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"Good Influence that Changes the World"

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Give yourself a little sunshine. ☀️

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Its been a while Tumblr 💕

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You will find someone who will love you til forever, if forever really exists. ❤

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Today I got a little bit scolded because I kind of mislooked somethings inside the office. Yeah. I kinda forgot, I am the only one left as "Senior" to my officemate. Time flies so fast.

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I hope to see that smile.

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Sometimes what you tell them verbally is limited to what they expect for you to say. But dont let such things keep you from moving forward.

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I saw this post, an old video of 2NE1 performing. I was like, they were my favorite. With all the girl groups newly created, I still love the songs of 2NE1. How they perform and how they were one of the few groups that made it big. I hope one day, they'll do a comeback and prove how they set the roof on fire baby. 💕💕

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At 9 PM all I think about is work. I seriously should stop. 😂

Tomorrow will be another day to ensure all that needs to be done, be done. Hopefully I get to equip myself with so much energy to finish and fullfill my duty. Being adult could really be stressful. 💕

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So What's Up?

I just feel I need to post this here. Where basically no one reacts. Not my friends and not my family. Unless they'll be able to see this. I hope not. 😂

I got over him. Not sure when or how, but out of the blue I told him I used to have a letter for him. He was speechless, he replied. It was like, I dunno, maybe it was something I just wanted to totally let go. Now that I told him it seems like everything was at past tense? I'm relieved. And very much happy and proud I did. Lol. 😂

Somehow, work kept me busy so maybe thats one thing that helped me. We are still friends, I hope so. But right now, Im at point where I guess I no longer think that someone else will like me the way I would to someone. Life is just like that. Im getting used to it.

And, one more thing, I got this crush over a Korean star. That seems to help as well. Argh. Me and my hopeless romantic side kicks in. 🙃

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I want a haircut. That specific haircut that will boost my confidence. 😂

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The Man of Many Firsts

Almost two and a half years ago, I was really unsure of what I'll become if I tender my resignation. I just remembered I ask God if it will be His will for me to find another job then so be it. I just know, I am no longer happy and nawalan ako ng gana on work. I applied online and when I sent my resume I never imagined Vista was owned by MBV. I know him as a political leader/senator nothing else. Then I got hired, and started working under Camella.

Honestly speaking, I never thought I will love my job. But I dunno whats into Camella that made me stay? A callcenter agent works 8 hours only, malulugi ka siguro kay Camella kasi lagi yan may extended hours. Pero hindi. Hindi ko mexplain yung feeling na, despite the fact that you spend more hours on office than home. Yung gustong gusto mo na sumuko pero hindi. It was maybe because of Sir MBV. He is a very dedicted boss and you will feel how he is so into his business.

I am proud and grateful. Sir MBV yearly inpires his employees. And despite his achievement he is still contiuing his legacy. I know, baka hindi nga ko matandaan ni Sir, pero I am happy to be part of his company. Na the fact na umaabot sa 12 hours yung duty mo everyday because work. Na kahit sigaw sigawan ka ng ahente or bayolenteng buyer, sasabihin, tama na ah, di na ko but you stayed. Im still here yes, because I am happy to serve MBV and be part of his journey towarsa success.

Thank you po Sir. For keeping the fire within and the inspiration to do better. Happy Birthday! 😊

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Hey, maybe?

I just read a post about depression and how his blog became his outlet. It is true. Sometimes, it is more relieving to post your thoughts in a platform where it feels like thats you. No one restricts you. I feel that too. I am more expressive when no one restricts you. No one comments on how bad it is or how ugly it looks like.

Maybe its like freedom. A lot of maybe occurs when the blog post is read. Cause it meant puzzle need to be solved. Not all pieces are laid but almost, it almost gave you the whole picture. I can feel it. I feel sorry because someone gave up, and gave up his life because of unrequited love. It scares me as well. Im i that weak if in case he will know?

I dont know. I hope not. I pray not.

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Kita Kita

Since uso naman na ang bilangan, magbibilang na din ako.

Isa - Nag iisang pelikula na napapunta ako sa sinehan mag isa para lang panoorin siya. Dalawa - Dalawa sana kami kaso nagbago plano niya kaya ayun, hindi na ako namilit kasi ayoko maka-abala. Sino ba naman ako di ba?

Tatlo - Tatlong oras ko pinag isipan kaninang umaga kung itutuloy ko ba o hindi kasi wala akong kasama papunta, buti na lang pala tinuloy ko siya.

Apat - Apat na oras lahat yung byinahe ko papunta at pabalik, at oo sulit siya kasi maganda yung kwento, sobra.

Lima - Limang araw pa siguro bago ako makaget over sa theme song kasi uulit ulitin ko siya sa playlist ko hanggang masaulo ko yung kanta.

Anim - Anim na katao ang nasa harap ng upuan ko kanina tapos puro magkapares pa! Ano ba yan, OP ako, ako lang yata ang solo flight dun eh. Wag na sana pagdiinan pa ano?

Pito - Pito yata yung tao na nandoon sa pelikula kung tama yung bilang ko. Kung hindi, eh di hindi. Basta maganda yung pelikula yun na yon. Walo - Walong letra lang ang title ng pelikula pero andaming linya ang na tumatak talaga sa akin kasi tagos siya. Hugot lines, pick up at mga segway na nagbigay kulay sa kwento.

Siyam - Siyam na araw din ang nakalipas nung sinabi ko na panonoorin ko siya sa sinehan bago natuloy. Sampu - Sampung beses ko pinigilan ang umiyak kaso hindi kaya. Iyakin lang talaga siguro ako, kasi tong pelikula na ito, masaya na masakit at nagustuhan ko. Minsan lang talaga ako manood ng tagalog na pelikula sa sinehan pero Kita Kita, magiging una sa listahan ng Pelikulang Pilipino napanood at papanoorin ko ngaung taon. PS. Sunod sa listahan ko eh ang, 100 Tula Para Kay Stella.

-Kita Kita

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Being alone gives you so much time to think and ended up over thinking.

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06.30.17 "Epic Night"

Where do I start with my story? Okay. So my friend has this mini gig somewhere in a cafe where they do spoken poetry. I really wanted to go out and energize myself a bit by hearing some poems and enjoy a plate of carbonara, so I decided, why not. I'd go, and said yes. That was just it. My initial plan was to either hear them out then take out my food cause I'll be spending my overtime at the office again. Yes. I have a little hint, maybe you'd go and I hope to just see an glimpse of you. And I was shocked I did. I already assumed you wont go or you have other plans. Its really amazing. How it worked last night. Im happy. Really. Though I did not hoped much. Being with you makes all of it memorable. Thank you. I also told myself, yes, I do not want to lose the friendship yet so I wanted to keep everything to myself. Like what Jonathan said, I assumed it will never work so I didnt have the guts to try. 😊😊😊 Nevertheless you just made me smile.

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I get jealous too. Damn jealous that I ended up hiding again my posts from you. It also slaps me with reality that Im so ugly you'll never like me. I hate feeling like this all over again. Im still checking your posts. But I hide mine so my name wont appear on your timeline. At least di ba, walang pangit sa timeline mo. Hahahaha.