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“Then the storm broke, and  the dragons danced.” ― George R.R. Martin, Fire & Blood

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so many songs to listen to. so many books to read. so many things to watch. so much stuff to write. i think i will sit here and decompose

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have some pics of john boyega gaucho to raise your spirits 

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Presented by myself and @goodluckdetective without comment

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Editing? Oh you mean fic patching.

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PLASTIC HEARTS –– NOVEMBER 27, 2020

“Writing a song like ‘Never Be Me,’ it’s a sacrifice and it’s a choice that I commit to because some of the songs I write––I am not ignorant to the pain that they can cause to the subjects, and a lot of the time, have to choose, again, is it worth it for me to release this, you know? And I mean release it not to everyone else, but to me. To allow this thought or this feeling to come out, cause it’s giving it power. Like my dad says, you write it down, you speak it, you give it power. It’s real now. It’s something more than the thoughts in your head.“

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via fkatwigs on instagram

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Clancy + Third Eye Opening👁️

Midnight Gospel

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So why wait? Book your vacation now to this humble little oasis. If heaven had a creek, it would be this one.

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Reasons Why Fans of Color Leave/Don’t Interact with Fandom

Casual racism that is brushed off as “an innocent mistake” or “they didn’t mean it” and then everyone pretending like it didn’t happen and moving on with their day (repeat)

Speaking over fans of color about issues that pertain to them specifically

When fans of color speak out about something that makes them uncomfortable or why that don’t interact with it (usually because of the racial/ethnic bias) they are accused of being anti’s or pro-censorship

Characters of color being used as scapegoats/bashed/plot devices 

Characters of color never getting happy endings/real development

Backlash against characters of color if they do anything other than be a white character’s side kick/best friend

Actors of characters of color being harassed for something their character did or didn’t do

White characters/actors getting all the attention/credit despite the fact that they are a side character to a POC or on the same level as the POC

Fanfic authors patting themselves on the back for writing a “realistic” character of color and it’s just a bunch of stereotypes

Being told that they should be happy they were even included when they call out the above people

White fans crying about persecution/exclusion because their fav character/trope/kink/ship isn’t loved by all 

Fan artists re-imaging characters of color as white/lightening skin tone

Everyone rushing to a white fans defense after a well deserved call out while the fan of color receives hate

Never having a safe fandom space and always having to be on guard with new people/fandoms/chats etc because they’ve been burned before

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the experience of writing something, posting it, and then having people comment about their favorite parts through their eyes is just. such an incredible experience. it’s like getting to re-read your own writing again for the first time and it always gives me such a giddy feeling when people pick up on things i don’t realize i’m putting out. 

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i’m at the part of vikings now where rollo would pay someone for the chance to betray ragnar

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FKA TWIGS by Raffaele Cariou for Dazed China

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johson ankles too homophobic to film that in the same room

im like 99.9% sure they shot in separate rooms and put the clips together bc that shit is so choppy even for a cw show

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Putting all my interests on one blog like

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Tahirah Sharif as Rebecca Jessel in The Two Faces, Part 1