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MY YANDERE LOVE

This is my first ever blog and i am not really accustomed to it so it might be a bit shaggy.

He was bright like a sunshine, my sunshine. Always smiling radiating positivity. We had so many good memories from splashing each other with water to sitting by the park at night eating titter totters. As time passed he became something special to me, from childhood friends to mindless lovers embracing eachother for who knows how long. I used to find him attractive until I found his ugly truth.

The deaths that occurred in my town were committed by him for his love of mine. Guilty caught in my throat, I reach the gate of the police crew. Entering the department was just the start of my nightmare, from living in an apartment to his basement. My heart rate used to pick up whenever he visited me. Oh god! How I wish he wasn't a monster. His basement was my new home, the words he recited became my safe zone. You promised to love me for all eternity. So, where are you now my yandere love. You were a sin sweet as honey, a risk I wished to take. Oh, my yandere love, my only love.

My obsessive, possessive, protective, submissive, sadistic, my dominant love. Your death is still fresh in my bones. The way you smiled as I stabbed you to death. Speaking reassuring words in my ears, as I laughed with every stab in your stomach and arms. The last words which I keep close to myself " I'll always be there for you even if I die. You are mine and always will be ". The way you let out a content sigh seeing me be consumed by my inner demons.

Why'd you leave me like this. Stupid me to be a victim of Stockholm Syndrome. Now I treat patients like you who need special assistance trying to find you in them. Ah, my only yandere love. May you always be close to my heart.