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"You're next......"

It had been a while since I talked to my ex. I was hoping I never would but the circumstances led me to make a call which gave me nightmares for days. This happened about a week ago..... I moved into a new house in Chicago. My ex girlfriend who lived with me in Michigan a while ago moved in this neighborhood a few months back. I tried to keep my house in Michigan to myself but due to some family issues, I was left with no other option but to move. The neighborhood where I found my new house is one of the cheapest places in the area. My ex asked her friend (who was also my friend) to help me out with my problem. Even though she was trying to help me, I didn't expect anything good from a heartless person like her. If I went into the details, it will take us a few hours to reach to the main point of the story. Let's skip the week in which I moved. I couldn't move a muscle. It happened 2 days ago. I was watching the news and I SAW MY EX'S HOUSE BEING SEARCHED THROUGH BY THE POLICE!!!!! I was scared since there had been a break-in. The things in the house were scattered everywhere and it seemed like a bull had gone berserk inside the house...... Something was wrong..... Where is Cindy???? My ex hasn't been found yet!!! I suddenly started panicking..... Even though it's my ex, I was worried. A person's house was broken into and everything was scattered around but that person didn't come back to check it for a whole day. I had to call her..... CINDY IS MISSING!!!! I picked my phone up and started dialling her number..... It was ringing!!!! I was happy for a moment. SHE PICKED UP!!! I yelled out "HELLO?". I got no answer....... "HELLO?" I yelled again.... I heard something from the other side of the line...... "Are you Jay??".... I was reliev- WAIT!!! IT'S A MAN'S VOICE!!!!!! While I was panicking, I heard something else....... "You're next"....... The call ended...... I couldn't move a muscle..... I was frozen on the spot.... "HELP ME!!!", I screamed internally..... I never should've come here!!!!!! "I'M GOING BACK!!! I WANT TO LEAVE!!!" were the only thoughts running through my head but..... I was too scared to go out the door. I need help!!! Someone should come and save me!!!! Many people have knocked on my door.... I am too scared to open it though.... The only words that go through my head every night I try to sleep...... "You're next.....". I have run out of food and I need something to eat. I need to go out but I can't leave!!! I need someone to help but I can't trust anyone!!!! I took out the shotgun which was already underneath my bed before I moved in and I thought to myself, "I am the only one who can help me". I loaded it and was ready to kick the door open..... "I'll kill it before it kills me.... I WILL NOT LIVE SCARED ANYMORE!!!!"