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Okay, so, I desperately need to get out of this house.

I’ve been on a mental health ward for three nights, and the moment I get back, my mother starts with her emotional abuse again - which was what the psychiatrists deemed was responsible for my depression and suicidal thoughts.

Literally. I’d been home for five minutes and she was trying to guilt trip me into making me think that it was somehow my fault for the way she’s been acting toward me.

The trouble is, I don’t have the money to get a place.

I can declare myself homeless to the council, but this is iffy, because I’m technically not. I could get into a lot of trouble for doing so, and they also won’t allow me to take my dog with me.

I can seek out shelter from a woman’s refuge, but once again, my dog can’t come with me. Also, I would not be allowed to tell anyone where I am staying - including my long-term boyfriend, so I would be unable to see him.

My dog means the fucking world to me, and I’m not willing to leave her behind. Especially not when I have suspicions that my mother is hitting her whenever I’m not looking.

So I’m trying my best to save up enough money to get a place of my own for me and my baby. At this point, I don’t care how small it is. I just need to get out.

But I’ve put tons and tons of stuff up for auction on eBay. I also have a Go Fund Me page, but if you would rather receive something in return for giving me some money to help me move out, I’d check out my eBay page. I ship my items worldwide, and I’m adding new things every day.

Even if you can’t afford to spare some money, or aren’t interested in what I’m selling, can you please reblog this post? Someone out there might be able to help me out, but no one would know about this if I can’t spread the word.

My good friend @lisagarlland also has set up some online stores, and is sending the funds generated from them to my cause. She’s an angel, honestly.

So if you fancy providing to a somewhat decent cause? Or want to do some shopping, knowing that the sales made will go toward getting someone and their dog out of a shitty, abusive household? Below is a list of links to shops that will help me get out of this place.

And again, if you can’t afford to give anything, please just spread the word.

Many thanks, and much love, -Nic.

Go Fund Me page. eBay: Nooooodlez Poshmark: Lacrimimosa Mercari: redvelvett 

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Suggest songs you think fit my muse.

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“Call him what you want sparky. Im happy trailblazing as I am. Plus I don’t like that look he’s always got in his eye, it’s........rusty....”~Joyride

“Whats burn’in lug nuts, this is Joyride coming in from the black top. And im sitting here and think’in…..whats the end game here….

We dust and clap drac’s and exterminators, but BL/ind keep send’n more….Im just not sure how much fuel i got left in me” ~Joyride

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“I don’t trust that rust bucket as far as I could throw him. I bet all my carbons he would ditch me as soon as things went all Costa Rica” ~Joyride

“Whats burn’in lug nuts, this is Joyride coming in from the black top. And im sitting here and think’in…..whats the end game here….

We dust and clap drac’s and exterminators, but BL/ind keep send’n more….Im just not sure how much fuel i got left in me” ~Joyride

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“I just want to no what the end game is sparky. I mean dont get me wrong i dont mind this life, liv’in free, wind and grease in my hair, the smell of burnt rubber when the sun is high a dry. 

But im tired of know’n that there a people in Bat City drugged out of there mind listening to that grease trap of a director!”~Joyride 

“Whats burn’in lug nuts, this is Joyride coming in from the black top. And im sitting here and think’in…..whats the end game here….

We dust and clap drac’s and exterminators, but BL/ind keep send’n more….Im just not sure how much fuel i got left in me” ~Joyride

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“Dont we live for danger”~Joyride

“Whats burn’in lug nuts, this is Joyride coming in from the black top. And im sitting here and think’in…..whats the end game here….

We dust and clap drac’s and exterminators, but BL/ind keep send’n more….Im just not sure how much fuel i got left in me” ~Joyride

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“Whats burn’in lug nuts, this is Joyride coming in from the black top. And im sitting here and think’in.....whats the end game here....

We dust and clap drac’s and exterminators, but BL/ind keep send’n more....Im just not sure how much fuel i got left in me” ~Joyride

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via Van Kelsing

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occ:........I dont believe it *squints* lol

here’s my face

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my chemical romance - conventional weapons fav lyrics

part 1

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“Na kid stop spiting fumes, iv race my way all around this desert and found nothing but sand a skulls.” *keeps a steady hand on his holster*

“Whats kick’n hub cap’s?”

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Ambiguous landscapes

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“There’s........nothing our sides the zones? Iv red lined all the way to the edge of the map.

“Whats kick’n hub cap’s?”

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Along the 15.

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“And I don’t think iv ever seen anyone a greased up as you, you sitting here looking like the black top?”

“Whats kick’n hub cap’s?”

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“Whats kick’n hub cap’s?”