound of my own heart, opening and closing, opening and closing, opening.”

— Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid’s Tale