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mind :
i must not fall in love with you
i must not fall in love with you
i must not fall in love with you
i must not fall in love with you
i must not fall in love with you
i must not fall in love with you
i must not fall in love with you
heart :
falls in love , lol.
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if
i’m
gone,
will
anyone
miss
me ?
will
anyone
cry ?
will
anyone
remember
me ?
maybe
not.
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it sucks to
get feelings attached to someone who doesn’t know you exist
miss someone who’s never yours in the first place
care so much for someone who doesn’t care as much as you
love someone who’s heart is with someone else
suck someone who doesn’t feel the same way
lol i don’t know anymore
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*(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ ✧゚・: *ヽ(◕ヮ◕ヽ)*
sometimes i ask myself
why am i not pretty ?
why am i not smart ?
why am i so crazy ?
why am i so dumb ?
why am i so annoying ?
why am i so slow in thinking
why am i not skinny like the rest ?
why do people only care about my results ?
does anyone truly love me for who i am ?
does anyone know how i actually feel right now ?
why do people get shock when i’m sad for a day just bc i’m “always” happy go lucky?
sigh it sucks.
my insecurities are killing me
slowly,
deeply hais.
\ (•◡•) /
now,
even my closest friend
thinks i’m unreasonable
just bc i don’t talk about everything and anything about me to her anymore.
why can’t she be more understanding &
look from my perspective.
i need my own privacy and space as well.
in the end,
when that happens,
she gets annoyed or whatsoever
she pushes the blame to her own mood swings 24/7 lolsie.
ok truthfully,
the reason why i don’t open up anymore is bc
whenever i talk to her about my feelings
i can tell she doesn’t care
and she just fouses everything to her own life problems,
again
and again.
while my problem here is just left there
dangling like before.
oh wells
I TRIED
right ?
\ (•◡•) /
i know i can’t change myself overnight but
all i know i can just smile and continue living :)
nobody knows i’m dying silently ,
but everyone knows i’m just a simple girl
who wants to help out as many people as
she can in this world.
cos doing something like this
makes her really really happy and that
it makes her want to stay longer in this world
just to see those unfortunate happy :”)
as long as i look “truly” happy
that matters the most to them,
anyways.
xx
lil princeass 🦖💗
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