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~(damian’s pov)~

Something had happened… You don’t know what, but…. Something had happened. Something terrible… wrong even…

Drake has been… off? As off as a caffeine addicted tech-head can be… he seems to be on the Bat-Computer more, along with Alfred…

What could Alfred be doing on the computer? You know he helps sometimes with missions when Drake is in missions, but almost every time you went down there to grab more sparring equipment, he was there… Despite your quick glimpses, you couldn’t remember anything concernable.

You only remember seeing a blurry picture of black and white from when you last saw Alfred down there. It infuriates you that you couldn’t remember anything else!

So…. you did something you’d never thought you’d ever do.

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Spy on Alfred. You felt ridiculous for doing this, but when he wants to, Alfred can hide things very VERY well… 

You could only predict how this would go…

With your background, you can hide your presence well and find out what Alfred is doing

Or

2. Alfred, whose background is quite like yours, finds you very quickly and would possibly beat you to the ground.

You hid behind a far enough stalagcite, with a modified spare staff, and used the magnify function in your mask. You felt foolish for going to such lengths, but you’re worried… Worried about Alfred. About his mental well-being… You are sure you’re the first to notice the change in his behavior. How he is more distant with everyone… How almost zombie-like his reactions are when someone talks to him. How his eyes are glazed over, looking distantly at nothing.

During your worried thoughts, you heard some distant footsteps towards the Bat-Computer. 

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Ah…. It’s just Drake- oh. Alfred's with him. Finally!

You watched as they both walked to the Bat-Computer, talking about something? It frustrates you that they have their backs to you, but you couldn’t complain… You’re spying on them after all….

Then, you saw Drake click on a folder you’ve never seen, then Alfred types in a passcode. Article after article pops up with pictures of someone you don’t know… notes pop up along with the pictures.

{Last contacted XX/XX/XXX– Through personal phone]

{Last wrote XX/XX/XXXX– … ]

{Last known location– {Hope’s Peak Academy}]

{Last known activity– Entering Class bɘqqɒɿɈ ϱniɘd]

{Hope’s Peak Academy}? Who does Alfred know in {Hope’s Peak}? None of the residents here go to school anymore(you graduated early)….

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Nakamura? 

You… you- [Name] Nakamura?? You remembered who that is… You remember Alfred introducing you both when you first walked into the manor. How he beamed with pride as if they were his own child. Admittedly, back then, you were a bit jealous about how he introduced you both… 

You remember demeaning their existence. How you were the heir, and they a leech. That you were legitimate, that his mother and father loved each other, that they were nothing but the child of a fling(you were then punished by Alfred afterwards and were told that their mothers asked our father to be their donor).

Their importance to father, to the family(you had become jealous that they were normal… so SO normal). You… you remember in attempts to connect, they’d give you lunchboxes… Lunchboxes, you’d admittedly thrown away dramatically(childishly). Origami animals… Trying to draw next to you…

In your grown age(17) you came to regret those actions in your youth. But… you couldn’t bring yourself to face them. 

Perhaps from embarrassment? Or were you scared that they’ll turn you away with hatred in their eyes? That your only blood sibling hated you for the past…

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!!

You dodge in what you could only describe as a batarang… Ah… caught….

“Young Master Damian….” “Damian.” shit…..

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~(Alfred's Pov)~

You remember the first time you saw them.

A scared child who had just moved to Gotham… Only for their parents to die in a mugging gone wrong.

You remember them only speaking in their native language… Not understanding what happened. Not understanding that their parents are gone… Your heart bleeds for them.

Unfortunately, it seems that this scenario is more common than it should…

You remember the look on their face- 

You know it was the same one that Bruce had. 

You had simply thought that they happened to be another blood child of Bruce’s, you were correct, but their mother had been a distant friend of Bruce’s. Old childhood friends during the time Thomas and Martha were alive and well. Who sent her condolences when she heard the news… The one who also asked for Bruce to be their donor.

A friend who had only recently called quite a bit ago announced that she, her wife, and child would be moving to Gotham soon. That she hoped they could re-spark their once vibrant friendship…

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Now laid dead, just had Bruce’s did. Leaving a grieving child behind in the aftermath… just like Bruce.

You had foolishly thought once Bruce came home he would help the child grieve. That they weren’t alone, that everything was going to be okay. But… 

He just…

Walked past them… Without a single glance…

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You’ve never been more disappointed in your LIFE.

You’d never thought that this could ever occur… 

Bruce…. Like a drop of rain, adopted promising children, ignored the most promising one?

The one with the most compassionate eyes and tear-stricken cheeks, the one that shares the grief he has? That shares the now same traumatic memories he has??

You never felt the need to scream more in your life… How could Bruce just walk past them?? As if they weren’t there??? As if he hadn’t gotten that call Commissioner Gordan informed him of his friends’ passing? That he didn’t agree to look after the child if they were to suddenly pass??? That, as their Godfather, he would raise as his own(if blood wasn’t relevant)?

But in the end, you set up a room for them… helping them to bed. Sitting in a chair nearby, for the night terrors that eventually appeared throughout the night.

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You forced yourself to continue with the present, trying to find a way to contact [Name]. To figure out if they’re okay… If they are happy and alive. 

You usually trusted your gut instincts… But… This feeling? Was complete and absolute DREAD. That they were no longer there. That something downright horrifying happened. . . That they had d i e d. That you could no longer hear the melody of their laugh. The songs they would hum helping you around the manor… The hugs that could make you stop breathing. Their eyes that stare at you look at you as if YOU were the one who made the universe they resided in…. The one you missed the most out of anyone you’d once known.

You felt it before… Jason came into your mind. Yes, he was dead for an indeterminate amount of time, but he’s alive now. Visiting every once in a while. He still contacts you when he’s not.

But this?? This situation? Leaves you feeling like you could vomit… That you’re mourning once again… 

To take your mind off of the feeling. You use the Batcomputer to search more in-depth into {Hope’s Peak Academy}. 

Hoping to find answers to questions on why students haven’t been seen in a while. Why the students aren’t answering their parents’ phone calls and letters? Why the academy now looks barren? As if students and staff hadn’t been there in months…

You’ve looked into everything. The only news you found were about strange bears roaming around the school. About how bizarre the bears look… 

That feeling… 

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Now feels even worse…

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sorry for the inactivity!!

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Akihito - [Name] - Bryna

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based on a dream from like yesterday lol

you are [Name] D. Monkey!

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well...

[Name] Draco Wayne...... but whatever!!

you're finally getting adopted!

you didn't really like the house you're currently living in. they're either "too busy" or something to hangout with you! none of them aren't that interesting anyways...

you're sooo unbelievably bored being here. no one wants to interact with you... but Garp promised that when he adopted you, you'll never be alone again!! and that makes you very excited!!!

he told you that he adopted another kid named Ace! he has a cool ass name!! you couldn't wait to meet him.

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tho... the butler here doesn't seem that excited. Al... something? you don't remember...

you guessed that's fair tho. you're the only "normal" kid(as he said) here. he always answered any and all questions you've asked! he's always been so nice to you... you'll definitely miss him when you get adopted!

maybe you could write a "thank you for hanging out with me!" letter? yeah! that'll be a good idea!! good job [Name]!!!

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you begin writing the letter,

TANK U AL FOR HANGIN OUT WIT ME :D I WIL MISS YOU VERY MUCH!! - [NAME] :)

your best writing yet! (⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧

now...

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when do you give this to him?? before? during? you don't know...

maybe you could ask Garp! but... wait he isn't here yet...

sooo you guess you can give the letter right now!

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you run as fast as your little legs can to Al, with your backpack full of your things(which wasn't much anyways) to find him.

you running down the hallways, you accidentally bumped into d- di? you don't remember his name...

"woah there! um, what's got you running kiddo?" he looked surprised to see you, but whatever. you're never going to see him again anyways!

"soorry but i need to find Al!" you stood up and picked up your letter, and ran... again.

"Al?" unfortunately you didn't hear his unintentional heartbreak from hearing a nickname.

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you found Al in the living room with... GARP! you screamed in delight when you saw him!!!

you bulldozed into his waiting arms, after hearing you scream. you're soo excited!!!! he's here!!! he kept him promise!!!

he hugged you tightly and spins you around, you both laugh.

after he stopped spinning and putting you down on your feet, dizzy. you remember your mission! you almost forgot in the moment.

you turned towards the butler(and his look of distain towards Garp) and with the letter in hand, reached out to him.

"HERE! FOR YOU!!"

"Oh? Really?" he took it from your hand softly, and looked at the contents of it.

"it's a thank you letter! you're the only one who hung out with me here!"

he kneeled down and hugged you. this confused you as he doesn't he seem the type to be affectionate.

"I'm sorry I couldn't do more for you young master..." his tone seemed sad... but he didn't need to do anything? so, why is he apologizing??

"but you didn't do anything??"

he leaned back and pets your hair, "That's the problem... I didn't do anything..." his smile is sad. "To keep you here and happy. But I hope your new home provides you everything you deserve." as he stands up, he gives you something.

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a 🍖 Pin!

you hug him one last time.

"thank you... for being here for me..."

you let go and walked away with Garp.

"BYE AL!!" as you screamed your last farewell, waving. you see him waving back from the manor's doorways. closing the further you go away.

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it hurts to see you go. . .

but. . .

despite that ... you deserve to go to a loving home.

he knows Garp is a bit barbaric in his affection, but he knows you're in good hands...

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he served with him after all.

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-(Akihiko Sasaki's pov)-

you don't know how you all got here.

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watching another classmate get executed…

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Bryna Miyuki [The Ultimate Bodybuilder]… the killer of [Name] Nakamura.

Bryna claimed she meant to kill someone else, that [Name] wasn't her target…

it was supposed to be ME she wanted to kill.

you always thought highly of Bryna, she was always a strong and cheerful person! she always lifted everyone's spirits!!

turns out, she hated you absolutely loathed your closeness with [Name]... to the point that she thought they had a crush on me!

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me? [Name] Nakamura having a crush on me?!! ha! wouldn't that be the dream!!

you countered that they were helping you open yourself up to the others! to help you see the positive side of everyone. to love everyone the way they are.

she broke down, saying that she didn't mean to kill them. that she was targeting me. that i had ruined her plans of living a peaceful life with [Name]... that if i hadn't pretended to be sick for their attention, they'd still be here.

as everyone argued, you stewed in anger. how did she know that? how'd she know you were faking?? you've been told before you were an amazing actor! it's literally your ultimate talent!

you are Akihiko Sasaki [The Ultimate Actor]!

not that all of them know that. . .

you only told them your first name, said that you're [The Ultimate Librarian]. such an unassuming title…

so, how did Bryna know?

you were unassuming, you acted weak. a shy crybaby…

you used that to your advantage, acting scared and putting on the waterworks!

[Name] Nakamura was a temple, a sanctuary. you've never felt that much genuine love since you were a baby! the love your parents shown was fake. to them you were only a doll to make them famous. all the love thrown your way is superficial from everybody!!! nobody would've loved you if you weren't an actor!

you've never been religious but, when they appeared to help you up, you latched on.

they were the reason to live the rest of your life. in their arms, peacefully. away from the hell called society…

but that is now ruined, ruined because of a stupid stupid note meant for me…

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but in the end…

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the body that was found… was [Name]’s.

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--(tim's pov)--

you rub the palm of your hands against your eyes, sighing from exhaustion.

how long have you been doing this? how long have you been searching through {Hope's Peak Academy}?

you've looked through almost everything they had! except for the japanese side... looking at the books and tabs on learning said language, how did you get into this rabbit hole again?

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ah, right. . .

you're looking for THEM...

who? should you ask,

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[Name] NakamuraWayne.

[ The Ultimate Caregiver]...

basically damian's twin. they're both around the age of 17...? at least from what you calculated...

you only decided to search for them is because Alfred was worried. apparently, they haven't been answering his messages or letters lately...

you didn't remember who [Name] was at first. so you asked Alfred who they are, he only described them as a sweet, compassionate, and loving child... that he lost contact with when they moved to Japan for {Hope's Peak Academy}.

so, you with nothing better to do asked when did they leave. he only answered with, "Quite a bit ago, master Tim..."

and left...

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so you decided to follow him.

Alfred went down unfamiliar halls until he stopped.

stopped in front of a door covered with some would call 'cute' things... strange. . . you don't ever remember someone living in the uninhabited hall.

the hall covered in dust and cobwebs.

til you see Alfred opening the door and stepping in. unsurprisingly, Alfred called for you, "It's quite unbecoming of you to sneak master Tim." damn this man and his senses...

"well, what else was i supposed to do Alfred? you walked through the uninhabited wing of the manor," you questioned stepping closer to the open decorated door. "who's room is this?"

"[Name] Nakamura's room, master Tim..." though, there was a slight hesitation when he said that name.

did something happen between them before they left?

you walked into the room, only to see Alfred. the strong dependable Alfred, looking kinda valuable? sitting on the edge of the made bed, holding a few letters.

he seems to be reading over and over again...

"It's been a few months since their last letter..." he said to break the silence. "they wrote about how much fun they're having. how many friends they made... how the staff seem dependable to talk to." in what almost seems to be like grieving, Alfred droned on about how they lived, as if they died.

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you told him you'll help trying to contact them again. he only seems a bit better, and thanks you for helping.

you both leave the room Alfred handing you a booklet of {Hope's Peak Academy}.

he said he tried contacting the Headmaster, but he hadn't answered. he even wrote to the school... you found it odd how a Headmaster of a prestigious school wouldn't even answer a simple letter.

usually it only takes a couple of rings for someone to pick up the phone... so, why didn't any staff pick up the phone?

did something happen??? natural disaster?? despite not knowing [Name] wellthou...youshouldve, you're worried as well.

you have some |HOPE| they're well...

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GAME OVER

[Bryna Miyuki has been found guilty. Time for punishment!]

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is this the way you die...?

at the hands of someone you thought was a friend?

someone you bared your whole heart too?

after witnessing your classmates ends??

why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?

whY?whY?whY?whY?whY?whY?whY?whY?wHY?wHY?wHY?wHY?wHY?wHY?wHY?wHY?wHY?wHY?wHY?wHY?wHY?wHY?wHY?wHY?wHY?WHY?

WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?!!!!!!

WEREN'T YOU A GOOD KID?? YOU DID EVERYTHING YOU WERE TOLD TOO!!! YOU TOOK CARE OF EVERYONE!! EVEN THOSE WHO DIDN'T CARE FOR YOU!!!!

so why? why were you being killed....? were you too nice??? too sweet???? too caring????? to- too loving???????

right! that's it!! you were too loving!!!! you loved too hard!!! too fast!!!

but.... but what else were you good for??

you were [The Ultimate Caregiver]!

you were the best of the best!! you cared for everyone!

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but... who'd cared for you?

not your father bruce.... your older brother richard.... jason..... tim... damian.. stephcassdukebarbra-

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Alfred. . . he didn't care... did he...?

it hurt to think about in your last moments.

Alfred, the kind and loving Alfred,

he probably thought of you as a DUTY

didn't actually love you...

another wayne he needed to take care of...

another ANNOYANCE he had to take care of

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maybe your friend was correct for killing you. . .

nobody would care. . . nobody would notice. . .

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maybe. . . . just. . . maybe. . .

you'll find the love you deserve in the next life. . . .

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