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Never in all my years until now, even abused kids have love for their mom, care, and concern. My kids could care less if im homeless, hospitalized or dead. It's so hard to be the only one trying in a relationship even when ots teenager and u expect a level of disengagement. But they literally could care less to even resp9nd to my texts. Idk how im surprised when I realize who i chose to be their dad. When a man has no regard for the mother of his kids thats prolly how they're gonna be too. To be as dead as i feel inside. Hard to keep trying my best when I just jeep getting knocked down over and over

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That's me this christmas. Wtf

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If u know me u kno. Already! Do not try to silence or ignore me! I won't stop til the earth implodes or Jesus returns!!! My voice will be heard by someone! Somewhere!

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I've been feeling really weary this past year. I needed to hear this from him this morning! Maybe someone else does too!

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This was my toothless RIP my sweet baby. She was my best friend and cutest, smartest. Everyday that she's gone my heart hurts

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Dodge, duck, dip, dive...daily struggle