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The amount of times I cried was worth what I smile for now.

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Reading my post from 7-8 years ago. All I can say is “wow”. The wisdom I possess.

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tried it before but nope still no god

Me: *Swipes hand over lighter really quick*

Me: Hephaestus I know you’re my dad, stop hiding

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this is so cute

Have You Hugged Your Chicken Today?

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I just finished reading the book, and I swear I cried so hard I even have to miss one of my afternoon class due to the redness of my eyes. 

This book would make you realize that sometimes we just have to accept the fact we sometimes have to let go of something for it causes less damage. That we should never really settle for “it is never enough”. We have to live life fully as what Will Traynor would want Louisa to do. To grab opportunities. Although I seriously can’t imagine how devastating it would be to have found the one but is snatched shortly away from you but that’s life for some of us. Oh, Seriously it still hurts remembering words of Will. 

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I sometimes wonder about how am I going to know that the person that I am with now is the one who I am meant to be with when I haven’t even meet a lot of people in my lifetime. What if the person I am meant to spend the rest of my life with is on the other side of the world? It’s a bothering thought honestly.

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What happened to the soul that you use to be?

Halsey

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#wow

“The human heart beats approximately 4,000 times per hour and each pulse, each throb, each palpitation is a trophy engraved with the words ‘you are still alive.’ You are still alive. Act like it.” —Rudy Francisco #TodaysMantra Painting by Joanne Lee

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this made me think.

“Do you ever wonder about how an author would describe you in a novel? Not only your appearance but the way you talk and laugh and hold yourself and all the expressions on your face.” -@wingsofbadass painting by Andrew Salgado

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bedtime story: “Before you even notice, you will have settled. You will enjoy your Monday morning coffee and think it’s just what you needed to start your day. You will visit the library every Tuesday, hoping to find some new escape in a new book, just to get away from your life. You will eat lunch with your best friend every Wednesday, order the usual at your favorite restaurant, you’re satisfied. On Thursday you go for a walk around your neighborhood to clear your mind, and look forward to tomorrow. On Friday evening you think you’ve made it, so you reward yourself with delivery pizza and an alright movie you’ve seen more than six times. Saturday, there’s still a day separating you from Monday, so you’re fine. Sunday, you dread, dread, until you go to bed. Then it’s the same old routine, slowly getting through life, thinking you enjoy it, when you could easily learn to enjoy something else. How do you know what you need to get through the day is just coffee? Maybe it’s just telling yourself, hey, I can do it, there’s more to look forward to. Instead of living your life through books why don’t you go on an adventure and take a risk like your favorite fictional character? How do you know that meal is really your favorite thing at a restaurant when you’ve never let yourself taste something else? Is looking forward to the end of the week your motivation to actually get through life? If it is, why, when you’re just living the same old shit week to week, nothing will change. You won’t change. You think you’re happy, but couldn’t you be happier?”— Isabel Cabrera, don’t settle image from the sketchbook of Chiara Bautista

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I’m not looking for my other half, and I don’t want to be anyone else’s other half. Not ever. Not because I don’t want to experience love and all the magic and wonder that it has to offer, but because I am already whole. ―Claudine Chicheportiche #NoteToSelf artwork by Anders Krisár

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I wonder who’s arms would I run and fall into if I were drunk in a room with everyone I have ever loved

I saw a comment underneath this once, reading “furthermore, i wonder who would still catch me” (via awkwarddly)

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The thing about love? It's painful yet we still try.

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Hearing him say "I dont even like her" somehow broke me even more.

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Have you ever been into a kind of situation where you're trying to move on and you're succeeding but he came back just as you were already in your ninety-nine percent of download?

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Its worth the pain right?

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That moment where you lost a friend(not sure tho) but you're really not affected by it? Am I numb or its just that, that friend that I've lost is really not that special for me? I'll go with the numb part