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I think my ask box thing finally exists so like yeah feel free to drop in there and ask me about my ocs or send funny pictures (bonus points if it’s a blursed image)

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Im too lazy to yap about my ocs on here so you’re getting occasional pictures from my Pinterest now

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If anyone else wishes to be gifted gaslight gatekeep girlboss gasly please let me know

Your welcome

IM CRYING HE LOOKS LIKE THE ROBLOX SMIRK

thank you greatly though i have been blessed for many years to come now

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EVERYONE LOOK AT THIS PRETTY LADY RUGHT NEOWWWWW 👹👹👹👹👹👹

Vivian's new design!! I thought the bow was cute, and overall I like how it looks :))

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Haven’t been posting here like I said I was gonna because I’ve been busy with Uni and I’ve been sick recently so yknow mildly cooked on my end but hopefully things will chill out for me soon idk I might forget this account again ngl JSNSNNSNSN

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IDENTITY V OC INTRO

Break the air to feel the fall or just feel anything at all

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♡ Sasha Rivera, The Runaway Bride.

╰┈➤ 20 . She/Her . 165cm .

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✎Sasha Rivera, a soft spoken woman who shows kindness to almost every person she meets. She’s always willing to help others with whatever task they may be trying to complete, almost to the point of being a people pleaser, that mixes with an air of calm that hangs around her and makes her quite approachable. She’s an extrovert in the quiet and soft sort of way, the kind of person who shows how much she likes a person with little gestures of affection and loves to see others smile.

╰┈➤In truth Sasha is full of insecurities and anxiety, desperately wanting to make friends and wanting to find actual love in her life. She masks these traits because she was raised to believe that for her these traits lower her appeal, others were allowed to showcase negative emotions but she had to remain perfectly composed at all times.

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✎Sasha generally finds herself to be fine around most people and remains friendly, or at the very least courteous, with others. She’s open to a lot of social opportunities and making a variety of friends since she previously had not been allowed to. In an odd way she’s very happy to be at the manor now.

╰┈➤Sasha is most drawn to the survivors who are also hunters, she isn’t exactly sure why she’s so drawn to them but she is and she does genuinely like being around them.

╰┈➤Sasha is very fond of “Little Girl” because she reminds Sasha of her siblings which leads to her often being more protective of her.

𝐁𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲

warning brief mention of abuse

✎Sasha was born in family that was already considered high class, however her parents had longed for more wealth and so to achieve that decided to have a child they could one day marry off into a richer family. That child was Sasha, born not to be loved but to be used as a tool- born to make others happy regardless of how she’d possibly feel.

╰┈➤Sasha has three younger siblings, one sister and two brothers, that she was pushed to help take care of while she was still a child herself as her parents believed it would help her be a better caretaker in the future. The biggest difference between Sasha and her siblings is that unlike her they were born out of love and intended to live normal and happy lives, her parents made that very clear but she still loves her sister and brothers to death and would do anything to protect them.

✎Sasha was put into an arranged marriage with a boy the same age as her who came from a wealthier family, it was clear from the start that he didn’t like her or the marriage that would eventually happen between them. He only agreed to go through with it to stay in his fathers will, though any time they weren’t being monitored he’d ditch her to go see girls he was actually interested in.

╰┈➤Sasha was often treated poorly by her fiancé who would bring her on his dates with other girls purely to make her envious of a love she’d never receive along with teasing her. Overtime he also became more aggressive with her, having hit her on more than one occasion when he was angry about something even when it had nothing to do with her.

✎The wedding day was arranged to happen at some point after Sasha turned 20, what she didn’t expect was that her birthday itself would be ruined with the wedding. The day had been perfect until that point, with her being gifted a new dress to wear that day and her being allowed to do things she normally couldn’t do- but as the sun set she was met with the harsh truth of the day. But that was also the day Sasha finally ran, leaving her entire life behind when she left the altar.

♡ Note from Admin: hiii!!! this is my first oc post on this account and tumblr in general and i decided to introduce my idv oc because she's one of my characters that i have really loved to work on! i wanted to include art of her in this post but unfortunately all my doodles of her are older- hopefully in the future though i can share drawings of her! -If anyone has any questions about her or wants me to share specific details about her feel free to comment under this post or submit something in the asks box!!!

-All images used in this post came from Pinterest I just cropped them LMAO

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hopefully gonna share some of my ocs soon!! ive been cooking as much as i can between classes and since i changed what im doing on wattpad i need a new place to put my random yap sessions

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I always enjoy looking at the little details in character designs and this is such an interesting aspect in Bungo Stray Dogs that i honestly hadn’t noticed before but makes a lot of sense! Its little details like this that really make a character, it conveys story telling without being as direct and makes use of the reader’s perception skills!

Hello!!

Something that has recently come to mind is the impeccable usage of coats in Bungo Stray Dogs, and their different meanings — so I just wanted to quickly examine them!! (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

There may be spoilers for Stormbringer ahead!^^

UNBUTTONED COAT/OPEN COAT

Throughout characters such as Dazai, Tsujimura and Chuuya, we can see the pattern of open coats/jackets throughout their designs. I believe it can be summarized as 'resignation'. Within Dazai Osamu's The Setting Sun, self-resignation is a concept reappearing throughout the whole story. To resign oneself, is defined as submitting to something unpleasant in which you have no way of changing.

For Dazai, it can be taken as Oda's wish is something he must fulfill — and my particular reason for thinking it was unpleasant for him, was because of the conversation he has with Kyouka during season 2, detailing the struggle between being a good person when having a history of doing bad deeds.

Possessing a skillset which encourages him to remain Port Mafia black, how on earth is he supposed to assimilate to the light? Additionally, when he asks Atsushi, 'Do I look like such a good person?', Atsushi responds positively. His self-perception does not align with being in the ADA, but regardless — due to his friend — he has resigned himself to it.

For Tsujimura, though I have yet to read Gaiden, I believe this is the resignation she has come to after the legacy her mother left her, which she strives overcome due to her complicated relationship with her.

For Chuuya, despite the attempts of The Flags, he can only resign himself to being in the Port Mafia. Though, it is not unpleasant to him, I believe it is moreso a case of him not really seeing himself anywhere else. Though he used to be a member of The Sheep, he was betrayed and no longer held a place there. The Port Mafia is his home, in the same way one cannot help but call home, well, home due to the sentimentalities towards it.

Essentially, I believe the open coat represents a doubtful resignation to one's position, however an unwavering desire, or internal promise to remain there. Of course, this may be flawed! But that's how I've perceived it so far.

CLOSED JACKET

The closed jacket is one that took a while for me to understand, to be quite frank. Examining the designs of Ango Sakaguchi, Chuuya's outfit from Stormbringer, Dazai's design in The Dark Era & Atsushi's design from BEAST, it's reasonable to believe it is a shield against something internal.

Ango Sakaguchi works for the government, the Special Division, and therefore is thrown into whatever role suitable to get the job done. This was explicit in The Dark Era, where Mori and Takeda discuss his safety for the permit. His suit is a representative of how he uses his job as a defense of his guilt over Oda's death. His role gives him a sense of agency, which he can tell himself, 'I had no choice, it was for the sake of my job'. The reason I assume Ango feels guilty is because of how he takes care of Dazai, in a way. During the DOA arc, he assists Dazai. I believe it was also revealed he had went to the seventh agency to clear Dazai's list of crimes, in memory of Oda.

On Chuuya, I believe in his timeline, he was recovering from the sharp betrayal of The Sheep, and growing into his role in the Port Mafia. Though he had a similar demeanor in Fifteen, I believe it becomes more clear he is less trusting and more guarded about his relationships. His demeanor of being irritated or distant is merely a facade to keep him from being hurt once again.

With Dazai, his coat is buttoned up, which can be viewed as Dazai using his role and duty as a Port Mafia executive to shield him from the overwhelming indifference he possesses on why he should live at all. This is also voiced when he confesses it to Oda, feeling if he got closer to the raw instincts of humanity by being in the Port Mafia, he may achieve some sense of meaning.

Lastly, BEAST Atsushi was one of the points I think is most explicitly explained to the audience. He says:

In BEAST, Atsushi ensnares himself with Death to keep him from his fear of it. His jacket is zipped up, covering a portion of his face in pitch black. The cause of this is his guilt towards what he did to the orphanage director. Atsushi at his core, is a guilty person, irrespective of whether he has committed a crime or not. For BEAST, there is no alternative environment for him to atone, and leaves him isolated with Death.

Overall, I believe that the closed/buttoned up coat represents characters using their roles and duties as a shield from an internal anguish which they suffer from. Usually, this coat gets switched out for an open jacket, which could symbolize a form if closure with that chapter of their internal conflict.

COAT OVER THE SHOULDERS

As well as symbolizing authority, it may also symbolize a burden given to the character by society or another.

For example, to return to Chuuya again, he carries the burden of killing The Flags, however, it is also something that cemented him in the position of being a staple executive (that is, if he wasn't one already) due to his loyalty. I believe this is also intrinsically tied to his position as an executive, finding himself once again in a position of leadership.

Another example is Dazai, specifically at age eighteen. Mori views him as an heir of sorts, due to his intelligence and what he perceived as detachment from sentimentalities, which is a burden onto Dazai. He has no such desire or fondness of the position, constantly disregarding ranks and importance when befriending Oda and Ango. Furthermore, as he rushes to Oda's side as he bleeds out, his coat flies off his shoulders. He forsaken his authority, and loses his burden for the sake of Oda.

There are other characters with such a burden, such as Ayatsuji from Gaiden and Paul Verlaine — however I am unqualified to include them in this analysis because of my lack of knowledge on the two and their materials.

Overall, I believe it's such an interesting way to dress up characters whilst simultaneously discussing their journeys, even if that sounds pretentious. I look forward to seeing the progression of characters and, in general, the continuation of Bungo Stray Dogs.

Thank you for reading.

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This is my average look when I join a new fandom and get instant depression from it- the day I find a fandom that makes me HAPPY is going to be an absolute miracle

So anyways guess who got into Alien Stage a couple days ago 🤩

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As soon as I figure out how to format my posts I’ll be unstoppable 👹

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I keep remembering I have this account but i genuinely have no ideas what to post on here LMAO

Pls to my friends who follow me give me some ideas 😭😭😭

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𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭~ | Blog Intro post

✎Hello and welcome to my tumblr blog <33 at the time of writing this I'm not sure what exactly I will be posting here so I have no idea what may have brought you here, but I'm happy to have you here regardless! This is just a little intro to get to know me a little, it may be updated in the future but I can't say for sure right now. <33

♡Some of hyperfixations include: Idv, Godzilla, Horror Media and Sky!

♡I'm an fandom oc creator who both writes and draws, although I am currently unsure how much of either I would post here as I do not know what the fandom/oc community is like on tumblr.

♡I often change focuses at random and occasionally struggle to keep focus so I do apologize if anyone gets whiplash from my account.

✎That's all I'll put here for now <33 though I may come back to add more to it in the future if I see fit. Happy to be here and collect fanart to hoard until my phone storage cries <33