simply-ravenous

[simply-ravenous]

Over a year of unconditional love and support. We fought valiantly to be ourselves together and apart.

But now I’m left missing the warmth of your hand in mine. The way you’re smile peaked up on one side. The smell of your hair as I held you tightly. The way you’d interlock your legs with mine. You are my heart. You were my good morning texts, late night phone calls and secret lunches. You were mine and I was yours.

The world feels colder now, I’m lost and can’t begin to unwrap what took you from me. We were free to just be us. They had accepted you. They said they loved you. We were free, the hardest part was over.

I’m lost, I don’t understand, but I will respect all that you asked of me. But I will be here, waiting for the fear to subside. Waiting for you to remember it’s ok. That everything is ok. And that we are free to be us. In whatever capacity you need.

I love you my darling.

[simply-ravenous]

You were heavy on my mind last night and today. I hope you’re ok. When I seen you weren’t feeling well, I fought the urge to reach out. I so desperately wanted to. But I know I wouldn’t be respecting the space you need from me.

You deserve for your boundaries to be respected. And to take the time to let your heart heal from this hurt.

Before I stop posting on here I want you to know you are enough. You are worthy of being put first. And made a priority. Your friendship is not a consolation prize, it’s foundational. It Is Enough.

I went to back to the beginning of our chats. And I hear you. More importantly I see you. At your core you are unwavering unless necessary. And deserving of patience, understanding and unconditional (even if it’s platonic) love. I miss you, I love you and I will be here when you’re ready.

Because till the end of the line, you’re stuck with me.

[simply-ravenous]

[simply-ravenous]

I found the poem you wrote me,

You are the fall, like the season

Something so crisp and exact

It's daunting, like the sudden stop on a Rollercoaster right before it hits the big drop

You are stuck there suspended in time

Your heart in your throat, pounding waiting for that inevitable fall.

You are the soft colors in autumn

The soft promise of family

Of something that doesn't hurt

The colors of something that reminds you that yes there are valleys

But sometimes it's the climb out that makes the view worth it

You are that childlike joy

That burst of hope and childlike faith that you can be anything

You are the sugar rush of too much Halloween candy

Where yiu are damn sure you will have a cavity at the end

You know it's gonna hurt

But at the moment you are flying so high.

You are found family

You are that family hearth that says I have one more seat and it's open for you.

You are you and that's more than enough.

[simply-ravenous]

i just want a hug, and be told that everything is going to be okay.

[simply-ravenous]

🔮 Mystical & Magickal Shop 🔮 Credit: [x]

[simply-ravenous]

by Martin Popov

[simply-ravenous]

chalk stream

[simply-ravenous]

[simply-ravenous]

@sohokick

[simply-ravenous]

🖤. https://pin.it/7qnMPrg

[simply-ravenous]

All gorgeous images by Antonie De La Roquelle

[simply-ravenous]

@sohokick

[simply-ravenous]

[simply-ravenous]

@sohokick And I you my dear, always beside you

To what do I swear to?

Nothing but love, the moon, and you

[simply-ravenous]

💋💋 @sohokick

You thought about me? When you came? Do it again

[simply-ravenous]

@sohokick

There’s nothing more comforting than the warmth of you next to me full of love and life as we cheer each other on through our hardships.