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Immortalizing you

You are everything that I hate Everything that I regret now Everything that I can’t even forget about. It’s impossible to turn back

What if I never called quit. What if you stood by me. What if we were meant to be. In my head we could Only if

You never ever see All the things I did just to move on If this is my last night immortalizing you Just for you to know That I will tell my legacy about How I went heartless because of you

I never moved on. I don’t think I really can. I hate myself for not letting you go. That toxic, you know?

- Letízia Carrizo

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some poems you really do just walk right into and come out changed beyond all recognition on the inside like lazarus crossing back from the dead

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when georges bataille wrote, “no greater desire exists than a wounded person’s need for another wound” & when gillian flynn wrote, “a child weaned on poison considers harm a comfort” & when ocean vuong wrote, “sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you’ve been ruined” & when lisa m. basile wrote, “did you inherit a sickness? did you blame god? do you believe in god? do you believe in yourself? are you still on fire? did you ever put out the fire?” & when stephen a. guirgis wrote, “why didn't you make me good enough so that you could’ve loved me?”

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one thing about me is that i will lose my mind about the personification of the house

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a lot of you know me for the "my psychiatrist asks me about friendship & i tell him about distance" excerpt but its been almost a year since i wrote it & the whole piece still resonates so i thought id share (x)

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Masao Yamamoto

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Alice Walker, from “Even As I Hold You”, Her Blue Body Everything We Know: Earthling Poems 1965-1990

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Robert Heinecken • Object Matter, 1960s~1990s

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Indigo, Ellen Bass

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“I am alone, in spite of love, In spite of all I take and give— In spite of all your tenderness, Sometimes I am not glad to live.”

— Alone, Sara Teasdale

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I am asking you to endure it.

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" I do not wish to explain my passion—that would imply that it was a mistake or some disorder I need to justify—I just want to describe it."

Simple Passions by Annie Earneux

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𝚂𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟹, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟻 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺-𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟹

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Small Acts of Love and Cruelty

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Dragons. You agree, reblog