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12-10-2023, 4 PM

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I love him so much, i wanna cut more so he can worry about me. I want someone to worry about me. Anyone.

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If your goal was to make me feel like shit, congratulations, I feel worse than usual

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i thought i was free

of cuts and bleeds

but then it felt like

the dark times came again

and i could not restrain

and i cut myself again

i killed the pain

with another kind of pain

oh how i loved to see

the blood coming out

the red sea of my own life

directed by a silver blade

whether there was nothing i felt

or there was too much feelings

when something was overwhelming

it was my only escape

my only friend

the only one who listened and helped

the only one who could save me in matters of this temporary life

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me when i realize my sh addiction is actually addictive

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I want someone to notice, but on the other hand, i don’t.

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It's all so pointless.. another distraction after the earlier one, it never fucking ends

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There’s a reason why everyone threw me away.

There’s a reason why everyone abused me.

There’s a reason why everyone used me.

There’s a reason why everyone avoids me.

There’s a reason why everyone hates me.

There’s a reason why everyone wants me dead.

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I feel sick. Sick of myself, my life and my feelings.

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