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sad life

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“Aliens have birthdays, too”

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Gotta eat more! :))))

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“i wish i may”

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Tough love as it is, most relationships battle this in almost every way possible. It’s hard and challenging, but it shows fulfillment in the end. When you have messed up something really big in the relationship, trying to pick up the pieces and putting them together is simply impossible or perhaps it make take months or even years to make it all better but hey, if she’s worth it, then there’s nothing to worry about right?

Even worse than passive apathy is someone who actually makes you feel badly about yourself. It will not stop and there will be issues about it that will always involve you being the cause of it. It will always be evident in arguments, will never cease to be positive but will always focus on the negative aspects which will make you feel responsible for what the hell is going on.

Even if you do your best, sometimes, like they say, your best is not yet or NEVER enough. But trying is never a problem. Yes, you can always try.

Some efforts are being appreciated on a tremendous level where you will feel that you are doing a good job on making her happy and making sure that everything about you is honest and open in the relationship to show transparency. There are some efforts that are just actions that are obligatory for quite some time and tend be no longer appreciated mainly because the other person is looking for something more than what you are doing. It just shows that you are not doing your best and makes you question your self-worth. It’s everyday life and what they do when they don’t need to that counts.

Sometimes people won’t see what they have. Maybe just staying true to yourself is the only thing that matters and when the time comes, she’ll realize that you are worthy and will be appreciated.

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Ellie Goulding or Aluna George music please

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Hahahaha

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When someone tries to tell you how to live your life.

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“Good Morning” “How was your day?” “Be careful” “Text me when you get home so I know you’re safe” “Sweet dreams” “How are you?” “I hope you’re feeling better” “Have a good day today!” “:)” “I miss you” “Good night” “Can you come over?” “Can I come over?” “Can I see you?” “Can I call you?” “You’re beautiful” “Want something to drink?” “Watch your step” “Let’s watch a movie” “What are you up to?” “How is your day so far?” “It will be okay” “I’m here for you” “Do you need anything?” “Are you hungry?” “I just wanted to hear your voice” “You just made my day” … You don’t have to hear “I Love You” to know that someone does. Listen carefully. People speak from the heart more often than you think.

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Good luck! :)

The End of the Line

For the past year or so, I’ve had this nagging feeling that writing isn’t just cutting it for me anymore.

Don’t get me wrong, I’ve always liked the freelance part because that means I can set my own hours, stay at home, and be able to deal with people online. But over the last months, it has been increasingly harder for me to motivate myself to work through projects, no matter how short or long.

Before, that would only happen when I’m working in extended projects where I have to write on the same topic over and over again.

I definitely knew when I started that I wouldn’t want to make a lifelong career out of writing since my ultimate goal and dream is to actually be a business owner. 

Hopefully in the future. Haha!

Although most people think they’ve escaped the corporate rat race by switching to freelance, it’s actually just another rat race of finding clients. Moreover, even if you technically don’t have a boss when you’re freelancing, you’re still subject to the whims of your client.

Now that I’m nearing the 5-year mark of my freelance writing career, I just can’t shake this inner unrest anymore. I actually made a significant cutback on my projects this year and have only taken on a few clients. Good thing I’m fortunate enough to be able to do this and come out still financially intact.

So now, my plan is to fully transition away from writing. I’m still gonna do some writing of course, but for personal projects only. Over the past few months, I’ve started a few small ventures that can slowly, but surely help me sustain a living apart from freelance writing.

Five years of freelance writing is not a bad run, and although I wished I could’ve made the jump sooner, I feel good about the timing in making this transition.

Goals!

So mark my words, before my fifth year of being a freelance writer comes, I would already have a different income earning system in place. Wish me luck and cheers to the future!

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THE TIME HAS COME. THE MAIN COURSE HAS ARRIVED.

LET THE DANCING CORNUCOPIA BE FREE!

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