shoyohnt

[shoyohnt]

we are all “difficult” sometimes. that doesn’t make you a problem or a burden or an inconvenience. it makes you a human being with feelings.

[shoyohnt]

i hate it when people ask me to "explain my thought process" like hell if i know

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they should invent activities for sleepy people with no energy

[shoyohnt]

i have a disease called “i believe i will have the love i have been reading about all these years one day”

[shoyohnt]

"match my freak!" match my sweetness. match my benevolence. match my empathy. match my ability to feel emotions so deeply it tears me apart from the inside out

[shoyohnt]

actually need to be manhandled by a big sweet man who just wants to love on me for his own pleasure

[shoyohnt]

AND IF YOU MISSED A DAY, THERE WAS ALWAYS THE NEXT, AND IF YOU MISSED A YEAR, IT DIDNT MATTER, THE HILLS WERENT GOING ANYWHERE

[shoyohnt]

Euripides (Tr. Anne Carson) / @wholeheartedsuggestions / Jenny Slate / Euripides again

[shoyohnt]

Oh to be sleepy and crawl into bed with someone who's warm and safe and you know will take care of you in all the right ways, who'll hold you and tell you that its all gonna be okay.

[shoyohnt]

thinking about casual protectiveness today. a hand gently kept on my waist, to steer me around and keeping me close. gently pulling me around to switch sides when we’re out together, so that i’m always safe on the inside of the sidewalk. moving closer and reminding me of your presence whenever i seem anxious or uncomfortable. just…feeling protected. safe.

[shoyohnt]

oh to be loved, to be adored, to be obsessed over, to be noticed, to be heard, to be touched, to be desired

[shoyohnt]

sorry i only date to meet each other in every lifetime

[shoyohnt]

i want to take your face in my hands and kiss kiss kiss kiss

[shoyohnt]

Come climb into my lap. Cling to me, as I play with your hair. I want to kiss your neck, I want to make you feel safe.

[shoyohnt]

[shoyohnt]

i am not the bigger person. die immediately

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