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i keep imagining a visual of a grunt working at a gas station maybe reading a magazine kinda zoning out, and the door opens and closes and they dont look up and then standing in front of them is jebediah christoff, just looking absolutely haggard and bleeding from his head like just died and came back from a fight and he just goes "pack of sobranie please."

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Jebediah is a freak of nature to carry a mag-sized machine gun but I cant judge him too much (a jeb liker)

hes a big strong man :)

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look at him. i bet he was thinking to himself "no i shouldnt. i cant. its unnecessary."

but,

the Urge overtook him

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hes so talented

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hank and the grieving process. hank learning what it means to mourn.

much like hank, there's no crying, no screaming in pain, no real outward expression of misery, but he does feel this weird feeling in his chest like a void. like a bullet hole that doesn't really close. he just feels kind of empty and feels like he's drifting through the days afterwards. he would eventually get "bored" and just try to force the feelings away, forcing himself to not think about the departed and just move on with his life but it doesn't really work like that. he just feels kinda stuck in those emotions for a long time and isn't sure what the right thing to do is

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hey sorry if i was offputting and strange and bizarre and weird as fuck last night i was just being myself

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status quo more like communication problems HQ

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fandom wiki simulator

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adding on to my previous post

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i think they should be friends like how people draw token and v1

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*at the job interview* i have powers

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took the christoff plush with me to bed last night cause i just wasnt feeling good and wanted to lay my chin on his head and woke up left my room and as i was getting dressed i realized i left his ass in there. stuck inbetween the bed and the pillow. trapped like a mammal. my poor man

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doodles of the 'not that great' variety

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hm yes i like this character. now shoot him 5 times in a parking lot.

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love love love hank's journal

do you think he also tries to organize it by counting down?

today i saw 10 dead bodies. i killed 9 of them. it took 8 minutes to get out of the building. there were 7 bullet holes in the truck. the other two waited 6 minutes for me to come back. it was a 5 hour drive back to base. doc did 4 stitches on me. it took 3 seconds to open a soda can. there are 2 pillows on my bed. i have 1 sword left. i have 0 guns left