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when you laugh, the world laughs with you when you cry, the world laughs at you

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I think the reason I love the rain so much is because it drowns out the storms raging inside my mind.

(via mypenleaksiridescence)

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“I don’t fit in.”

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reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

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developing insomnia

i guess this is how i know i'm doing a good job starving myself

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please don't try to help me

i'm just going to drag you down with me

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Want...

I want to be so thin people are scared to touch me.

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i'm not good

i'm not every nice story i try to tell myself about myself is a fucking lie stay away stay the fuck away from me

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if i attempt suicide this time, it will work

it is a poison it is a proper poison if i ingest it they won't be able to treat me i will die is that what i should do now

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it worked

he blocked me

it’s done

i’m alone

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When I sleep, should I cry? Should I weep, or should I die?

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♢ To look this good ♢

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but I need to // 2.11.2017

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Why does everything always turn out like this? Why do I always end up alone? Why can't I hold on to anyone?