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(( ...as much as i love sara, i don’t think i can return to this blog. i hate to say it, but i have bad associations with leo now, and it just wouldn’t be good for my mental health.

maybe one day i’ll completely remake her? make her the child of a different character? who knows. but i wanna say thank you to everyone who gave me good memories. 💕 it means a lot to me.

currently, you can find me at @flosxxfilia, which is my ffxiv rp blog for sara!! slightly tweaked, but she’s the same girl you all know and love. or you can ask for my discord! i’m almost always there. i’ll try to be more active on @chxosbringer, but because fe isn’t my current hyperfixation, i don’t know how often i’ll be on??

thank you so much again, and i love you all! 💖💖

[silxntwildfirx]

(( pokes my head in

h-hewwo,,,?

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(( good morning! its almost 5:30am and im crying over how much i love sara!

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COYOTE STORIES | THE CRANE WIVES      SENTENCE STARTERS | PART 2

006 -- ROCKSLIDE

“ i hear a rumblin’, honey. “

“ this wild weather’s got the mountain shakin’ weak. “

“ i know you long to plant your feet. “

“ we best get a move on, or the devil we will meet. “

“ i feel a quakin’, honey. “

“ rocks are a - tumblin’ while the people are asleep. “

“ i pray the day my soul to keep. “

“ drop dead sprint, my darlin’, now! “

“ don’t look back now, honey, just try to breathe. “

“ that monster’s comin’ and it don’t care for you or me. “

“ the angels we may someday see. “

007 -- METAPHOR

“ i’ve gotten good at leaning on metaphor. “

“ i’ve gotten good at living on someone else’s page. “

“ i’ve cut my teeth on secondhand sentiments. “

“ you can’t trust a single thing i say. “

“ i keep my closet free of skeletons ‘cause i’m much better at digging graves. “

“ i always dig up bones in your sympathy. “

“ i can’t trust a single thing you say. “

“ you won’t like the scars he put in me. “

“ i’ve gotten good at making up metaphors. “

“ i’ve gotten good at stretching the truth out of shape. “

“ all these words are sweet and meaningless. “

008 -- THE HAND THAT FEEDS

“ i’ve seen good men spoil. “

“ they work and sleep and work again. “

“ in their darkest nights, they howl. “

“ their cries are a warning. “

“ no man should stand to work all of his days and have nothing at the end of them. “

“ i’ve got no money but the change that jangles in my pockets. “

“ i am powerless to stop it. “

“ it keeps rambling on like a mad, wandering man. “

“ my dear papa gave me lessons in regret. “

“ the hand that feeds deserves to be bitten. “

“ he taught me how to break my chains. “

“ i may never be a rich man, but i can make sure i’m free. “

009 -- LITTLE SOLDIERS

“ it was a march we made towards ruin and despair. “

“ i swear that i loved you. “

“ ‘neath the table you would offer up my bones. “

“ i’d drag dirt through every room inside our home. “

“ you still held me at night. “

“ we didn’t give up ; we wouldn’t surrender. “

“ it was an honest loss. “

“ the aftermath will ring with songs you’ve sung. “

“ i fought with tooth and nail before the flag had flown. “

“ you were already gone. “

010 -- SLEEPING GIANTS

“ i feel the mountains shifting under me. “

“ i hear something calling me. “

“ the moon is humming lovely melodies. “

“ the trees are crowing hungry harmonies. “

011 -- OF EVERLONG

“ ‘twas there i wrote me a sad, sad song. “

“ if my lover will not hear it, take my voice and take my spirit. “

“ leave me wicked and dig my hole. “

“ only my lover, not i, can keep my soul. “

you can change pronouns and/or names as needed! <3

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(( sorry i disappeared for awhile!! i hyperfixated too hard on ffxiv, and sessionbox stopped working, but i’ll try to be more active now!!

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Non-Verbal Venting Starters

Send me a number to find my muse trying to vent some emotions on their own. Send Reverse + a Number to have my muse find yours in such a state:

Angrily sparring alone.

Frustratingly attempting to read.

Pacing back and forth.

Going for an incredibly late night walk.

Failing at being productive.

Tossing an object at a wall repeatedly.

Sitting alone, head down on a desk.

Attempting the same task over and over to no avail.

Scribbling furiously on a piece of paper.

Tapping against a table.

Ignoring the problems with a scowl on their face.

Exercising with intensity.

Hitting an inanimate object over and over.

Trying not to cry.

Working on an assignment for the last few hours without a break.

Looking like they need someone to listen.

Yelling into the sky thinking no one is around.

Staring at their phone, hovering over an unsent message.

Listening to music in a quiet space.

Finding them in a secluded, out of the way place.

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(( IT MY BIRTH!!

ya boi is 22 now uwu

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Sing with me a song Of silence and blood

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(( I’ve updated my rules! Please take a look if you can? <3

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rises out of the grave to show off a cool background i made for my new blog

i promise ill get to stuff soon ive just been hyperfixating oOPS

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hi i’m here to talk about characters with aches

aches from old injuries. finicky battle wounds, stiff joints from being restrained in captivity - things that their body never erased, pain that reminds them every day of what they went through. maybe it’s obvious, like a limp, or maybe it’s something that it only clear with early morning stretches and groans. maybe the aches grow worse in rainy weather, or when they think about the injury that caused the soreness.

a character who has to live with aches, and the painful memories behind them.

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Same sis, same

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(( LOOKIT MY NEW MUSE!!!!! I JUST FINISHED ICONING AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH!!!! MY BABY!!!!!!

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(( listen i know nothing about 3h but all i know is that, for sara’s eventual 3h verse, i still want her to be a smol,,, pls,,, little helper sara,,, bab e y,,,,

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(( its late at night but uhhhhhhhh munday??

i had a booth at my local maker’s faire displaying my cosplay stuff (esp wigs!!!) and i was taako on saturday and amy pond on sunday!! uwu

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Send my muse an anonymous nightmare.

It could be about your muse, or someone else’s, or about a past trauma my muse has experienced. Send more than one ask if need be for length!

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From @foster_furbabies: “I could watch Briar just being herself, all day long” #catsofinstagram [source: https://ift.tt/302mA2Y ]