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The Princess Diaries (2001) dir. Garry Marshall

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"If only she’d made a map of the route her tears used to take."

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Han Kang, Greek Lessons

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BROOKLYN NINE-NINE 2.06 | “Jake and Sophia”

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PRIDE AND PREJUDICE.

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Pride & Prejudice (2005) dir. Joe Wright

[04/??]

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THE GOOD PLACE 2.03 — Dance Dance Resolution

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"Amélie has a strange feeling of absolute harmony. It's a perfect moment. A soft light, a scent in the air, the quiet murmur of the city. A surge of love, an urge to help mankind overcomes her."

Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain (2001) dir. Jean-Pierre Jeunet

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Matilda (1996) dir. Danny DeVito

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I just realised that all my favourite Rom-Coms are making sadder than ever... oh I used to love these movies and I never thought a moment of the fact that they are selling illusions to stupid hopless romantics like me, because reality my friend is nothing but lonesome and despair.

There is no such a thing as Happily ever blah blah!!

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"You know the greatest loves of all time are over now

I guess you never know, never know

And it's another day, waking up alone

But we were something, don't you think so?

Roaring twenties, tossing pennies in the pool

And if my wishes came true

It would've been you

In my defense, I have none

For never leaving well enough alone

But it would've been fun

If you would've been the one"

عن ....

15/4/2013

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أنا زارنى طيفك في خيالي قبل ما أحبك..طمعنى بالوصل وسابني وأنا مشغول بك

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30/8/2013

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يمكن لو في بينى وبينك حكي كنا حكينا

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16/9/2013 

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كان اللقا صدفة…و قلوبنا مش عارفة

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7/11/2013

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ياريت منن مديت إيديا وسرقتك

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14/4/2014

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ياريت أن أقدر أختار ولا كنت أعيش بين جنة ونار

ومازال فى الحديث بقية…

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Random

If I will be a city, I think I will be the God dammit Cairo with all its contradictions and layers.. #post_watching_la_case_de_papel

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I really wish I can tell you how much I will be missing you.

Stay well love, wherever you will go.

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A letter that will never be sent

Dear *****,

This past week I saw you twice again in my dreams. It's been a while since the last time you visited, and I was becoming relieved with the fact that we will never be.

Why did you come?

Is that because you broke up again for the third time since this humiliation started 5 years ago. You love them and they love you while I am being invisible.

Anyways, in my dream, you looked sad and depressed but we hugged. It was warm and tender and felt real that I woke up smelling your scent all over my room.

Just to know, I felt satisfied that you are sad and heart-broken, it came as a compensation for all those times you left me heart-broken and invisible.

I am not sending you to brag about it, I just for once in my life felt that life could be fair even if it is a moment in my dreams.

Stay well love but away of my life and dreams, please give the time to heal and forget how I hated myself for loving you.

Love,

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Q: How are you?

A: Zai El zeft

I have been suffering from a very low blood pressure for almost a month now.

I have attended two funerals in a row my little cousin and my aunt's husband.

I am seeing my grand pa every day calling for his late parents and late wife (my grandmother) and I am afraid he will leave soon.

I don't work or study properly.

I need to disappear.

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how many hours a day are we allowed to be anxious, out of focus, and in despair? how many days a month, months a year, are we allowed to collapse and fall without knowing the way up and forward again? how many years are we allowed to not know what we’re doing? or not do what we are ought to be doing? or not do anything at all? when did my very old friend, staring at the ceiling while listening to music, become a stranger?

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ربنا ياخدنا يا سيدي

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