shhh-donttellthemitsme

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I'm not the type of person to give up on someone. Yes, sometimes I get really mad and upset so I need a minute to calm down but I'll never abandon you. I don't leave people and I think that's why it always hurts so bad when people leave me.

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“She’s too tired to live,

Too afraid to die.”

— Daniel Saint

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“Some people turn sad awfully young. No special reason, it seems, but they seem almost to be born that way. They bruise easier, tire faster, cry quicker, remember longer and, as I say, get sadder younger than anyone else in the world. I know, for I’m one of them.”

— Ray Bradbury, Dandelion Wine

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"Sometimes I wonder if people genuinely care about me or if they're worried about me killing myself and don't want think they're to blame."

- @totalfuckingloser

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You made me feel like I was worth something.

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Sometimes I’m sad. Sometimes I’m a bitch. Most of the time I’m a complete mess.

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"They say they miss the old me, maybe they are the ones who killed the old me."

Heoynn

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i’ve been swallowing cigarettes with coffee for breakfast and i can’t remember the last time someone told me they loved me. i went from humming in the shower to crouching on the tiled floor heaving my lungs out not knowing where my tears began and the water ended. i always say goodbye to my loved ones as if that’s the last time i’m gonna see them because i forget to look either ways before crossing the road nowadays and find myself almost wishing to never make it to my destination while i’m inside a car or a plane. i read somewhere that “you never know when the bus is coming” so i think since then a part of me has been living in a way as if i’m always expecting for the bus to hit some days it’s ‘i better do everything that makes me happy and tell everyone i love them before it hits me’ but more often than not it’s ‘why hasn’t it hit me yet.’

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:)

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ive become a very violent person to cope with how helpless i felt. ive become very internally aggressive and my mind wanders to bad thoughts of bloody vengeance because i got hurt so bad i want him to know a fraction of what it feels like to be broken and crushed under the control of someone else

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“I can’t talk about it because if I talk about it that means it matters. If it matters that means it’s real, and if it’s real that means it’s going to hurt.”

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You know when you dissociate and you can’t talk because your vocal chords suddenly don’t exist on the same plane of existence as your mouth

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“If you love two people at the same time, chose the second. Because if you really loved the first, you wouldn’t have fallen for the second.”

— Johnny Depp // Excerpt from a love story that doesn’t exist #25

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I'm so sick of people trying to make me think my issues are all in my head

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