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shootmeplease · 2 years

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The amount of horny I feel for this man is unreal😩

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shootmeplease · 2 years

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So for the past 10-12 months I have been getting this smell in the downstairs area it doesn’t smell too good… but as soon as I break up with my ex and stop sleeping with him it goes away… am I the problem or what’s he?

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shootmeplease · 2 years

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My boyfriend (20M) for some reason wouldn’t brush his teeth when I (20F) ask him to….

So me and my boyfriend have been together for over a year now and I’ve noticed my BFs hygiene getting a little worse up till 2 months ago when he started working a new job.

At first I was okay with it till it turned into only doing it for work.

He has 4 days off every week and plays Skyrim for 10+ hours a day and can’t manage to brush his teeth, hair, beard, or put on deodorant and cologne.

But as soon as it comes time to go to work he gets all done up. His last job where he only worked with men he didn’t seem to care as much but now he works with a female and now cares about his “appearance”

At first I didn’t really pay no mind to it till I noticed that he would always be smiling at her, laughing, following her around, and talking about her outside of work.

So what does any girl do in this situation? Get upset and question whether or not he has feelings for that other female.

I questioned him multiple times because I can’t ever seem to get him to talk to me about how he’s feeling unless I push him to say it. And I guess he got irritated so he told this female coworker that I am insecure and jealous OF HER. And she didn’t even have to pester him to get him to say it.

And now I can’t help but to play that through my head multiple times a day. And what makes it even worse is when I had to leave work to go to the hospital that’s when he told me of course AFTER I have to question him multiple times.

This was last weekend when he told me.

Let’s backtrack this just a little bit. about 2 to 3 months ago he broke a boundary of mine and he was also looking up local college girls (we live in a college town) and that broke everything in me because I was trying my hardest to trust him because I’ve had my terrible go around with men doing things that I ask them not to or they just do things that a boyfriend shouldn’t do.

The day I found out he broke my boundaries I was literally laying in bed thinking about how I have NO reason not to trust him but then I left the bedroom to him sleeping on the couch and his keys and wallet by the back door (he never puts them there) so I just wanted to clear my Conscience and take a little look at his phone… I didn’t like what I seen at all. #3(Catches him breaking boundaries)

So I confronted him and stupidly gave him a second chance. He said he was going to make up for it so I gave him another chance but I told him it was the last one because previously he was still friends with his exes family and I didn’t like that but he refused to lose contact because he didn’t want them to be upset or question him. #1(puts ex’s family before gf)

Another time he did something that I didn’t like was when I told him about the fact that my most recent ex was very abusive to me physically and mentally. And not even three months into our relationship he would pretend he was going to hit me and it would make me flinch. And all he would do in response would say “aww I would never hit you” then laugh about it. That should have been the breaking point. #2(Uses my past trauma as a game/joke)

So right there that’s three reasons that I should’ve left him in the past but yet I gave him multiple chances to redeem himself worthy of my love. Yet here comes another thing. #4(tells another female that I’m insecure and jealous OF HER)

Yes I am insecure because in the past year I have gained 100+ pounds and that has always been a severe insecurity of mine. So to think that he put another female on a pedestal and made me look like an idiot, jackass, bitch, clown, loser, oblivious.

Ruined my whole image at work all because he was upset that I questioned his feelings towards her. So now he has her thinking she’s the shit while I’m just sitting on the sidelines. so I went to the hospital found out I have PCOS and it can affect my chances of having a baby. And I got fired for leaving work to go to the hospital so now he gets all the time an privacy with her for 12 hours a day. He doesn’t even talk to me as much as he does her… should I stay or leave?

1. puts exes family before girlfriend

2. Uses past trauma

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shootmeplease · 2 years

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So I was talking to my S/O when they first woke up and I told them I was gonna put a ring on their fainter and they proceeded to tell me that they didn’t wanna discuss this in front of anyone because it’s gonna lead to an argument. So either they are just talking or they are talking to people behind my back because I recently have been getting mad about them talking to a female coworker about our problems and my personal problems with them getting close…

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shootmeplease · 2 years

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Starting today I’m gonna be eating under 1,000 calories a day so that I hopefully can reach my goal weight before my best friends wedding in May😁

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shootmeplease · 2 years

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🎀everskies outfits🎀

ps.: I dk why the quality is so low but nothing to do abt that

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shootmeplease · 2 years

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Me cooking for my S/O and I knowing damn well I’m just gonna give them my food once they finish

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shootmeplease · 2 years

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No more excuses. I will be skinny.

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shootmeplease · 2 years

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I just wanna be one of them girls that has absolutely no rolls when she sits down…

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shootmeplease · 2 years

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sorry it doesn’t look aesthethic but it was delicious 😪 vanilla soy yogurt with a banana, a peach, blueberries, strawberries, nuts (almonds and pecans) and granola + green tea on the side

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shootmeplease · 2 years

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To be this skinny again😢

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shootmeplease · 2 years

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SALMON WITH GARLIC CREAM SAUCE

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shootmeplease · 2 years

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I’m tired of being disappointed in all my relationships. This is usually how it goes…

I meet someone, we connect, they tell me they will never be like my last partner, they treat me good for the first month or two and I convince myself that I found the one but then things turn south, they start doing things I ask them not to, they don’t do things I ask them to do, they go around making me look like a fucking loser till I work up the courage to leave then they actually start trying. They tell me that they will never do that stuff again but then after a month or two they decide they no longer care if I stay or go but feel it’s convenient to have me around so they start doing the things you don’t like again but hide it a little better then last time but not good enough so I find out and get upset with them then why once again promise they will never do it again but this is now like the 3rd time they do this shit but you trick your mind into thinking that they might actually change so you stay only to find out you’re still wasting your time with them. So I finally leave them and turn into the bad guy. This is why I no longer feel the need to search for a long term relationship cuz guys wanna 1. Play you 2. Treat you like shit then make you feel bad for having feelings 3. You do everything for them but it’s never enough 4. They provide you with dick and think that fixes everything they did wrong 5. They never stop lying even when you put it out there that you know the truth…. I’m tired of this shit I’m tired of feeling like the only worth I have to a man is to literally being his mom/maid. I’m tired of going to work for 12 hours then coming home to have to cook, clean, take care of the pets, go to the store for things we need while my S/O plays games the whole time. I’m tired of doing wifey things for someone who is only providing boyfriend energy….

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shootmeplease · 2 years

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shootmeplease · 2 years

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AITAH?

So my S/O (20,M) and I started a new job and he gets to have the easy job in the A/C while I have to do the hard shit in the 140+ heat so I’m already frustrated about that. But ever since we started I’ve noticed that he is getting oddly close to this one coworker that just so happens to be a female and I told him that I’m not very fond of it because she is a very pretty girl and has a nice body from what I can see so that’s one reason I’m frustrated since I’ve gained weight and don’t feel good about myself anymore. But the last big argument me and my S/O had was about how he was looking for girls around our area and his claim was “I used to do this all the time. And guys can’t help themselves.” So I remind him all the time that’s what he said and so I’ve been getting upset because he seems to have wondering eyes whenever he’s around that coworker. So I called him out and ofc he denied it because like he also said “if I was doing anything behind your back I obviously wouldn’t tell you” so I’d keep pestering him every now and then but then one day I guess he got tired and went off on me so I told him that if he didn’t fuck up the first time I’d actually believe and trust you right now. And I’m guessing he went and vented to that coworker that day because as I was leaving work today I asked him if he said anything to her, he was hesitant at first and told me no then I told him to tell me the truth and so he told me that he did talk to her and that she now knows that I’m not too fond of how close they have gotten because she vents to him all the time. So now I’m at home while he’s still with her and I don’t have to see him for another 9 hours. I don’t know if I should be so upset that I leave but whenever he’s upset it takes me forever to get him to talk about it but when it comes to her he opens up. Maybe we aren’t supposed to be together after all…

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