shineethinks

[shineethinks]

hello babies, it’s me, mom

i hope that you all have been doing well. i know that it’s been a hard few years and with all the craziness that is happening i hope you’re staying safe and healthy! this blog has brought so much joy into my life and i loved having you laugh with me. i have thought many times about doing another set of scenarios and maybe i will again one day, but i don’t see it happening in the near future. i just wanted to reach out to you all to tell you what you all have probably figured. my masterlist is on the sidebar so you can enjoy whenever you like. i haven’t posted in very long but i occasionally flip through the posts and laugh at the silliness. it’s also so amazing that people are still enjoying my content. thank you so very much for laughing and loving shinee with me; the boys are always in my hearts as are all of you.

a little life update: i’m engaged and very happily in love! and while i’m not going to be churning out shinee content for now, if you’d like to see a different kind of content from me, you can follow me on https://www.instagram.com/saveourv/ 

mom loves you from the bottom of my heart

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Happy 10th anniversary, my loves

I love you and I love you shinee world

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I just want to say thank you for being there for everyone, if you need to talk or anything my inbox is open, if anyone needs to talk, my inbox is open!

Hi love I want to be there for everyone as much as I can and i'm trying my best to but I am just one person and do get exhausted so I'm so very grateful for our community and I hope we can continue to build each other up

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i've been going through your list of scenarios; the way you write their friendships and reactions to things is very comforting to me in this dark time. I hope you're well, mom. :( I've been feeling very weird myself.

Hi darling I'm really glad that my scenarios are helping you and I hope that when people read through them as well that we're all remembering and celebrating the wonderful times that we had

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I'm making some art as a memorial to him, it's the very least I can do. I know art is my way of coping so I hope you can find a way to help yourself and others during this hard time. Love you

Hi love I would love to see it if you would like to share I think that's a beautiful thing for a tribute

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Hi mom, i hope you’re okay, im doing as well as i could be but i hope you’re staying strong. You’re doing well please stay that way❤️

Hi baby things have been going back and forth for me and probably for most of us. Stay strong we have each other

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❤️ - Share it. Pass it on. We all need the positivity today.

This is for all of you lovelies I love you I love you I love you

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It hurts.. so much. One moment I can't stop crying, then the next I feel like an empty shell. But it always hurts. And I don't know if it'll ever stop hurting. I wish we'd all wake up from this nightmare and see our angel happy and well...

I know love I've been doing anything to keep my mind busy but we will be okay we all have each other

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i’m sending lots of love, hugs and warmth to you mom. it’s hard, i know but we can do it. i believe in us. let is cry for now but let is look to the future, because that’s what jonghyun would have wanted.

i’m sending you the same love back baby and a bit more 

we’re going to be okay he would have wanted that and we are going to show him how much he meant whether or not he’s physically present with us

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Don't forget we're also here for you. 💕

i’m here for you too 

i am so sorry i wasn’t present for the longest time

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hey mom... you deserve a hug too. *hugs*

i hope you can feel my love from here to where you are

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mom i’m crying. i can’t stop crying. i miss him so much. how do i stop? how will i get better? i hate this. i hate this so much. i need help please. i want to stop crying but i can’t and it sucks

hi baby it’s okay to cry, and to cry a lot, i am too. 

i’m passing on what my mother told me after she heard as well: “we should say thank you for the time that he was with us and to say that he worked hard” 

he really did

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Hey mom....you ok?

hi baby, no i’m not but i’m hoping i will be 

take care of yourself please

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hello everyone

things aren’t okay right now, and that’s okay. 

i hope that you are all doing okay and i promise you that we will get through this together. 

i love you all. 

stay strong, stay loving, stay wonderful and amazing. 

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Mom I missed you so much ahhhhh I'm glad your back!!!!!!!!

SHINEE IS NOT BACK BUT I AM??????????????????

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mom!!!

my child!!!!!!!!!!!

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HI OMG HOW ARE YOU HOW IS EVERYTHING?! I missed talking to you 😭

HI I MISSED YOU TOO EVERYTHING IS GOOD HOW ARE YOU????? LAST NIGHT I TURNED ON MY FLOOR HEATER AND SLEPT ON THE FLOOR