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Picture fin the Omaha NE Palaye Royale concert I went to!

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I want to destroy everything. I want to ruin my life, smash glass bottles agaisnt walls, run away into the night and get in trouble, scream and yell at the top of my lungs, get into fist fights, and stand up for myself. I want to be so so angry and loud about how awful I feel that everyone realizes that I was never okay, and I was never going to be okay, and that they left me behind to suffer. But I'm too tired. I'm too tired to move, to think. I just want to lay in bed all day and ignore the world. I just slap on a neutral face and do as I'm told. I wish I could be so angry about how sick I've become, but instead I keep quietly to myself, and live another miserable tired day.

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It’s a great night to feel like a piece of shit

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I’m so afraid they’ll see me the way I see myself

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headphones are not enough i need to roll up the song and smoke it

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i’m trying i’m trying i’m trying i’m trying i’m trying

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maniacal writings by the firelight.

Poetry by @aeturnusapientia letters to ria pt.2

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i am utterly disappointed in who i have become. i wanted to be someone better, someone important, someone beautiful. but instead i waste space, i waste time and i burden the people i love. this isnt the future i had in mind for myself and i know its too late. i’ll never get that future i dreamed of as a child.

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“His words were bullets And every time I let him in He always pulled the trigger And I always gave him the gun.”

— P.H.

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“Things left unsaid haunt me most.”

— T. // six word story #52

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bitches be like if i can't befriend a frog i'll simply die

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