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独处

确实只是在与自己相处了，从发现“有些话不想再和世界上任何一个人说”开始。有关另一个人的事，却不想让对方知道，也没有第三个人能去理解。

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I don't even care.

慢慢都没了兴趣，逐渐失望，然后屈服于慵懒，只送给你一段遗憾。

I don't feel lonely, I just feel the world isn’t for me.

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发癫，奔向自由

Tumblr上随便写写生活的惨淡、侥幸、燃��时刻。在空荡荡的互联网上，那不过是几个比特。好在作为一个傻逼的自说自话还没有上区块链，万一有一天想让自己的全部痕迹和肉体灰飞烟灭也不会措手不及。

你的生活乱如麻，你的感情被算命先生一句诳语戳破，你的工作每天都想着如何逃离。你在这里发癫，向往奔向自由。

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What a shit network connecting...

Rip shawdowsocks and my old router, just can’t figure out why I can’t access ss to take down the gfw ... 

ss works well when I access the internet by setting up personal hotspot of my cellphone, and when I connect to other networks.

I resetted the router again and again. It worked at first, but then 404 happens as usual. Other methods such as flushing DNS, doesn’t help me out. I ain’t a really tech guy... so, I have to buy a new router (again, it worked the last time...) to give ss another try...

The problem is I still don’t know if it is the router’s or the network carrier’s wrong.... at least this is the last thing I can do.

10 dollars a month I spend on rentting a vps, 2 new netgear routers costed me 100 dollars. It is a little expensive to fight against the evil government and its anti-human policy.

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How To Make You Life Messy. ONE

Warning: You have a fear of intimacy with people, not physically but emotionally. ---- Will this be a surprise? Nup. I know I will die alone.

Hatred is a negative feeling and worst thing in the human history. People who has a nice personality as me certainly is hatred terminator. But, I hate wasting life and sinking into a  meaningless spiral... wait...I hate hatred.

I have signed up Espanol and Deutsch course on Duolingo for so many months... Heblo Ich y El perro trinkle Wasser is pretty cool...

Almost forgot this, I also have stack on the tired lesson of coding on codecademy for a few months... I am still confident about a brighter career.