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“It’s Going To Hurt”

(one thing I wish I was told before I shifted)

It’s going to hurt.

- the moment I shifted I wasn’t surprised. To be fair I’d been preparing for this moment for 4 years.

- I was angry.

So. Fucking. Angry.

- I was angry at myself. How DARE I ever think this wasn’t real?!?

- How could I EVER have doubts in *this*

-A deep pit of guilt sort of filled my chest. Guilty from all my misbeliefs, my laziness, my stubbornness towards *this*

- “How could I be so stupid?” I ask myself. The guild, the embarrassment, the realization. It HURT. Mentally obviously. But almost *so* much it hurt PHYSICALLY!

It. Is. So. Real.

(copy & pasted from my tiktok @.shiftyroo)

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WHY IS TUMBLR SO HARD TO USE

tell my why the FUCK I had written out an entire essay to answer somebody’s question & after I press “post” IT LITERALLY DELETES OFF OF THE FACE OF THE EARTH?? LIKE????

It said “there was something wrong with your answer”

HUH?? WDYM THERE WAS SOMETHING WEONG?? COULD U AT LEAST TELL ME WHAT IR WAS??

anyways.

If anybody knows how I could maybe get my literal ESSAY back I’d love to know PLEASEEEEE 😭🙏

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HOLY MOLY shifting rant & realization

Basically for the past 3-4 days I have been feeling EXTREMELY disconnected from this reality. To the point where I literally experience an “everyday” thing (like saying good morning to my family or something) and think to myself “I’m not *really* meaning that. I’m saying it because it’s what I’m Programmed to do” or something along those lines.

And ik how that actually sounds really weird and mental lmao but I’m saying that this mindset has inevitably changed my entire perception on reality & its different distortions

How?

Well every time I disconnect myself from this reality by placing it on a non existent “level” (think of a penthouse with different floors, each one being a different DR) I enter the floor by saying “before I moved my consciousness here, everything that is happening now is the ‘norm’. But now that I am aware, I still will forever be used to the feeling of the ‘norm’ but now I am aware that there are different reality’s with different standards compared to this”

For clarification I’m basically saying how each reality is already YOU. And that you will feel as if you have lived there your whole life (because you have) but with the knowledge of other perceptions of standards in different realities.

I’ve been falling asleep with more of a relaxed mood *knowing* if I want to shift, I could 🤷🏾‍♀️ easily too. Just the *intention* of becoming aware of another reality is enough to take you there.

And yes I’m sure you’ve heard this before but I need you to truly DRILL this into your head. I’ve been hearing that exact same sentence since 2021 and only now am I hearing them.

You. Aren’t. Bolted. To. One. Reality

You’re shifting constantly. (I’ll clarify in another post)

Anyways happy shifting! 😝