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feels like sugar in me ˖ ᡣ𐭩 ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ˚₊

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BPD culture + hypersexual is sexualising myself hoping people will like me more that way and feeling disgusted by myself for that but not being able to stop it.

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I just feel so ugly inside and out.

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Self-aware of my self-destruction, yet unable to stop myself.

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i will forever be the hurting child, the angry teenager and the lonely adult.

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"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

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Bpd culture is “oh god I fucked this up everyone actually hates me and I’ll never be able to be seen in public again” and then you sleep and suddenly “wow I really overreacted” yet you do this every time you make a slight mistake anyways.

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I hate explaining myself to people or, explaining how I feel. I always immediately regret it afterwards.

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getting worse is so comforting

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bpd culture is being too much for your family and friends but you cant explain yourself because they refuse to believe your disorder

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I’m afraid of no one ever noticing how unwell I am.

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