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Oh, how I miss intimacy......

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She used to randomly call me "lover"

Like, in the middle of a conversation, she'd just look me in the eyes and whisper "as you say, lover" or "Yes, of course, lover" and I cannot emphasize how beautiful that is. It used to alter my brain chemistry within a second making me so vulnerable like the last flower in the spring.....

I think of it sometimes.....

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My horny feed is talking to me like the goblin mask talking to Osborn! 😭😭😭

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You said you're bored so...

What's your type?

Hmmm Okay kaafi interesting question

I like someone who can hold up their own..

Like an opinionated person, I don't want someone who just agrees with me. I want someone who'd fight me if they thought what I'm doing is wrong and not follow me blindly. (It feels bare minimum but trust me it's so damn rare, doomscrolling got us adapting our personalities from the next reel we see)

Body wise or colour wise I don't have any preference, age wise I'd say someone close to my age or elder works too but if it's someone younger I'll prefer them a little less, not exactly repulsed but just a little less

Ummmm whaat else..

I'm okay if the person is completely opposite to me in terms of personality, I've had the most interesting conversations with people who are totally different than me...

That's alll

What else should I have added???

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Raat ke aakhri pehlu ki tanhaai ka muqaabla koi nahi karsakta....

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Just a Long Drive with friends and I'm back to thinking life's worth living

(it'll wear down in a day and then I'll be back to myself but today I'm peak! Hope I get rich so this wear down period extends)

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Any June faves? Tracks? Events? New foods or friends?

June has my birthday so it's me that I'm a fan of (not always) (very rare actually)

I loved exploring the Mughlai for this one particular place in Mumbai, specifically the nalli nihaari and the place is very broken but the food is 10/10

Other than that, life's meh while being busy to earn and survive...

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hey what's up broski

Heyya

Nothing much

Boring life

What about you

What have you been upto???

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I just realised I can make a damn big list of these kinda texts

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aye haye oye hoye

Oye hoye aye haye

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This girl I was on talking stage with a while ago straight up texted me after months of ghosting me saying heyya I wanna tell you something and just sent me like pictures of her boyfriend

She kinda expected some reaction outta me

When asked her about what it is, she told me she found a guy and stuff

I'm not sure what she wanted me to say but I lit up when I understood that she found someone she's in love with

So I said YAYYY BESTIEEEEEEEEE!! I'M SO DAMN PROUD OF YOU! HE LOOKS AMAAAAAZING! CANNOT EMPHASIZE HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS FOR YOU!

And she said fuckoff and blocked me....

I think I don't understand women cos wtf was that....

No worries, I'm happy for her ig

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andrew garfield saying, "i hope this grief stays with me because it's all the unexpressed love that i didn't get to tell her" about his mothers passing is so gut wrenchingly beautiful because we rarely talk about the love we want to express but can't, not because you're not brave enough to say it out loud but because they're not here to listen to it anymore. calling grief the love you never had the chance to share makes it less of a burden and more of something you want to keep and not something terrible you want to move on from. i love how everything about grief always comes down to "what is grief if not love persevering?"

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Played "Ehsaan Tera Hoga Mujh par" while doing the dishes and heard someone singing it word for word....

Man, my mother surprises me more than I expect her to!

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A friend is suggesting me to go on a dating app called Feeld which is more of a kink based dating app and this just might be it folks!!

The pleasing kink will come in handy...

I'm kinda skeptical on going to the apps due to my insecurities ngl

Let's see....

It's 3?30 and Ted Mosby said

Nothing good happens after 2AM!

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Saw How to Train your Dragon

And I lost my shit at the VFX

It looked so pretty and the score was same as the animated one

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No dawg

I'm scared to open this app in public now

The feed is getting way too crazy

Is tumblr ovulating rn??

Or is it just for me? (Highly doubtful)