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sometimes you just get nine new paras in one day. sometimes you write a 3pg rant abt the bare minimum you know abt them. sometimes you do absolutely zero homework. it is what it is

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Can’t talk rn bro, daydreaming.

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"it's all in your head" and be fucking grateful for that...if they ever escape...there will be hell to pay

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i think a lot, i don't think i can stop ever thinking. daydreaming is esspecially a major part of it, i daydream for most of my day. i daydream about celebrities, about a normal life where nothing is wrong, my ocs world where everything is wrong. i think of very complex, written out, and visual scenarios. being in my head constantly thinking about anything and everything has it's pros and cons.

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When you wake up from such an incredible dream or daydream, to a reality you just can't fit in. This fucks with me.

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"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

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probably the biggest thing keeping me from recovery is the fear of what my life would look like if i quit. i don't think i'm fit to live in the real world. i don't know how to be alone without md. my anxiety and fears of rejection & abandonment are unbearable. i never learned how to socialize. i fear i 'd have too much time on my hands and that i'd spend it being depressed and lonely beyond endurance. i fear i'll never feel as loved and happy as i do in my daydreams. the thought of living in reality and giving myself a chance at life is horrifying.

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im in love with someone who doesn’t exist

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Maladaptive Daydreaming 🥀

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i would never be able to live without music.

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is it worrying that daydreaming and media consumption are my only hobbies

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In my opinion, I think it’s just a form of imaginative lucid dreaming! You can control what you do, you can change worlds and such in lucid dreaming. I think it’s okay to have a label, shifting, for it but it’s nothing physical and shouldn’t be taken as so! I enjoy hearing about it and I believe it’s lucid dreaming ^^

what do maladaptive daydreamers think of reality shifting?

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Is it only me but I could make up a whole fake scenario but somehow my brain cannot skip over one detail because it's too unrealistic.

Like the entire cast is not real but somehow I can't look a bit different otherwise it's too unrealistic bfr

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Trying To Not Feel Doomed Tuesday

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no because why did i go from making up scenarios cus it helped me fall asleep to now not being physically able to fall asleep until i'm not thinking about absolutely anything??